The love that could be <3, Tasha [classic book list TXT] 📗

never forget that ever and dont take it out on Kyle hes done nothing wrong this is my choice and i think it will be best for everyone it will keep you safe and im sorry and i love you all so much xxx

Love Tasha x

Next Note to Kyle:

To Kyle

I love you so much but im leaing and its for the best so dont try and find me and contact me im getting a new phone and its not you its me as always i end up fucking things up and im so so sorry i need to figure out what my future is and what im going to do with my life and when you get this dont be mad and theres one thing i ask of you if you find someone be happy dont think of me and ill give you one thing i wont find anyone beacuse your the only person i love and will ever love so if this is the last goodbye then goodbye and be happy and ill love you always and forever.

Goobye Kyle

Love Tasha xxx

I put the letters in 2 seperate envlopes with there names on and looked around one final time and without looking back i walked out of the door and put my bags in the car and drove off to find an hotel until i get my own apartment for myself and i would know when Kyle tried to contact me beacuse i would fell his aura enter my mind unless i put up a wall.

2 weeks later...

Well i passed my exams and i had enought points to graduate early and now im taking time off and doing my apartment oh yeah i had got an apartment it was only a 1 bedroom but thats ok and i had kept my phone on and i had recieved a heck of a load of messages from the guys and most of them are from Kyle so i knew he got my note.

I had spent time with y friends and parents and they kept saying the same thing that i was stressed and deppresed and i should eat more beacuse im to fin wich all of them is true ive been stressed about what to do and depressed that Kyles not here and i dont find the need to eat anymore and ive took the necklace of so Natasha cant contact me and i havent been trying my powers yet im to weak and ive been dredding something i have to do i have to go back to the house to get some stuff i forgot and one of them is my id and passport but im not going anywere i think.

Once i had got changed into some joggers and a tank top and a jacket and no makeup and yes that seems all that i am wearing these days and my hair in a bun with no makeup i got in my car and drove the 35minute drive to the house and when i did i parked on the street outside and got my bag and locked my car and walked up to the front door an got the key out of my bag and hesitated but i finaly turned the key and the door clicked and i opened it and all the lights were on so i set my keys down and i heard movement in the living room so i slowly crept to there and i saw Lucas on the sofa and when i enterned he looked up and smiled at me and i tried my best to smile back but probaly failed.

"I just came to get some of my stuff i forgot ill only be a minute then im gone again" I walked to the stairs until i heard Lucas say.

"Hes hurt Tasha i mean Kyle we had the war and we won hes dead but hes hurt he was angry and he wasnt looking and hes in critical condition they arent sure if he will live its only a small chance and hes at the hospital say your his fiance thats how youll get in we knew you would come and i cant face watching my bestfriend die before my eyes now you can either go to him or leave" I forgot about the stuff and was in my car in a second and i bolted down the road and made it to the hospital in 25minutes and i parked up and ran into the reception and up to the desk with tears flowing down my face.

"Im here to see Kyle,Kyle Roberts im his fiance Tasha" The receptionist looked up and smiled at me.

"Oh yes hes in ward 2 and room 59 dear" I said a thankyou and ran to the elevator and presse the button and it was aganizing to wait so long and when the doors opened i ran in and presses number 2 and it took a minute before the doors were open and i was searching the rooms until i found room 59 then i slowed my pace down and looked threw the window and there were Zack and Brody on the chairs fast asleep so i quietly snuck in and closed the door behind me and i walked over to the side of Kyles bed and he had a bandage around his head and scratches and bruises on his face and with the looks of it a broken arm so i put my hand on his forehead and he was ice cold and i thought he was a werewolf not a vampire lol.

"You came then we missed you" I quickly turned round and Zack was rubbing his eyes and i ran up and hugged him and he hugged me back and chuckled.

"Of course i couldnt stay away and Lucas told me and i rushed down here is he okay please Zack hes the only good thing in my life right now i cant loose him i have to tell him im sorry" I had even more tears now.

"Well im not quiet at deaths doors yet" I turned around and Kyle had his eyes open and i went back over to him and looked down and it seemed like when we first met were i was trapped looking a him and i didnt notice Zack and Brody left until the door closed.

"Im sorry i did this to you i shouldnt have left you wouldnt have got hurt but i was dumb i thought it was right and im loosing you now and i cant your the best thing that i have to live for in my life" I lifted my hand and stoked Kyles cheeck and he leaned in.

"Im not going to die well i was in critical and i didnt have my mate and i had a lot of injuries and i would have died but you hear and thats all i need for now and in the letter i never could be happy with anyone else exept you and i want to ask you something that i was going to do somewher more romantic but you left so Tasha...Will you marry me please"

Chapter 7 Part 2...Proposal.

I looked at Kyle shocked and then i snapped out of it as i noticed Kyle was waiting for an answer and he thought my silence was a no so he looked down with a sad look on his face.

"Kyle ill mary you so yes i would love to marry you" Kyle looked up with a smile on his face and i leant down and kisssed him a slow and romantic kiss.

"But youll have to wait for the ring its at home sorry love" I smiled down at him and he looked a litte better from what he did when i first came in.

"I though you would have said no"

"Why i love you and want to spend my life with you and when can you get out of here?"

"2weeks baby"

2 Weeks Later...

Kyle was being let out today and it was my 18th birthday and i was walking up to Kyles room with his clothes and when i walked in he was sitting on the ege of the bed so when i went over to him he smiled and brought me in for a kiss and i eagerly respnded and when i pulled back i handed him the bag and he walked into the seprate attached bathroom and i had some time to think what i had done these past 2 weeks well i had moved back into Kyles and the guys acepted me back eagerly wich i was thankful for and i had been pratcing my powers and had put the necklace back on and had been having dreams with Natasha helping me and it was all good so far and i snapped back into reality when Kyle came out with his jeans and shoes on but his t-shirt in his unbroken hand and boy he looked scrumpshus and he walked over to me and laughed.

"I canr get my shirt on can you help me" I nodded and he passed me his t-shirt and i slippe it on his left hand wich was his broken hand and then his right and i slowly lifted it up and over hs hed and then i pulled it down and we were out of the hospital in the next 10minutes and i got home and grabbed Kyles bags and we went inside and we talked with the guys for about 2 hours until we started to get sleepy and went up bed and Kyle tucked me in with an i love you and tucked he got in the otherside and pulled me against his chest and i snugged into him and i was obliviouse that Kyle had put something on my finger until in the morning.

The Next Morning...

I woke up the next morning and noticed that i had endeed had an arm around me so i got both hans on one arm and then i noticed i had a ring on my finger it was beautiful it was silver with a big diamond in the middle and little diamonds inside and i gasped at how beautiful it was so i manged