Dear Whoever, Spencer Dennen [best english books to read for beginners .TXT] 📗

people in my life and at this point and time my anxiety was acting up really bad.Knowing this what does my sister do???LEAVES ME!!!I couldn't believe she would leave me here all by my self to go and hook up in a room.#Hoemove.....So I start crying because I'm scared and mad at the same time.So my bitch ass instead of calling my mom and going home,I team up with the other teens and bust in the room.Yes I did!!!You do me dirty I do you ten times worse.The look on her face was priceless.I was so happy but still upset and hurt.Still to this day I haven't forgotten it.I have a problem with not letting go of past things.Annnnnd she was a virgin!How are you gunna do that lmao.I should have known she was gunna be a hoe way back then,this happened in 2015 still.So we went home and snook tucker "the guy she left me for" and his friend Donnie"a guy that I thought was cute"in our backyard without my mom knowing,cause we're bad kids duh lmao.So long story short I made out with Donnie who decided to tell me afterwards that he was 15 and I was 17.I flipped out on him.That's like a child.I was so disgusted with myself,good thing he wasn't worth keeping lmao he kissed like a dog.WORSE KISS OF MY LIFE!!!I let him down easy and then it was just me myself and I again but not for long.Stephen,y'all probably know about him but if you don't he's an ex of mine  from my childhood,decided he wanted to inch his way back into my life.And me of course let him back in.He was originally at my house to protect my house from Matthew whom got out on the 20th of july.But of course inbetween we were messin around.WHen I mean messin around I mean we were fucking.after him that made my head count 3.Damn and I thought I was a hoe then boi I was wrong lmao.But I'm asian so no loosy goosy for me.But in all that my little sister was fucking around with a different guy by the name of Daniel but we called him jr.This ones a twisted little story but let me start from the beginning....It all started with a bottle of vodka.May I remind you this guy is the uglyest guy I've ever seen.With no game as well,don't know how he got my sister who claims to only go for city boys with cash.Bitch that's a fucking lie!!!!This guys a desert rat with pimples and craidders  lmao.So anyways he was fucking her for a month straight but little did she know he had a girl at school lmao.It was his girlfriend and he claimed to be in love with her which makes my sister look like just a piece of ass.But it's whatever.That's her not me.So Jr came over one day with his little brother tagging along.His brother is 15 but don't look like it.He was a little cutie but not something I would touch.But I spoke all too soon....We started texting and then he came over again.Jr locked us in the room until we did something but I didn't do anything cause of his age to be honest....But while I was in the room with joe"jrs little brother"Jr was out in the front yard telling Stephen that I was in the room alone with Joe doing god knows what.I should have known then that Jr was always going to be there fucking my life up.But we weren't doing anything but talking.I ran out to talk to stephen but the look on his face said it all.He was crushed and for some reason it made me feel good.He hurt me so many times in past maybe it was payback.But of course I ran after him but I shouldn't have.He be littled me and it pissed me off.I was loosing my side thing.My fuck.I was feeling so much emotion at once until I glanced over and saw Jr smiling at me.It wasn't just a regular smile,it was a evil grin.He then nodded to the house and my dumbass followed him.He went to the fridge and pulled out some whipp cream.I stared at it for a moment and then it clicked.I glanced over at Joe who was now on the couch.I snatched the can from Jrs hand and went straight for Joe.I sprayed some in his mouth and then started to casually make out with him.I did this infront of everyone as well and my sister cheered me on.I was just planning on just doing that to make stephen jealous which it did but as you know this game,one thing leads to another.I ended up having sex with joe in my room that night but of course we kept it hush hush.Everything with Joe was so casual.No complications until Jr,I hate him so much,swooped in and took it all away.He was the only one that knew I was fucking with Stephen while I was messing with Joe.Yes I admitt I was fucking two niggas at the same time.I guess you could say I was a MAC, aka player.I don't belong to nobody,still don't.Not after what Tj did to my heart,fuck that.Fuck all men!!!! Imprint

Publication Date: 02-11-2015

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