All Hot Guys Are Jerks(Under-Editing)-Chapters 1-9 Avaliable, Isa Baby [fiction book recommendations .TXT] 📗

me wrong, there are times when I look at Lumi and wonder how the hell is he sharing a house with me? He could basically have any girl in Phoenix and ,he decided to choose me. Sometimes I think it was out of his good nature and because he felt sorry for me but other times I see the love he has for me in his eyes. The love I have never returned to him , i pretended it was sibling love he felt for me, he was just confused, but her was a man, i don't think i would ever cope with being hurt gain so i ignored my silly girl crushes, I feel so scared of him turning away and leaving me alone again, just like everyone else has done to me. I think I was staring at him for far too long as I saw him grinning like a mad man. It was only then I noticed he was strong, like he must work out at least three times a week to get muscles like that. He had a pale smooth chest with no chest hair, thank god and muscled arms that looked strong enough to pick me up. Just then that thought ran through my mind. Lumi wrapping his arms around my waist whilst leaning in to kiss m… no how could I think thoughts like that. I shook my head as I came back into reality and lowered my eyes at my disgusting actions.

 

Slut! Whore! Bitch!

 

What those girls said are true I am a slut. i felt my cheeks burning and my body shaking in anger at myself. I am practically looking for trouble if I carry on like this, I told myself. my nerves were all jumbled up inside.

“I need to know the time Lumi” i murmured quietly.

“Hey it’s okay your allowed to look you know it’s not a crime” He smiled as I watched him walk over to me and gently lifted my chin so he could look at my face. I waited for his answer desperately thinking of anything to say. This was the first time something like this had happened, I didn’t like what was happening, it was too awkward between us. I knew if i took this thing between us further, the trust i gave him would be gone.

“Hey Aurora, aren’t you going to be late opening the shop it’s half eight already”He  said whilst looking at his watch. That’s why he was different compared to the other men, he knew when to drop it, he knew how i felt about this.

 

“Shit! Lumi do you think you can open up today instead of me?” I pleaded as I jumped out of my covers and he  came face to face with me in very short pyjama shorts and a white lace camisole. He laughed nervously as he looked down all of a sudden fidgeting with his watch,i blushed as i silently cursed at myself, i didn’t blame him, after all he was a man.

 

“Um… can you go so I can get ready?” I pleaded embarrassed of my lack clothes. i fidgeted whilst he decided on what he was going to do. he knew how i hated it, impatience was one of my many traits.

 

“Yeah sure I’ll see you in five” He knowing full well i wasn’t like other girls it only took me five minutes to get changed, but i hated it at the same time,  i hated how close he had gotten to me, how well he knew me. I needed distance but he wouldn't give it to me. sometimes i felt trapped and i hated it, but i never had the heart to tell him that i needed space, he wouldn't understand. i just gritted my teeth and endured it.

 

I grabbed some faded skinny jeans and a plain tee along with my black hoody and put them on ,hoping it would be a calm,praying that it would be a calm day at the shop.

 

 

Ch 4:Lumi

 Secrets. Everyone has them. Even though Aurora's seems to think she knows me inside out, she doesn't. It's true i had a rough past, but not because of the reason i told her.

 

To her I am a teenage boy who is different. At first she didn't think that. she's told me when we did get into arguments, that i was a jerk. she thinks all me are jerks, but agree with her. Why might you ask that she sees me in a different light compared to other boys in the town? Well for one I can keep it in my pants, unlike those bastards. I see the way they look at her with hunger and desire in their eyes, as if she is a deer and they are lions waiting to pounce on her and devour her to pieces. My beautiful Aurora. I love her with all my heart but I do not think she loves me back, I see the way she laughs at my jokes the way she has a dimple on her right cheek whenever she laughs. I see the way she knows when I feel angry or sad, she will try to make me smile, and no matter what I do smile. Because of her, Aurora will always have a place in my heart and no matter what I will try to win her over and make her see I am her soul mate, her other half. It hurts knowing that i cannot tell her my darkest secret, but i know it will wreck our friendship and she will flee in fear of what i am. She knows i am inhumanely handsome, but i do not say that because i am conceited, i am from it. I am not human; I am a vampire from one of the oldest clans in the world The Thorned Roses.

You may also be wondering if i was turned but, no i am a rare original clan member and i am over 700 years old to be precise. But this is not the reason Aurora will run. It will be because she will find out i drink human blood and will be scared she will be next in line. But she is different to me, not just another meal. With her beautiful black hair that cascades down her slender body and glistening green eyes, a body of perfection and a sweet melodious voice she is heaven to me. I would never allow myself to lose control because i would not want to lose her. I know she has never showed her body to me, she has always covered herself up in case of prying eyes. She has never shown me her tattoo, but one night when she was working late at the shop I decided to snoop I know it was wrong of me but i did it anyway. Anyway she came back quicker than I expected and went up to her room, to get changed. I ran into the closet which I knew she never used and left it open a slit. I watched in awe as she came in and stripped off all her clothes. There and then I decided I had fallen for her. I watched as she pulled of her jeans and my eyes fell upon a large bright, blue dove. It was place on the side of her hip and ran down to her middle of her thigh. I saw the bold italic word “Protection” underneath in italic. I squinted my eyes in confusion wondering why she never showed me it, Aurora told me near enough everything.

 

To other vampires i may be a clan member, but in their eyes i am a traitor. I ran from my life as a vampire. I wanted to escape, to find another new life, new people. It is true i have not been in contact with them but i will always be one of them deep down. It is in my nature to drink human blood.

 

I have heard that there are supposed to be a new family moving in today at the end our street. I hope that if they are powerful like me they will smell my scent and know that they should stay away from Aurora if they do not want to get hurt. I would die to protect her.

 

“Lumi!” Aurora yells at the top of her voice hoping i would hear her as knowing her she probably cannot be bothered to go walk to my room. 

 

“Yeah Rora?”  I ask as I came into her room yawning and looking well…tired to her. I watched as she slowly drank in my bare chest and muscular arms. I grinned whilst she carried on staring, oblivious of me watching her every move.

After about ten more seconds of staring, she snapped out of her dreamlike state and gasped aloud.

“What?” I asked whilst looking at her in the eye. Suddenly she looked down ashamed she had looked at me that way. But secretly I was glad.

“I need to know the time Caspian” she murmured quietly, almost so quiet I could not hear her speak.

“Hey it’s okay your allowed to look you know it’s not a crime” I smiled as I walked over to her and gently lifted her chin so she could look at my face. I waited for her answer desperately thinking of anything to say. This was the first time something like this had happened, I didn’t like what was happening it was to awkward to silent.

“Hey Aurora, aren’t you going to be late opening up, it’s half eight already” I said whilst looking at my watch on my wrist.

“Shit! Lumi do you think you can open the shop up?” she pleaded as she jumped out of her covers and I came face to face with her in very short pyjama shorts and a white lace camisole. She laughed nervously as only then did she realize that what she was wearing turned me on so much I had to put my hands in front of my bulge to hide it. I hated what she did to me these attractions were becoming more obvious and i didn’t want her to notice because then she would think i was as bad as those others men. But i couldn’t help staring at her in all her natural beauty and not think those thoughts, even her clothing that she wore to go to sleep in left little to the imagination.

“Um… can you go so I can get ready?” she pleaded embarrassed of her clothes.

“Yeah sure I’ll see you in five”  I said knowing full well she wasn’t like other girls it only took her five minutes to get changed as she didn’t bother with that make up crap most girls wore on their faces, she looked amazing without it.

I breathed deeply as i went outside the room and left her to get changed.