MY HATCH POCKET JOURNAL, BILLY COY [mobi reader TXT] 📗

pauper.
So my dear, even when taking a step to having fun, use your brain, think twice about it: see if it really makes sense or if it is really healthy and comfortable for your delicate life? Let us stop having fun and thereafter think twice about it. In every situation in life, thinking comes first, in order to have a plan A, B and C, and so, your choices should be the ideal ones for your true happiness after all.


Don’t refuse to have fun just because somebody or something is standing in your way. If it’s positive fun, go for it, because if it’s negative, yes, you might have fun, but there’re always repercussion for all our deeds; if you do wrong, wrong you will reap and vice versa. So quit crying on your pillow the next morning when you discover you got HIV or are pregnant or that you’ve lost everything, even hope per se, just because you let the joy of negative fun overwhelm you, hence taking all your ability to think wisely, and so you ended up in a pit, surrounded by stinking garbage and now you’re wondering why you stink like shit, I am sorry to say.
Having fun in life is so beautiful because it relieves us of all the stress the world impacts in our minds and bodies at the end of a hectic day, but let us not go for negative fun just because it feels funny and good, always be futuristic, in other words, look ahead in everything you get yourself involved in, because you’re moving to the future; you’re not going to stay in the past or present. So, next time you get out to have fun, put the future consequences in mind.
There’re countless things that can give you much fun, but as humans, designed by God to work, we need to know that to have fun we’re going to have to work it. In other words, we can also be having fun doing what we have always dreamt of doing as our career, for instance, turning a singing, knitting, dancing, telling jokes, preaching and many other hobbies into a lifetime career; I can assure you, such fun is so repaying, in that you’re involved in something you truly love, are ready to learn more about and are knowledgeable about. Therefore, that’s why most people in this bracket of having fun (doing what they truly love or have always done loving as a hobby) are much fulfilled, both financially, emotionally and basically living wise.


You see now, even your hobby or loved work can be fun that’s enough to complete you, yet you’re also financially gaining from it.
So, quit listening to dream-killers; the reason they’re killing your dream is because they are or were cowards to follow through theirs or are just jealous you’re going to surpass them or get better, away from the dirty rat they always kept you like.
So my friend, don’t let dream-killers’ words or deeds put you away from having fun that comes with true love and easiness in your life. Ignore or keep away from such fun-takers or killers, and go out there with no fear and have your necessary fun.


ISSUES OF THE WORLD Selfishness


Selfishness, a cause to all the hate, jealous, murders, adultery, fornication, prostitution (selling one’s body for money, in any way) and many other misdoings people get involved in to satisfy those self desires that roam around their minds, hence turning on their emotions, eventually bringing them down to nothing significant but being sinners. It’s amazing how we humans go about running our lives and when things fall apart, we’re fast to blame others or most especially God, for our misfortune.
If you really have a sound mind with clear eye sight, of where
you’re headed, then why put the blame on anything or anybody else after realizing that the lie you lived has got you nowhere but in the same place you’ve been trying to run from for a very long time? Do you think it is bad luck or a curse? Then you’re very wrong my friend, God won’t give his treasure to an unworthy person. So, once self overwhelms you to the point of even forgetting about your wellbeing and safety, then you’re as


good as dead; all wages of sin are death after all; did you expect any other more satisfying wages than that after letting selfishness get the best of you?
This world is a big place for anyone of us to ever consume; as a matter of fact, none of us can ever consume even a quarter percent of it because one day we’re here and the next, we’re the invisible wind that blows in every direction, hence with no destination of its own.
I sit back and watch how crazy the world has got in trying to
satisfy their desires and self interests and I just smile; it’s really a pity but also amazing. We humans are supposed to be the brightest over everything on earth, but, because of our persistent foolishness, century after century, we’ve let those things of the world that can’t think intellectually for themselves take over our lives, and so, we’ve ended up so bitter, angry, misplaced and empty because at the end of the day we’ve to think about it, and that’s when we realize that we never really put our minds to work before we acted and that’s why we’re in a mess right now, and it seems too late.
Yes, it might be too late, but there’s always another chance for hope. That’s one of the many good things about God; he lets us wander around like stray dogs, deny him and his presence, then when we can’t walk in pride anymore, we can always repent and worship him with joy. But you should not count on given time that you will become mature in your brain and forget thy self for wisdom; sometimes it’s too; too late that by the time your eyes are really open you’re headed for the grave and there’s no turning back. I don’t mean to scare you, but from experience do I write these words; I’ve seen, observed and experienced it all, so don’t think I am just trying to get you to change to anything. This is reality even you your self can observe and learn from.


One good thing about life is that we can learn from others or other things, to better our lives to a right path or otherwise get wasted following the stupid desires of our bodies and free minds. It’s not right to let self, control you. It’s ideal to have self control because that way you will be able to avoid the pit-holes of destruction that desires more often than not, lead us into and leave us for empty or dead.
In this financial minded world, if you took time to observe and learn, you would be surprised what people would do for money, yet money as a true fact and as stated in the Bible, is a root to all evil.
Money as a medium of exchange for attaining wealth is not bad at all, but it’s what men will do to get it, use it for or keep it that will prove its bad side. People would sell their bodies, murder, hate, runaway from true love, live a fake life or a lie, just to have or keep money; it’s all a life of empty treasures. You don’t realize treasure by world standards if your eyes haven’t seen it and had that light sparkle in them; that’s the surest way one can confirm that they have seen treasure. Yet in reality, invisibility is more powerful than all that is seen.
Sin kills us because it comes through misguided desire, which desire is evil and definitely invisible. Turning to the other side too, guided desire by God is that desire to do what is right or good for your benefit and others too.
If you ever realize or notice that you’re racing anxiously to
satisfy yourself or your desires, stop at once and think about where you’re headed. Most of the time that present desire to do something against all rules of sanity, is always selfishness in action. Selfishness can drive you crazy without even realizing it. We most of the time do things subconsciously thinking it’s for the best, but in reality we’re just burying ourselves so fast in quick sand, pretending to have healed the wound, and yes, the


pain will seem to have subsided, but once you fall again and the wound tears, that’s when you will realize that you’ve been living a lie all along and that the wound never really got healed, it was just farther getting rotten from the inside.
Learn to smell a dead rat before you put your hands into it. This you will do by having self-control and self-caution over everything. Once you lose self control or caution, just count yourself among the lost and buried, because nobody lives if they don’t have a direct path in life. To be in the spotlight is a dream for each and every one of us, even though some of us want it by name but not in person, but it’s all the same, the spotlight would be on you. And because of that urge to attain the spotlight, men will compete to get to the top of others hence out shinning them. But as you might have seen or realized, in life, once you take a fast and wrong route to get to the top, you might prosper for a long while, but the day your down fall comes, as selfish as you got up, the pain of failure, from being on the top, will haunt and hurt you so terribly that your heart will race in pain for the remaining time of your living, and that’s when you will actually realize your mistakes and all you did wrong to get your way.
Humans, as intelligent as we are supposed to be, we most of
the time choose foolishness and ignore knowledge, wisdom and learning, and after injury, that’s when we need or crave for understanding of what is right. Each one of us has a choice to either choose to do right or wrong, and as you will reap what you sow, never expect to reap otherwise.
Selfishness is a disease that eats or might eat us slowly by slowly
and leaves us for dead. It (selfishness) has never been right because in the world you and I are living, we don’t exist alone; there’re many people and things, and so, if you act against the world in a negative or positive way, it will act against you in the


same way, in one way or another. I’m not saying that if the world is against you, you can’t win or that you would have acted selfish against it, no, that’s not the case. Sometimes you have to mind you if you’re to