What if i love you, brea isomee [highly illogical behavior TXT] 📗

me wearing those like a big dumb ass .

" right . Anyways , how was your weekend ?"

" boring , as always . I had to visit my uncle out of town and um , let's just say he isn't the most pleasant person to be around . He's a pain in my ass . And i know i shouldn't talk about my elders but , does he have to stink as bad as he does ?!"

I cracked up laughing . I told you Jasmine is a trip and very very real . She says what's on her mind whenever she feels the need to which isn't always good but hey , it isn't me .

" did you tell him ?"

" if i didn't tell him my name wouldn't be Jasmine Turner ! Okay ?! You know i told his ass ."

" Jass ! No you didn't ."

" Destiny ! Yes i did ."

I just shook my head smiling lightly and opened up my notebook to a clean page to get ready for class . We've got math , which i hate even more then school but it's just a part of life . You've got to work for what you want and what i want is a little piece of paper with my name on it that says i graduated high school and that i have the grades to go to college . I'm by no means lazy boo boo , i don't mind working .

" today class we'll be learning -"

My mind went blank as he walked in , Damon . He isn't even in any of my classes except my math class because you know , he's a little "special" . ( lol ) . Just kidding , he's actually very smart and he passes every math test but for some reason he doesn't want to be in the math class with his class , the 12th grade class . And just my luck , he picked the empty desk that just happened to be behind me . God ! Why ?

" was supp , Jass . How you going this morning ?"

No he didn't just not speak to me ! Wait , why am i tripping ? I don't want him to talk to me and break my concentration , even though it's already broken . If he speaks to me i'm afraid i might break out into a sweat and start to stutter . So maybe it's best he doesn't speak to me .

" fine ," Jass turned around and gave Damon a big smile , she has sort of a girlish crush on him which is going to kill me if he starts to flirt with her .

And wouldn't you know it , he flirts back " you damn sure are fine , baby girl ."

Jasmine batted her eyelashes as her face turned Rosy red .

At this point i want to smack Damon and Jasmine both but i keep my cool and try to focus back on the notes . They aren't going to help me pass .

" you know , you're sweet ."

" i know , it's in my blood or something . Ain't that right , Destiny ? I'm sweet to every body , especially the girl i love ."

I buried my head in my hands trying to suppress my smile and a blush as well .

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-Damon-

" i know , it's in my blood or something . Ain't that right , Destiny ? I'm sweet to every body , especially the girl i love ."

cute , right ? I know .

I had to say it or else Destiny would think i'm interested in Jasmine , and Jasmine would think that too . Just because i tell a girl she's fine and flirt a little doesn't mean she's anything more than an acquaintance to me . I'm just a nice guy i guess .

The teacher dimmed the lights and i pulled out my notebook getting ready to take some more notes that she was putting on the over head projector . I sighed as i checked my pockets , no pencil .

" Dez , let me get a pencil ."

Destiny handed me a pencil over her shoulder with out even looking back at me . Instead of just grabbing the pencil i grabbed her hand and softly rubbed circles on the back of it . I could feel little goosebumps rise on her skin and laughed lightly to myself , i'm going to enjoy messing with her . I took the pencil and started on my work .

The first part of the day went smoothly , all my classes were easy as hell and i was able to avoid Jessie but at lunch i know i'll see her . So when i entered the cafeteria i kept myself alert to my surroundings but some how i still missed her as she slid up behind me " hi babe ," she said in her high pitched voice .

I groaned a little payed for my hamburger and my apple juice and made my way to my normal table where some of my friends already were and Jessie took her usual spot next to me .

" man , " my friend Derrick said directing his sentence to me " you know Jamal tryna mack on yo' sister ?"

I twisted my face a little and laughed , he must be playing .

Trevor shook his head " he's serious ."

I just can't believe that . Jamal has know my sister for years and years , they have never felt each other like that , at least i don't think they have . . . . oh well , i'm not too worried about Jamal . He can't take Destiny from me .

I unwrapped the hamburger and bit into it as my friends came over to the table one by one . I just zoned everybody out including Jessie . Jessie , she can't even compare to Destiny . She's cute and all but , it's just not the same . She's 5"4 , long blond hair , pale white skin and light brown eyes . Her body is thick too but i guess i'm just feeling Destiny more , which is a fucked up thing to say about my own sister .

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-Destiny-

I stood next to Damon's car waiting for him to finally come out of the school building . He has a bad habit of making me wait at least 10 minutes for him , When the winter rolls around i'm not going to continue to do this crap . I'll just ask our mom to buy me a car . I stopped and laughed at that thought , she'd never trust me with a car . Although i have my liscence and i've driven before she just doesn't trust me at all . And Damon is way worst than me , how does he get her trust ?!

" ready ?"

Damon unlocked his door , got in and then unlocked my door . I settled into the car buckling my seat belt as he pulled from the student parking lot .

" you really shouldn't leave me out here waiting all the time . What the hell do you do in there after school anyways ?"
" um , i mind my own business ."

I rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out at him and he just laughed . He got me for the first time and i finally got to see how it feels for someone to be smart to you all the time . I don't like the feeling .

When we pulled up in the driveway of our house i jumped out the car and slammed the door before he could say anything . I'm pissed , not because he got smart with me but becuse he was flirting with Jasmine this morning . I shouldn't even be mad , but then again i shouldn't be my brother's girlfriend either .

" wait up ! "

I didn't wait for him , i barged into the house and went straight to my room , slamming the door behind me . I want him to chase after me and to tell me he didn't mean it and he is sorry but he doesn't . I sat and waited 2 whole hours and he never came , asshole .

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-Damon-

I was tempted time and time again to knock on Destiny's door but i decided not to . It's the whole pride thing . I sat outside her door 2 and a half hours waiting or her to come out and when she finally did come out she was looking even more pissed than before . Oh shit .

I stood up and blocked her path to the kitchen " you know , you gon' have to stop being mad at me sometime soon ."

" yeah , when you stop being a dickhead ."

I shook my head " you got that one ."

" i know i do . And you ain't gon' do shit about it ." She folded her arms over her chest and mean mugged me but i could see she was holding back a smile . She was challenging me to see what i'd do . It was just a little friendly competion .

When i didn't do anything she walked closer to me " oh , i'm sorry , did i offend you ?"

" no harm no foul ."

Before she got a chance to speak i picked her up by her legs and swung her over my shoulder carrying her into her room slamming her on the bed , with her screaming the whole way . I climbed on top of her smiling down at her " so , you thought i wasn't gon' do nothing , huh ?"

She laughed a little " maybe i did . You're still a dickhead ."

I just shook my head as i lightly kissed her lips " i'm sorry , babe ."

" it's okay i guess . "

" aww , i think Destiny is jealous ."

" jealous ? Boy please . Jasmine couldn't get you in her wildest dreams ."

" and why is that ?"

" because i've got - " she paused and started a new sentence " so , how was school ?"

" you just gon' change " i kissed her lips " the " i trailed my tongue down the side of her her neck " subject " softly nibbling on her neck i watched as she arched her back a little " like that ?" i pulled away completely and watched her bite on her bottom lip .

" what ?"

We engaged in another kiss , this one longer deeper and more pasionate . I'm going to take her right now , fuck what anybody has to say about it . " please , just let me ."
Chapter two -

-Damon-

I kissed Destiny passionately and pulled her shirt over her head swiftly bringing my lips back to hers . So many questions popped into my head : is this right ? , should we really do this ? It doesn't really matter though