Who am I?, xxkyliexx123 [good books to read TXT] 📗

Who am I?
What has happened to me? What have I become? How did I get here? All these questions were going through my head and I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one asking myself these questions. I’m not normal I don’t know who I am anymore, or what I am.
It all happened two weeks ago,
“Amy, breakfast, hurry up you don’t want to be late for school!” mum, has being pestering me for the last hour to get out of the bathroom or hurry up. Getting ready for school is like getting ready to meet Rhiannah or Beyonce!
Finally I was ready for school. I was wearing my black skinny jeans with my purple flats, to match my head band and top. I had a black leather jacket and black purse. Before I stepped out of the house, I had to put on my big, long black jacket and hide my head with a fat black hat.
“Amy, why are you wearing that big jacket? It’s like really hot!” mum didn’t know who I was or what I am, I didn’t either. I’m not a normal person like you; I’m different... much different. But we are about to find out.
I had tanned skin, my eyes were a weird shade of blue, they changed colour every month, contact lenses, my hair is quit long but not as long, I have red wavy hair.
At school, in class, I have to sit next to Scott; he’s a total ass hole. He sits there and picks his nose all lessons and I’m pretty sure he’s pulled a chunk of his brain before! Jess and jasmine, my two best friends... my only friends, came up to me yesterday and told me that Daniel Grind-Hall was single again. He is captain of the foot ball team and is the cutest guy in school. Obviously he wouldn’t go out with a girl like me, I’m in the science team, he’s in the football team, I’m in the maths lead he’s in the basketball team, I’m a geek, he’s a hunk, I’m a loner, he’s popular. You see were I’m going with this.
Tonight I am going to try my move, he is having a party tomorrow at he’s house, of course I’m not invited... yet.
MATHS!!!! One of my best subjects. Why? 1. I sit next to Daniel 2. It’s really fun and 3. I love maths! Then, Miss Robinson, our maths teacher, asks us to work in pairs and find out the area of something. Great, me and Daniel, get to actually talk.
“Ok... Um Ames, you do that and I’ll finish texting yh?
“Uh huh actually it’s Amy,” how stupid am I he gave me a nickname and I just blew it.
Miss asked us to stop what we’re doing, she asked Danielle a question because she caught him texting and she wanted to make sure he was listening.
“Um... 9x23... is it 23?” everyone laughed at that point. Poor guy it’s not his fault he’s not good at maths. I hissed the answer to him, when he told miss my answer, she turned away with a smile on her face. He looked at me and thanked me, then he handed me an envelope from his pocket.
“OMG, he actually handed it to you? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!” I, Jessica and jasmine started jumping up and down screaming. What if it was the invitation to his party? We opened it quickly and, it was, NOT, it was just a silly coupon to some silly restaurant, in AMERICA worst of all, it expired last year, what was this still doing in his pocket?! Well I guess I’ll just have to try in geography.
When it was time for home, Jessica came up to us and told us she found an invitation on the floor, and by that, she means stole from some ones bag whilst they weren’t looking. The invitation said it could bring anyone as long as we brought the invitation with us to get in. I was so excited; I just had to go buy a new outfit.

Today is the day, it’s Saturday morning, and I’m up to get ready for Daniel’s party. I was going to go over to Jessica’s house with Jasmine so we could do our hair make-up and nails. That was going to take us all day, considering we don’t know how to do make up.
8:00pm and were finally ready. Jessica’s mum helped us get ready. Finally my first ever party, how brilliant is this!
I was wearing my brand new sexy chick belly top which was black with funky blue writing, my Minnie black skirt with my blue flats. I curled my hair and put extensions in it to make it look longer and look like a darker red. I did my nails black with blue jewels, Jessica’s mum did them for me.
Finally, Jessica was ready and we set off in her car. I’d say it was tatty but she has a high anger issue so I couldn’t say anything, not only that, she was my ride there and back. When we got there, it was huge, the place was like proper full and half the people there were already drunk.
We stepped foot into the club and it was amazing. We all went to sit down and agreed to stick together no matter what.
After a while, I was alone, you see, at first jess got really drunk within the 10 minutes we were there, her and some guy were hugging, kissing and snoging for a while before they decided to go off into the apartments above the club. I think it’s stupid; who will buy apartments above a night club it’s just idiotic. After half an hour, some guy named Bob, came and took Jasmine to dance and next thing you know, she’s the clubs willingly stripper. But then again I can’t blame here she is drunk. Then that leaves me all alone. I was kind of pissed off with the girls just left me like that. Then this guy came and sat next to me he started putting a move on me then when he leaned in to kiss me, I threw my glass of wine on him. I can’t just kiss him, I barely know him and that will slow my chances with Daniel. I ran outside to get some fresh air. Now I was really angry with the girls, 1. They left me, 2. I just embarrassed myself, which would have never happened if the girls were there. I wandered up the streets then I heard something. I turned the corner and there I saw a group of boys eating something, but I don’t know what some fat blond guy was booking my way. One of them sniffed the air and then turned around really sharp. I just stood there with my skinny legs shivering with fear. They started chasing me down the street I took the wrong turn and I don’t know where I am anymore. The group of boys had me corned. One of them tied me to a tree and started threatening to eat me- I think they were only joking. That was impossible to eat a human being. Or is it?
I woke up the next day in my room, I don’t know whether that was a dream or if it was true but I just don’t remember what happened. My hand was sore and when I looked down, I had red marks on my wrist. My neck had four holes. I didn’t know how to react but I wasn’t the least bit scared. When I went down stairs, everyone was already having breakfast.
“Mum, why didn’t you wake me?” nobody answered me they all just shrugged, I could see Adam (my little brother) sniggering. I sat down at the table and stared at my plate full of sausage bacon egg and toast. For some reason, I wasn’t attracted to that food; my mind was more focused on that smell of sweetness. It seemed to have been becoming from my brother, Adam. Oh no, I keep drooling and all I have on my mind is him. I stormed out of the kitchen quickly and went outside. I went jogging for a bit to get my mind straight.

I was finally alone. In the woods. The whole way there, I kept throwing up. My stomach hurts so much and the people I saw on my way looked so delicious.

When I got home, I decided it was time for a new look, this geeky nerd thing wasn’t working for the new me. I went and borrowed- stole-money from mum, dad and Adam.
I came home with at least fifteen thousand bags. Surprisingly, they weren’t heavy. Mum looked at me so shocked as if I had just robbed the bank.
It was lunch and I told mum not to bother making my food I was going out to fetch my food. She thought I meant fish, so did but my mind had other plans. I was alone in the woods again, at least I think I was, then a guy came towards me, he looked lost, and the next thing I know, I’m half way in his stomach eating away.
I got home later that night, mum and dad were waiting for me, and I think they were going to give me “the talk”
“Honey, are you ok?
“Yh mum I’m fine...” mum and dad exchanged looks of worry. She gave me a fake smile then dad stood up and walked away.
“Are you sure? I mean you’re throwing up lately, you’re not eating anymore and you look kind of pale.” What was mum trying to say, I mean if she wanted to know whether I was pregnant why didn’t she just ask me, which by the way I am NOT. I just stood up, walked away to my room and went straight to bed, without saying a word.
It was school, again! This time my look was completely stitched up and ready to go show off.

I was wearing some black skinny jeans with grey high heels, and I mean high, a white top with black writing on it, a grey and black leather jacket with a hood, black shades, I dyed my hair dark dark purple and had extensions to make it look long and curly.
My skin was now and officially pale, you couldn’t tell who was who between me and the white house, I had heavy eye liner and mascara, black of course, purple lipstick, no blush, no foundation what so ever.

When I got to school, I couldn’t control myself, the people around me smelt so darn good, everyone was staring at me, and by that I mean the good way. In maths, Daniel tried to chat me up. I was so happy. On the inside I was jumping but on the outside, I was like ‘yh cool whatever’.
He asked me out tomorrow night. I couldn’t wait. Of course I had to control myself, he smelt so damn good I just couldn’t help but stroke his neck all the way through maths and geography.
Bella, head cheer leader, also Daniel’s ex-girlfriend, came to have a ‘talk’. I’m guessing the word about me and Daniel spread pretty quickly.
“Look bitch, Daniel is mine so back off. He may have dumped me but trust me he is going to come crawling back!” I didn’t care what she had to say, I just hissed at her my eyes turned orange and my teeth stuck out, all pointy.