Through all the tears..., Kerry Elisabeth Waddingham [epub ebook reader .txt] 📗
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no idea how much I miss that all the time.”
Annie starts crying harder. Alexander wraps his arms around her tight.
“I….have to go…”
“Annie?”
“Yes?”
“I am sorry, I love you. I will never forgive myself for hurting you like this and making you cry… and wasting your time…for making you regret being together….”
“You never wasted my time Alexander and I will never regret the time we were together…”
“Promise?”
“Ya.”
“You are an amazing girl Annie.”
“No Alexander… just a regular girl… who is a little to forgiving…”
“That’s one thing I’ve always loved about you...” Alexander learns forward to kiss Annie. Annie leans into the kiss and kisses him and then pulls away. “I really can’t Alexander… if you aren’t mine, It wouldn’t be right…”
“But I am yours Annie maybe not officially but still…. You have my heart…” Alexander hands her a small jewel heart off a necklace. “Keep it forever... That’s how long I will love you Annie.”
Annie grabs a heart off her necklace to and hands it to him… “Don’t break it.” Alexander reaches out and takes the heart; he kisses it and holds it tight in his hand. “Annie I will never break it.”
Annie gives him a weak smile and then turns and walks away, while walking away she looks in her hand at the heart he had just given her… feeling tears in her eyes she ran back to him. She turns around and see’s him sitting down staring down at his feet with tears in his eyes. She sneaks up beside him and sits down beside him and she rests her head on his shoulders and he rests his head on her head for hours they sit there in absolute silence, the only sounds were them breathing together and they’re heartbeats.
Just then Skyway Avenue by we the kings starts playing. Alexander looks at Annie. “Our song <3 “. “Ya Alexander... our song <3’ Annie then looks at her phone and it says –text message from sierra- Annie starts to read it
“Sierra- Annie where the fuck r u??” Annie text back
“Annie- um does it matter?”
“Sierra-yes, I was wondin if u were planning on comin home 2day.”
“Annie-if I go home then that’s a yes, if I don’t then no.”
“Sierra- U piss me off so bad.”
“Annie-k”
Chapter 4
Alexander looks up; “what’s wrong?”
“Sierra… my mom…”
“What happened?”
“She’s such a bitch and I’m tired of her…I’m tired of this, she acts like she cares and then I’m sad and upset and it’s all about her. We were talking about my dad earlier... how he is a drunk fuck… she’s a drunk fuck to. She’s also a slut.”
“Calm down babe; your mom has always been like this.”
“I know that Alexander… but I can’t handle it anymore...”
“Well what are you going to do?” he asks wrapping his arms around Annie.”
“I don’t know boo.” She says leaning back.
“Well whatever it is, I got your back.”
“Thanks
“Your welcome.”
“What time is it?”
“Ehh about 5:00”
“Oh shit, I got to go.”
“Where?”
“A funeral.”
“Awe I’m sorry who died?’
“My gram Lyn.”
“I’m sorry Annie Boo.”
“Its ok, it happens baby.”
“I guess so.” He releases her. “Text me later.”
“ok.” She says and kisses him before walking off.
Annie walks into the house and goes to her room and pulls on some skinny jeans, lime green converse and a black tank top. She puts a thin line of eyeliner at the bottom and a little bit thicker one on the top, and then she straightens her hair and walks downstairs.
Sierra meets her at the bottom of the steps.
“What are you wearing Annie?”
“This is what I’m wearing to lyns funeral.”
“Annie! Cant you even act like your going to miss her!?”
“I didn’t know her so no.”
“Get in the car.”
“I don’t even get why I have to go.”
“Why wouldn’t you? She was your grandma.”
“You hated her, I didn’t know her. You just want her money.”
“Get out of here little bitch. Don’t even bother coming home again. Go pack your shit and just fucking leave.”
“Fine.”
Annie walks out of the house and heads back to they’re spot. When she gets there she finds Alexander still sitting there hugging his knee’s and crying. “Alexander are you ok?” she asked walking up behind him.
“I’m ok I guess Annie.”
“Why are you crying?”
“Well I cry when you’re not around.”
“Boo don’t.”
“Boo… “He says and then smiles
“Hehe.”
“Wait what happened? I thought you had to go to your grandma’s funeral…?”
“um it’s a long story lets just say sierra is a bitch and she only wants to go so she gets my grandmas fortune and I said that and she got pissed and told me to fucking leave and never come home.”
“Awe. Annie where are you going to go!?”
“I was thinking about calling Morgan or Liz, maybe Lexis”
“They hate me….don’t they?”
“Morgan doesn’t.”
“But Liz and lexis do…?”
“Liz doesn’t… I don’t know if lexis does or not…”
“Oh...”
“Yah, I’m sorry...”
“Why are you apologizing Annie?”
“Because if we never would have dated then… you never would have cheated... no offense and then you wouldn’t have all these people hating you….and it’s worse because they’re all my friends...”
“Its ok Annie; I understand it... Because I deserve it.”
“No…but I have to go find a place to stay; ill see you at school tomorrow.”
“Wait ya why haven’t you been there..?”
“Umm well I wanted to go back but I was scared of seeing you and then starting to cry… so I kind of just stayed home.”
“I only went that day because I needed to talk to you.”
“Sorry I wasn’t there...”
“Ahah ya Annie, I noticed that...”
“Ok.”
“So should I wait out front for you and walk you to your locker and class, like I used to...”
“I guess that’s up to you I Alexander…”
“If I do… can I hold your hand…?”
“…….. Yes...”
“Then I’ll be there <3 “Alexander leans over and gives Annie a kiss.
Annie kisses him back and waves goodbye.
“Wait Annie.”
“Ya?”
“I love you.”
“… I love you to.”
Chapter 5.
Annie walks away still not wanting to leave Alexander alone. But still she walks on. She reaches the door step of Samantha and knocks twice waiting for someone to answer the door.
“Hello?” she hears a husky voice answer the door.
Hahaha she must be working on another one. Annie thinks to herself. Well speak before you look like an idiot.
“Hi is Samantha here?”
“Samantha… oh ya hold on.”
“Ok thanks.”
Annie stands there waiting for him to step away and go get her, but instead he keeps his eyes on her and calls for Samantha. “Samantha someone is here for you.”
Annie stands there; feeling awkward for a couple minutes, thinking how is this stranger staring at me and why? He finally decides to speak.
“Oh um well I’m Samantha’s brother Josh. Do you remember me?”
“Josh… you changed so much…”
“I know, how have you been Annie?”
“I’ve been pretty good I guess... “
“Still fighting with the mom?”
“Well ya that’s actually why I came here to talk to her.”
“Oh hold on I’ll go see if I can find her.”
“Thanks Josh.”
“No problem little Anniefer.” He says laughing and walking away.”
Holy shit he remembered the nickname. She thinks to herself.
Shortly after he walks off he walks back and stands in front of Annie.”
“She’s getting a shower, would you like to come in and sit for awhile?”
“Ok sure I mean, I guess so.”
“Oh Annie still as complicated as ever.” Josh says laughing.
“Definitely JoshiePoo. Hehe.”
Josh and Annie used to be fake married just for the hell of it and well those were they’re nicknames for each other, JoshiePoo and Annifer.
“I haven’t been called that in years.”
“You better not have been, that was my nickname for you.”
“I know…”
“Josh I need to tell you something.”
“Ok go babes.”
“You were my first kiss.” She says blushing.
“I wish I could say the same Annie…”
“Well that’s not all…”
“Oh what else?”
“I fell for you before you left… when you first came home with Dave and Eli I was scared that you would like say something mean, so I always stayed out of you guy’s way… and then when you started to talk to me… I started to like you. And then we got fakely married and you said you loved me and kissed me and we always cuddled, I fell for you... and then you just walked off and brushed me off your shoulder like I was just dust.”
“Annie I am so sorry…”
“It’s fine Josh.”
“No not really. Honestly you were 14 and I was 15 and I had no right doing any of that, however I do not regret it… I do however regret leaving you, because I’m sure… someone has dibbs on you…”
It sounded more like a question than a statement so, Annie kind of answered not plain out but still…
“well actually its really complicated.”
“oh really? Explain…”
“up till about 2 weeks ago I was with Alexander, and it was going good, and then he got drunk and he cheated on me with Becca… his ex.. and I broke up with him.. and now he wants me back and I want him back but I don’t honestly know what I am going to do because I love him… but he could still cheat again…” A tear starts rolling down Annie’s face.
“I should kill him for hurting you…” Josh says wiping away her tear.
“your not the only one who wants him dead, Joshua.”
“maybe not; but I am the only one willing to do it.”
Annie knew that was true because she could see the gleam of death in his eyes.
“please don’t… I just want everyone to leave Alexander alone, he already feels like shit for making me cry and breaking my heart…”
“I know.. I will leave him alone I guess..”
“thank you JoshiePoo.” Annie says with a big smile on her face.
“your welcome baby cakes.” Josh says blushing. “I’ve missed that smile, and Annie… I didn’t think it was possible but you got even more beautiful…”
“and I’ve missed running my hands down your abs josh.” Annie says biting her tongue wishing she hadn’t said that.
What am I doing?? I’m fucking things up with me and Alexander, every second I am here with Josh… I fall in love with him again, she thinks to herself. But before she could do anything josh reaches over and moves her bangs out of her eyes and kisses her. Annie tries to stop herself but she reaches her hand up his shirt and feels his abs. Josh’s tongue dances along her lip waiting for access, she opens her mouth and lets him in. letting small moans escape from her
Annie starts crying harder. Alexander wraps his arms around her tight.
“I….have to go…”
“Annie?”
“Yes?”
“I am sorry, I love you. I will never forgive myself for hurting you like this and making you cry… and wasting your time…for making you regret being together….”
“You never wasted my time Alexander and I will never regret the time we were together…”
“Promise?”
“Ya.”
“You are an amazing girl Annie.”
“No Alexander… just a regular girl… who is a little to forgiving…”
“That’s one thing I’ve always loved about you...” Alexander learns forward to kiss Annie. Annie leans into the kiss and kisses him and then pulls away. “I really can’t Alexander… if you aren’t mine, It wouldn’t be right…”
“But I am yours Annie maybe not officially but still…. You have my heart…” Alexander hands her a small jewel heart off a necklace. “Keep it forever... That’s how long I will love you Annie.”
Annie grabs a heart off her necklace to and hands it to him… “Don’t break it.” Alexander reaches out and takes the heart; he kisses it and holds it tight in his hand. “Annie I will never break it.”
Annie gives him a weak smile and then turns and walks away, while walking away she looks in her hand at the heart he had just given her… feeling tears in her eyes she ran back to him. She turns around and see’s him sitting down staring down at his feet with tears in his eyes. She sneaks up beside him and sits down beside him and she rests her head on his shoulders and he rests his head on her head for hours they sit there in absolute silence, the only sounds were them breathing together and they’re heartbeats.
Just then Skyway Avenue by we the kings starts playing. Alexander looks at Annie. “Our song <3 “. “Ya Alexander... our song <3’ Annie then looks at her phone and it says –text message from sierra- Annie starts to read it
“Sierra- Annie where the fuck r u??” Annie text back
“Annie- um does it matter?”
“Sierra-yes, I was wondin if u were planning on comin home 2day.”
“Annie-if I go home then that’s a yes, if I don’t then no.”
“Sierra- U piss me off so bad.”
“Annie-k”
Chapter 4
Alexander looks up; “what’s wrong?”
“Sierra… my mom…”
“What happened?”
“She’s such a bitch and I’m tired of her…I’m tired of this, she acts like she cares and then I’m sad and upset and it’s all about her. We were talking about my dad earlier... how he is a drunk fuck… she’s a drunk fuck to. She’s also a slut.”
“Calm down babe; your mom has always been like this.”
“I know that Alexander… but I can’t handle it anymore...”
“Well what are you going to do?” he asks wrapping his arms around Annie.”
“I don’t know boo.” She says leaning back.
“Well whatever it is, I got your back.”
“Thanks
“Your welcome.”
“What time is it?”
“Ehh about 5:00”
“Oh shit, I got to go.”
“Where?”
“A funeral.”
“Awe I’m sorry who died?’
“My gram Lyn.”
“I’m sorry Annie Boo.”
“Its ok, it happens baby.”
“I guess so.” He releases her. “Text me later.”
“ok.” She says and kisses him before walking off.
Annie walks into the house and goes to her room and pulls on some skinny jeans, lime green converse and a black tank top. She puts a thin line of eyeliner at the bottom and a little bit thicker one on the top, and then she straightens her hair and walks downstairs.
Sierra meets her at the bottom of the steps.
“What are you wearing Annie?”
“This is what I’m wearing to lyns funeral.”
“Annie! Cant you even act like your going to miss her!?”
“I didn’t know her so no.”
“Get in the car.”
“I don’t even get why I have to go.”
“Why wouldn’t you? She was your grandma.”
“You hated her, I didn’t know her. You just want her money.”
“Get out of here little bitch. Don’t even bother coming home again. Go pack your shit and just fucking leave.”
“Fine.”
Annie walks out of the house and heads back to they’re spot. When she gets there she finds Alexander still sitting there hugging his knee’s and crying. “Alexander are you ok?” she asked walking up behind him.
“I’m ok I guess Annie.”
“Why are you crying?”
“Well I cry when you’re not around.”
“Boo don’t.”
“Boo… “He says and then smiles
“Hehe.”
“Wait what happened? I thought you had to go to your grandma’s funeral…?”
“um it’s a long story lets just say sierra is a bitch and she only wants to go so she gets my grandmas fortune and I said that and she got pissed and told me to fucking leave and never come home.”
“Awe. Annie where are you going to go!?”
“I was thinking about calling Morgan or Liz, maybe Lexis”
“They hate me….don’t they?”
“Morgan doesn’t.”
“But Liz and lexis do…?”
“Liz doesn’t… I don’t know if lexis does or not…”
“Oh...”
“Yah, I’m sorry...”
“Why are you apologizing Annie?”
“Because if we never would have dated then… you never would have cheated... no offense and then you wouldn’t have all these people hating you….and it’s worse because they’re all my friends...”
“Its ok Annie; I understand it... Because I deserve it.”
“No…but I have to go find a place to stay; ill see you at school tomorrow.”
“Wait ya why haven’t you been there..?”
“Umm well I wanted to go back but I was scared of seeing you and then starting to cry… so I kind of just stayed home.”
“I only went that day because I needed to talk to you.”
“Sorry I wasn’t there...”
“Ahah ya Annie, I noticed that...”
“Ok.”
“So should I wait out front for you and walk you to your locker and class, like I used to...”
“I guess that’s up to you I Alexander…”
“If I do… can I hold your hand…?”
“…….. Yes...”
“Then I’ll be there <3 “Alexander leans over and gives Annie a kiss.
Annie kisses him back and waves goodbye.
“Wait Annie.”
“Ya?”
“I love you.”
“… I love you to.”
Chapter 5.
Annie walks away still not wanting to leave Alexander alone. But still she walks on. She reaches the door step of Samantha and knocks twice waiting for someone to answer the door.
“Hello?” she hears a husky voice answer the door.
Hahaha she must be working on another one. Annie thinks to herself. Well speak before you look like an idiot.
“Hi is Samantha here?”
“Samantha… oh ya hold on.”
“Ok thanks.”
Annie stands there waiting for him to step away and go get her, but instead he keeps his eyes on her and calls for Samantha. “Samantha someone is here for you.”
Annie stands there; feeling awkward for a couple minutes, thinking how is this stranger staring at me and why? He finally decides to speak.
“Oh um well I’m Samantha’s brother Josh. Do you remember me?”
“Josh… you changed so much…”
“I know, how have you been Annie?”
“I’ve been pretty good I guess... “
“Still fighting with the mom?”
“Well ya that’s actually why I came here to talk to her.”
“Oh hold on I’ll go see if I can find her.”
“Thanks Josh.”
“No problem little Anniefer.” He says laughing and walking away.”
Holy shit he remembered the nickname. She thinks to herself.
Shortly after he walks off he walks back and stands in front of Annie.”
“She’s getting a shower, would you like to come in and sit for awhile?”
“Ok sure I mean, I guess so.”
“Oh Annie still as complicated as ever.” Josh says laughing.
“Definitely JoshiePoo. Hehe.”
Josh and Annie used to be fake married just for the hell of it and well those were they’re nicknames for each other, JoshiePoo and Annifer.
“I haven’t been called that in years.”
“You better not have been, that was my nickname for you.”
“I know…”
“Josh I need to tell you something.”
“Ok go babes.”
“You were my first kiss.” She says blushing.
“I wish I could say the same Annie…”
“Well that’s not all…”
“Oh what else?”
“I fell for you before you left… when you first came home with Dave and Eli I was scared that you would like say something mean, so I always stayed out of you guy’s way… and then when you started to talk to me… I started to like you. And then we got fakely married and you said you loved me and kissed me and we always cuddled, I fell for you... and then you just walked off and brushed me off your shoulder like I was just dust.”
“Annie I am so sorry…”
“It’s fine Josh.”
“No not really. Honestly you were 14 and I was 15 and I had no right doing any of that, however I do not regret it… I do however regret leaving you, because I’m sure… someone has dibbs on you…”
It sounded more like a question than a statement so, Annie kind of answered not plain out but still…
“well actually its really complicated.”
“oh really? Explain…”
“up till about 2 weeks ago I was with Alexander, and it was going good, and then he got drunk and he cheated on me with Becca… his ex.. and I broke up with him.. and now he wants me back and I want him back but I don’t honestly know what I am going to do because I love him… but he could still cheat again…” A tear starts rolling down Annie’s face.
“I should kill him for hurting you…” Josh says wiping away her tear.
“your not the only one who wants him dead, Joshua.”
“maybe not; but I am the only one willing to do it.”
Annie knew that was true because she could see the gleam of death in his eyes.
“please don’t… I just want everyone to leave Alexander alone, he already feels like shit for making me cry and breaking my heart…”
“I know.. I will leave him alone I guess..”
“thank you JoshiePoo.” Annie says with a big smile on her face.
“your welcome baby cakes.” Josh says blushing. “I’ve missed that smile, and Annie… I didn’t think it was possible but you got even more beautiful…”
“and I’ve missed running my hands down your abs josh.” Annie says biting her tongue wishing she hadn’t said that.
What am I doing?? I’m fucking things up with me and Alexander, every second I am here with Josh… I fall in love with him again, she thinks to herself. But before she could do anything josh reaches over and moves her bangs out of her eyes and kisses her. Annie tries to stop herself but she reaches her hand up his shirt and feels his abs. Josh’s tongue dances along her lip waiting for access, she opens her mouth and lets him in. letting small moans escape from her
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