I Sing My Poems to You, Amanda [top reads TXT] 📗

Desire

Do you see her?

Lurking in the shadows, 

Trying not to be seen?

Do you know her?

Struggling to be loved

But not loving herself?

Do you notice her?

In the band, in the choir

Her heart filled with desire?

Desire to be known

But to scared of being seen.

Desire to be held

But too afraid of falling.

Desire to be wanted 

But too lonely inside her own heart.

Desire.

Desire is her name.

Do you see her?

Do you know her?

She just wants to be loved.

Desire is her name.

Tell Me

Tell me, do you care?

Dear I always will.

Tell me, why?

Simply because I can.

Tell me, do you adore?

Yes, doll, and so much more.

Tell me, am I your friend?

The best I ever had.

Tell me, why are you so good to me?

Because you're the best thing for me.

Tell me, how?

Baby, you're addicting.

So you mean you love me?

What else could I mean?

I love you too doll.

Do you Dare?

Do you dare to lie?

Is your only witness yourself?

How safe you think you feel

With your back against me.

 

I don't want to say goodbye 

Because of her wealth

I'd rather beg, lie and steal

Than to just let this be.

 

My back's to the wall

My shield is up

I look all around

The goblet is aflame

 

You let me fall

My time is up

I'm on the ground

Desire is my name

 

Don't leave the girl 

Who lurks in the shadows

Watching everything, spilling nothing

The girl who speaks to fairies

 

Stay with thegirl

Who, your heart, she knows

Who will be your boo thing

The one who finds safety in the trees.

 

Ignore the deceptive sirens

Who will devour you

They'll tear you apart 

And alone you will be

 

I'll say it once again;

I will love you,

And in my heart

You'll know you  belong with me.

If Life is a Garden

If life is a garden, I wish but for a single rose.

Someone with whom my happiness grows and grows.

I wish for someone who will pick out all the weeds.

They can fulfill all my needs.

If life is a garden, make sure mine has a walkway.

That way anyone can enjoy it day by day.

Let there be a single tree.

A place of rest for a weary fairie.

I wish to dance, I wish to sing.

Who shall be the queen and king?

If life is a garden, make sure mine is bright.

Morning, evening, twilight, night. 

Two Loves

We all have two loves. 

Every one of us. 

Our first love.

Our true love.

 

My first love.

He taught me how to love

To be myself

To stand up 

To defend myself

He was amazing.

Warm, funny, goofy

Loving, and of course silly.

But circumstances happen.

Er, well life happens.

But I am not bitter. 

Because of him,

I recognized it

When I found my true love

For my true love asked me

"Who was your first love, the one who taught you to love me?" 

Yours For Sure

My silly mind is playing tricks on me.

It's saying it's worthless- you and me. 

Telling me I'll never add up.

Too random, stupid, emotional, and upfront.

An insane God-forsaken sinful past.

Next to other girls, I measure up last.

I'm a little "off", in other words "weird." 

At the drop of a hat, I'll shed a tear. 

And Lord what's up with these jeans?? 

Messy hair, ruffled shirt- all these little things. 

Dafuq's with the Katy Perry prfume- 

And never seen Twilight or New Moon?!

Not in love with One Direction?

Gosh, must have lost it.

Not into hiphop- rather hippies?

Only nine o'clock and sleepy.

And again with a button up shirt?

And good God- that skirt!

Should they be jealous or not?

You've got to rock what you've got

Makeup's a little dark- oh well. 

My response to criticism- "Go to hell." 

You either got it or you don't 

If you don't like me, you definitely won't. 

Baby listen to these gurls. 

If you still love me, I'm yours for sure! 

 

 

 

 

One Reason I Should

It doesn't matter what you do,
    And I don't care what you try.
    I told you that I'm through, 
    And I told you I wished you'd die.

You can't have me back Baby
     I'm with someone new, someone good
     And I know you've been all over her lately
     Give me a reason- just one- that I should.

You fucking hurt me!
     Controlled me. Threatened me.
     You used to be so nice- 
     Then your mask fell away.

I'm not coming back Baby.
    I'm with someone new, someone good.
    He won't betray me like you would. 
    So give me one good reason I should.

Why would I leave him
    And come back to your sorry ass?
    Let you push me around?
    Are you that fucking stupid?

Like hell I will. 
    Like hell will I be controlled.
    Like hell will I be hit around.
    Like hell will I be threatened.

Like hell will I be lied to.
    Like hell will I be betrayed.
    Baby- forget it! I'm not coming back
    I can think of no reason I should. 
     

Do You Think About Us?

Do you think about me when I am not with you?
     Do you think about my werewolf hugs and vampire kisses?
     Do you think about my constantly changing attitude?
     Do you think about my interests, my hopes, my dreams?
     I think about you when you are not with me. 
     I think about your warm hugs and special kisses.
     I think about your attitude, its acute changes. 
     I think about your interests, your hopes, your dreams.
     I think about us, together, as a couple. 
     I think about what our future will hold. 
     Will we stay together? What will we do?
     I think about us all the time, dreaming and hoping. 
     Do you think about us, together, hopefully forever?

Fill This Hole

Was I such a bad friend
     That you had to say goodbye?
     Does this have to be the end?
     I don't want you to see me cry.

I have no clue what to say
     Should I give up on all of this?
     Would that make it go