Talking Eyes, Mia Lafreve Pedretti [beach read book .txt] 📗

lost. Her cheek flushed red. "..I-i don't..know what to say.." She bit her lower lip and brushed her hair off her face. "I-i really don't know what to say.."

"Just tell me, if you feel the same way..or not." I said with nonchalance. Actually I was dying to know her answer. Oh please please please make it be a positive answer..I prayed God.

"I-i don't know." She repeated narrowing her eyes. "You caught me off guard. I mean, I knew you since we were trainee, And I never felt like this back then."

"And how you feel exactly?"

"I..I feel really hot. I bet my face is all red right now." She confessed, finally making eye contact. "And my heart. My heart is beating like never before."

I get closer to her and gently touched her left cheek. "Did you have.. fever?" I asked naturally as if I wasn't waiting for her answer.

She got closer too."I don't think that's the reason." She shilly smirked.

"Then..it's perhaps because of me?" The atmosphere around us seemed surreal. Like the time has stopped and everything and everyone (meddlers included) were waiting for her to answer.

My hand was still laying on her soft cheek. But this time, the distance between us was much more reduced than before. I could feel the heat of her body and breath too. Our faces were just a few inches from one another. I didn't know if it was true, that her heart was beating so fast, like she said. But I knew my heartbeat was beyond fastness, when I locked eyes with her. I needed an answer, but there wasn't such hurry to know it at the moment. It wouldn't have been either a good thing to pressure her, so I left her all the time to think of. It wasn't quite easy, with her lips so near to mine. I kept repeating myself to resist. But my mouth, took control over me and pressed itself on her mouth in the end. Oh dear God..This is too..good. I pulled away instantly and tried to control myself, before my hormones could ruin everything by forcing her into something she didn't want. I detached my, uncontrollable, mouth from her. "Is it?" I innocently asked and stepped backwards, only to be grabbed by my upper arm.

I looked down at her grip and then at her face. A surprised look was obviously placed on my face. I was about to ask her why she grabbed me, when she put her free hand behind my neck and pulled me back to her. "Yes." She said and smiled like she couldn't believe what she just said. What a beautiful smile. It's all I thought. She narrowed her eyes for a few seconds, then lifted them up again. "I believe.. I do like you too." She giggled a little embarrassed.

I do like you too. The most beautiful words I ever heard. Well, they weren't like the word I love You, but it was still good to hear that sentence too. Words couldn't describe my  happiness. I neither didn't know what to say.."This...You don't know how much this mean to me." I whispered looking straightly in her eyes.

She visibly blushed. "I had the feeling that you were somehow into me, but I always thought that it was just my imagination playing bad jokes to me." She revealed. "Frankly speaking..I'm very glad that it wasn't fruit of my imagination.." She whispered the latest words near my lips. Almost close to kiss me.

I purposely and crookedly smiled at her, to see if she would have blushed. And...she did blushed. "This moment is so perfect. I still can't believe it's really happening.." I admitted.

"This is not a dream." She replied firm. "Because it's much better.."

"You sure are right." I was agree with her.

I profited of the moment of closeness and kissed her. Not before had said one last thing. "I like you Bom. I might sound too serious and kinda cheesy too, but I really mean it." I confessed.

She stared at me for a while. Then she replied. "Yes, you sure sound cheesy, but it doesn't matter to me. I like cheesy guys."

That sentence reminded me of the time I wanted to lead away the rumors from Ji Yong and Yumi, but the guy said that it wouldn't have been a good idea. And that she wouldn't have liked it. I knew it was deceiving me. Anyway..I Put apart my randoms thoughts and focused on the beautiful, charming, funny and sexy girl in front of me ..I gently kissed her and she kissed me back the same way. When I tried to deepen the kiss, she didn't drawed back, but instead opened fully her mouth. Oh God.. I thought those moist lips of hers could kill me right there. Her sweet tongue battled against mine. I pressed myself against her and she did the same. I trailed my hands from the top of her shoulders to her back, that made her moan inside my mouth, while we were still kissing. When our lower parts rub against one another, it was my time to moan too with pleasure. She had a cute pair of pink flannel pants and a simple blue shirt with short sleeves on, not the kind of clothes that could turned me on, But I got Hard though. Too Hard. For God sake, stop before you guys end up doing it right here, in the corridors! My logical brain warned me.

Luckily the meddler's whispers bring me back to think clearly. Meant also don't do dirty, even if addicting, stuff in the corridors. "Omo! Baeki-ha don't watch them!" Yang Suk Ki warned the maknae. "This is censored to people under 18."

"Let's say 19 or 20." Yumi added.

I sighed and stopped kissing her. She sighed too. That made me smirked. So she hated too have been interrupted, Interesting.  Anyway..When I turned my head to look at the door, that I believed was closed, I saw all of them staring at us. Yang Suk Ki, Yun Baek Ki and Kim Min Hae were in the front. While Yumi staid in the back, with Ji Yong. Yang Suk Ki had covered the maknae's eyes with her hands and Kim Min Hae was instead looking very intently at us. I surely put up a nice (Dirty) show.

We pulled apart, but I put my arms around her waist and kept her near me.."Sorry, we got carried away." I didn't succeeded in hiding my happiness.

"We noticed.." Yang Suk Ki said raising a brow. She let go of Yun Baek Ki's eyes and the little had clear disappointed look placed on her face.

"Noo..You already finished.." She winned.

"It wasn't such interesting show anyway.." Bom tried to act as if we didn't just do something scandalous. I glanced down at her, her face was less red than when we were kissing. I finally kissed her. I still couldn't believe in it. And she kissed me back. That was the most incredible part. I proudly smirked. Proud to have finally made it.

"Waa..Look at his smirk.." Yumi pointed at me and everyone, Bom included stared at my face. But it didn't bother me. I'd say that my smirk grew even more.

"I can even see the happiness irradiate from his whole body.." Ji Yong waved his hand up and down at my figure. He walked towards me and lifted his hand as to give me an high five. And I gave him the high five with lots of pleasure. 

"Good job Hyun!" He exclaimed happily.

"Thank you Bro!" I replied in the same way.

YUMI

After that, We asked  to Choi Seunghyun and Bom if they wanted to spend some more time with us, but Bom said she was feeling tired and sleepy, so Choi Seunghyun accompanied to her dormitory. Me and the girls were feeling sleepy too, so we decided to go to sleep. While Yun Baek Kee and Kim Min Hae were already sleeping in our shared-room, and Yang Suk Ki were in the kitchen doing something, I was at the door, greeting goodnight to my beloved boyfriend. With a lots of kisses. And caresses. Everywhere..

"Oh Yumi.." He said between kisses. "You're gonna drive me crazy.."

"You too.." I said, catching the air for a brief moment.

"I want to be with you.."

I stiffened. He noticed it and stopped kissing me. Crap! Before he could speak though, I kissed him. "I want to be with you too.." I said still kissing him. He kissed me back. "But..not tonight.." I said moving backwards.

"Of course I know that we can't tonight." He replied less confused by my answer. "I was just saying it like that.."

"Maybe another night." I proposed, hoping in a positive answer. Please say yes. I'm not ready yet for sex. I was praying inside of me. My body isn't ready for it yet.

"I can't wait!" He smiled and got closer to me. He kissed me again and I kissed him back. I was being carried away again by his, toxicating kisses, but I stopped. Gently stopped. So he wouldn't have brang up the sex topic again. I also faked a yawn and acted as if I was really, really, really, sleepy.

He fell in it. "I see, no, hear you're sleepy." He said raising his brows. "I better let you go to sleep, before you fall asleep right here."

"Yeah..Aaw." I yawned again.

He caressed my cheek, gave me one last peck and  wished me goodnight. "See ya tomorrow piccola." Were his last words, before leaving me go to sleep.

I closed the door behind me and sighed in relief, only to find Yang Suk Ki staring at me. "What?"

"So..You guys didn't do it yet?!" She asked curious. Probably she heard our conversation.

"Yes."

"And may I ask..WHY?" She looked both confused and disbelieved and angry too.

"We didn't have the time to." I replied calm. "And.."

"And What?"

"You know.." She frowned at first, but when I got closer to her and lifted my shirt to show her my, beloved freaky body. She understood.
Her face relaxed a bit, but her brows were still frowning. "Are you serious?"

"Of course I'm serious." I lowered my shirt. "Do you really think he would like to see my freaky body?" No one would like to see my body..That sure made me sad, but it was the reality. You have to accept whatever destiny gives you. No matter how painful, it might be.

She deeply sighed. Then she grabbed my shoulders and looked me straight in the eyes. "Yumi-ha..I'm 200% sure that Ji Yong, won't mind the scars on your body." She spoke serious as ever. "If he really loves you, he won't make a big fuss over them."

"It's so easy for you to say it." I replied. "You don't have a terrified scar that started from your back and end up on your stomach." I really wanted to believe in her words.

"Even if I would have one, I'm sure Park Ji-Won would still love me. Otherwise, I would have already broke up with him." She replied without preamble.

"Really?" That was a big thing, considering that they were together since high school. Almost six years. While, I'm with Ji Yong since two days. Just Two misery days.

"Of course!" She nodded. "When we got together, I told him everything about me and he did the same. I confessed my secrets and he did it too."

"Ah."

"You guys already know each other since we were trainee, so you can pass that phase and directly confesses your secrets. Even that one about your scars." She advised me.

"And you believe things will work out?" I asked still unconvinced.

"Of Course you silly girl!" She said smiling. "I tell you, if he really loves you, he will accept you for who and how you are. Scars or no scars. Otherwise, dump him."

"Dump him? Wouldn't it be better to have a surgery?" I said a little worry.

"Well, yes." She agree at first. "But don't you forget that within two days, he'll go in Europe. And you haven't so much time to recover from the surgery." She reminded me.

"Ah that's true! I keep forgetting that he'll go in Europe." I brushed