perfect disaster, Raya Arona [to read list TXT] 📗

chapter 2 ..... sir

Wow, remind to thank Melissa later for doing that for me" I frowned at look at him, "doing what" he smiled and stepped closer "bring you"

he paused, his lips twitched with an evil smirk "to me"

 

Wait. What

 

so that was planned and settled before, that why she eat my brain to take me with her but wait I can't handle this alone, I am the stupidest girl in the world I don't know what to say and how to act, let me quote from my guru "I am a useless bitch" what I do

 

"Ana, we are here because I need to tell you something means death or life to me"

life or death

 

I felt my stomach twisted and my heart stopped, what he wants? Why he doing this?. I look at his face and he was Incomprehensible

 

"Annie, look um"

shit he called me by my nickname, the name he gave it me like our thing, only he and Mel call me that, is it bad or good, I nodded my head, this conversation start messing with my brain

 

"you know It's been a long time since I met you and.." he paused again, And ...

 

Man this pauses will get me killed, and why he now flipping our history, is he sick of being my best friend, hell I'm vanishing but he was calm. Like completely sure of himself. And why not? He's gorgeous, and he knows it.

 

My body shuddered at the heat, god how many times I wished no, I craved for such a moment

 

Wow; that sound so pervert Ana shame on you

 

but... I like it, actually have no idea if I'll like Mathew as a person, but I certainly love how he looks without his shirt. Whenever he walks by, I feel my heart beating faster from excitement. I feel warm inside, and I want to squirm in my place, and I don't want to be shaken by a bad news

 

"Is it bad?"

I couldn't hold myself from asking, he lifts his head staring confused and quickly shake his head, shit, We're clicking. We're really clicking! He likes me, I can tell.

 

Without warning, he stepped closer cupping my head in his hand, my heart slipped to my stomach, shit I know what he wants, I know what he will do

 

"Ana Robert"

yea, that's me

 

it's like my father voice calling my name, My Father, my mind back again, I turn my head and it was him with flesh ...

crap ... I'm dead

 

I gulped "s, s sir" I'm stuttered and my voice filled with fear, this is my end, "home" ... "now"

"But sir" 

 

I gave Mathew's hand little squeeze try to stop him before a war occurs, my father hates Mathew and his family, even when I work with them but for the most has he hated Mathew more.

 

With no second thought, I twisted my legs and run home, sorry Matthew for being rascal and coward, but what I did is for good for both of us. I whipped my tears away and continue my way home; I know this night will be long

 

I don't what I did wrong, I have the right to live to love to do everything and anything I want, I am a human after all not a slave.

Every time, every day, I plan to run but sometimes dream stay dreams

 

I open my house door and skip my stepmom and her daughter heading directly to my room, and make sure to shut the door behind me, but my luck was never ever beside me, my dad pushed the door wildly, the look the rage on his face tells me it's not good

 

his big hand fly to my face, slapping me harder he can "wow look who finally got teeth and stepped over me" I cover my ears with my hands, from the horror of his clapping, I feel like I will pass out from the fear

 

"listen to me you little bitch" I yell at the pain that runs in my scalp when he yanks my hair, I feel every inch is throbbing from the ache

 

"Stay. Away. From. This boy" he throws me on the floor and leaves make sure to lock the door behind.

 

 

******

Two days passed since that night, nothing happened. I mean miss Jude kept a distance away busy in something, which obviously I don't know what it is. Hell who want to know.

 

try not to think about the incident again. Because when I do, I feel like a coward. I want to think that was something, but what if it wasn't

 

I need to clear my mind to clear my thoughts about my dad about Mathew , I mean even if I want to cooperate and act well I don't think I can act like nothing happened in front of Matthew, I don't know even if I can look in to his eyes again and smile make fun . that's why I'm running...

 

I know I am chicken 

 

I sight, throwing another small grass. I don't know why I take them off I look more like cows. I like it here, The fresh breeze hit my face .pull me out of everything.

 

It's my secret place whenever I felt crushed no.no no no no not crush I hate that word, some part of me want to crush everything latterly. But I can't my stupid heart control everything. Moreover, my hormones do some too.

 

I jump quickly turned my head around. I swear I heard a noise came from the trees. No, I'm not crazy or imagining also that not the first

 

I feel like I'm followed and this feeling hunts me from two days ago. I stand defensively pulling my fist in front my face ready to attack.

 

"show up cowered "

I yelled acting heroically ignoring my shack legs, but you know I have to furious. Wait what if it was bear or something big.

 

"Um," I stated not sure what I will say.

 

"if you were a bear or something, it's okay "

 

Maybe it's my dad's eye, he used to glue people with me to take care of me or watch where I go, or like now send them hush-hush, still holding my ears up listening waiting for move answer.

 

"You know I will just leave" waving my hand in the air like it never was a big deal.

no one in the village knows about this place, it's too high and far, what if was animal need to drink water or do their businesses, yeah they have the right to do it like us.

 

I stopped feeling my legs were burning. I turned to look behind I was far enough from the hill but still not reach home.

 

It's one of the bad things in me it's when I'm angry I just walk till I calm. So it depends on the far I walk the much I was really angry.

Walking still better than cursing. Alternatively, do something bad. In addition, I try to be calm before I find myself in Canada because the rage will not end

 

Even so, I'm too lazy to go that far. While I was still rooted to my place, strong winds pick up my hair ..I yelled frustrating throwing my hand to catch my hair .....

 

"not my hair please " I will look like a puff with a lost face ... really Why that wind now can't it wait till I reach home...

 

please ..... no ? ..... no use, okay

 

I lift my head up looking at the sky it was black fill with heavy clouds, ow ow ow that too bad I start to run as fast as I can, behind the shadows a high triangular house came to the view. It the barn our barn, I fasten my steps almost feel my legs will collapse anytime beside I didn't eat the whole day anything

 

"Hello sugar, where are you going "

I groan annoyed when some hand clasped around my shoulder, furiously I shook that handoff turning around

 

"don't you ever touch me, and I'm Ana stupid, not sug..."

okay

 

it was him ... my stepmom guest ... Ms. Stainy

I frowned, "what are you doing here, my stepmom in the home" he smiled, gave me his plenty colored one penny smile

 

"I'm here for you" my brows cocked up, "me" pointing to myself, why he wants me, he had nothing to do with me

 

"you are mine now, sugar" he pauses "my sugar" what!! , for god sake what he is talking about

 

"are you drunk because you stink and I can't tell, but what comes out of your mouth is nonsense, I'm not yours, so go, grandpa"

 

"no, you coming with me" he tugs his jacket aside, and silver thing sparkle from there .... gun 

 

RUN! HE HAS GUNS. WE'RE UNDER ATTACK! , my mind was screaming to me to run but that will be no use he will catch me, I need to do sometin'

 

I'm not a genius, but I recognize the filthiness when I see it, take Mr. Stainy as a good example, I look at him with a confused face, my eyebrows furrowed.

 

"Hey, is that yours," I say as I try not to smile, while I draw his nuts faith, I did what any ordinary girl can do, I use the moment and lift my legs kicking his .. ..you know .... his future

 

Escape is all that fills my mind now, I didn't wait I just ran as fast as I could throwing the world behind me, A wave of panic washes over me but I try to convince myself that I can make it

 

I turned around looking behind my shoulders, he was running after me in a weird way, I think he was limping in a very weird way, his face was like if Halloween mask still stuck so far in his face and forever

 

What have I done to him to pursue me? And what he wants from me My life is very quiet. I'm a poor girl who Does not fit into bad guys. I did not kill anyone or steal. on the speak of steal. Yesterday I stole an egg ... but Uncle Robin will definitely not kill me because of an egg. I do that every day. I took a quick glance behind my shoulder

 

Good, There's another man joined him, that's definitely that's his partner. He was big and fat too fat he was running in opposite direction headed to me

good

 

I twisted my legs choose another way try to distract them, I let out a gasp as someone pushes me hard in my side causing me to fall down to the ground. As I'm lying on the cold floor, I catch my breath and groan

busted

 

 I felt an arm wrap around my hand and pulling me up. The grip takes the breath out of me, in a minute I was hanged by my arm to a huge fatty man

 

"Well, well, well... what do we have here?"

Someone says in a mocking tone. I gulp and tilt my head up only to meet another same figure fat and ugly, I try to tug my arm off his grip but it was too tight

 

" so here you are"I was to scratch the meet out of his ugly face

 

"The masterpiece that my boss purchased" I feel my entire body freeze "what"

 

I snap my head looking at him confused, a masterpiece .. purchased .. me, wait who sells me? and why

 

I'm taken' that one Miss Jude

 

The words I was afraid of and which have always preoccupied my thinking. And that I was like