understanding joe, Johannes (joe) Krahn [best novels ever .txt] 📗

My own experience with patience and love

 

        I am a musician. I always have been, always will be.

So this is where my new life begins. Music. After experimenting with psychedelics for a while, I was introduced to psychedelic music. I am not talking about psychedelic rock. I am talking about psytrance, ambience, and various other genres.

 

       At a young age I found ambient music, but I had no idea what it was. I just knew it spoke to me. And by coincidence it found me again, with a connection to the psychedelic side of life.

 

        So I continued to produce music, but tried my luck on the psychedelic genres. After giving in to the darkness, and allowing it to take over, without me really caring about it anymore, the Universe rewarded me with a break.

 

         I was given an opportunity to perform for the first time in my life. By this time I had found myself a magical place to live with the most loving souls a person could find. A truly inspirational home in every aspect with Musicians, Artists, Herbalists, and Politically interested beings that truly understood the meaning of love. And all of this I had attracted to myself by thinking positive and accepting the fact that life is shit and there was nothing I could do about it, so I smiled at everything, and everything smiled back. This I call; GIVING IN

 

I traveled to this event and played my heart out. I put my soul out on display for everyone to hear, hoping that someone would finally find satisfaction with my creativity and very being.

 

         They danced and danced to my soul and with my soul and the feeling of putting the positive energy into the cosmos, and healing others with my love, was so incredible I cried. A feeling of true ACCEPTANCE.

 

 

 

         That’s when I laid eyes on her. Pia.

 

The true meaning of my existence.

 

Immediately I knew that her and I would end up together. Somehow I just knew it. I don’t know how I knew, but we did eventually end up meeting thanks to the Universe. It was on a hill that my water bottle decided to roll down and stop right next to her further down there, while I was laying on my back looking at the clouds daydreaming about talking to her. We are now engaged and saving for our trip around the globe.

 

At this time I still didn´t know of synchronicity, and why things happened the way they do, but I can say that I was awakened. An UNDERSTANDING of a sort. Or enough to keep me going at least.

Conclusion

 

I could go on forever telling you about my life story, and how I got where and what I did but there is no point.

 

         I am thankful for everything that has happened to me. All negative and positives, because they are all a part of who I am.

 

Yes. We are the same persons. But no, at the same time, you are you and I´m myself.

 

I am not saying that you have to take a bunch of psychedelics to understand the world or what you are, or have to go to some festival to find love. I am saying that there is light in the dark. There will always be light in the dark. You just have to remember to push the button on your flashlight.

Smile to the world. Don’t forget that you are a part of something bigger. You have the potential to change your own reality. And I don´t see any point in sitting at home day after day doing the same thing you always do.

 

         Find your passion. Find yourself. Just be.

And please love yourself, because you are all that you have.

 

Love. Patience. Giving in. Acceptance. Understanding. Truthfulness.

Loneliness. Shadow. Hope.

 

I can explain a few of these to you, but some things you have to explore on your own

 

Have patience, we are all in the process of becoming something bigger and better.

 

a special thanks to Ed, Pia, Kim, Ove, Nikita, Larsi, Nicolai, Harald, Tommie, Micke, Alex, My family, and all of my beloved friends who have been there for me all this time, not giving up on me when i have been at my lowest. you are all an inspiration. love and light

 

Lilly Valentina - my daughter i love you and i always will.

 

- Joe

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Publication Date: 10-07-2014

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