What if i love you, brea isomee [highly illogical behavior TXT] 📗

point this time , to give her a hickey .

" please , " she was able to moan out as her breathing quickened and her hands attached their self to my hair as she began to grind her hips into mines .

I pulled back and looked a her face laughing " you know you got a hickey right ?"

She smacked me on my chest and jumped off of my lap rushing from the living room .

I let out a sigh because i hadn't even realised how horny i am until now . Damn .

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All through dinner my phone was blowing up , getting call after call from Jasmine . She is becoming beyond annoying in my book . Why does she keep calling me ? I'm not her man , it might sound harsh but i don't give a damn about her ass . She's a nice looking girl and all but she's becoming way too possessive over some one that's not hers . I got who i want , i wish she can just except that so we can move on and possibly be cool . But why should she do that ? This whole damn thing is my fault . I shouldn't have led her on at all knowing that i don't want her .

I switched my phone off and continued eating .

" Jasmine , what is that in your neck ?!"

I chewed up the piece of meatloaf that was in my mouth and with a smirk on my face looked back and forth from a silent Jasmine to my mom who looks like she's going to lose it at any given moment .

Jasmine stuttered a little " w-what ?"

" don't act stupid , the red spot n your neck , " my mother looked at me " is that a hickey ?"

I shrugged holding back another smile " i don't know . It's her neck . It's probably one of them boys at school . "

My mother stared at me for a while longer , scolding me , she knows damn well i did it but i wasn't admitting to shit , and plus D'Shawn may look like he's eating but he's focused more on the conversation . Destiny mugged my head to the side and stormed from the kitchen without finishing her food and i heard her bedroom door slam . I know i'll pay for that later .

" what crawled up her ass and died ?" D'Shawn asked snickering as he continued to stuff his face with Meatloaf and Mashed potatoes .

Damn , why do i gotta be so stupid sometimes ? Don't get me wrong , it was funny blaming the hickey on somebody else but i knew i would piss her off . I just hope not too much .

I knocked on her bed room door after dinner " house keeping ." i said trying to be funny .

I waited , and waited , tried the door knob but it's locked , so i waited some more until finally after 20 minutes Destiny opened the door . " what do you want , ass hole ?"

I stepped in and closed the door behind us " are you mad at me or something ? Because i did nothing wrong ."

" you didn't ?! How about blaming this whole hickey thing on me when you're the one that did it ! Asshole ." She mugged me again .

" baby , " I pulled her into my arms and although her body is tense she doesn't move away " i'm sorry , it was funny though ."

" is it going to be funny when mama kicks both our asses ?"

" you right , you right . We can just lock ourselves in here and do whatever , " i kissed her lips " we " i kissed her again a little harder " want " i slipped my tongue into her mouth , letting it slide around and explore the sweetness inside . Feeling her tongue wrestling with mines got me instantly hard . I walked her all the way to her bed , my lips never once leaving hers , i put her down lightly and climbed onto of her body looking her up and down hungrily , savoring the feel of her skin under my hands .

She has on nothing but a pair of black boy shorts and a 2 sizes too little wife beater showing off all of her assets .

At this point , i want her more than i've ever wanted any girl in my life , and our mother or D'Shawn can kick in the door at this moment and it wouldn't stop me .

I put my knees in between her legs and pushed each one back as far as they will go with out me used my hands . I began to grind my hardness into the warmth between her legs . She moaned lightly raking her nails over my back " Damon ," the way my named rolled off of her tongue hit my ears so smoothly and i instantly want to c*m . But i shockingly held myself together .

I stopped grinding into her and practically ripped her shirt and bra from her body , slowly kissing and licking down her stomach , nibbling on the area around the waist band of her panties , and came back up again . Her hands entangled themselves in my hair , pulling lightly , only turning me on more . The shit started to become painful to not be inside of her .

A knocking came at the door and my nostrils flared up . Really ? What the fuck ?! Can't i get it in just one time without a fuckin' interruption ?

I sighed and looked at Destiny's face who looks just as irritated as me " babe , we need to get a hotel room ."

" don't worry about it ," She pecked lips , quick but sweet " ignore it ."

" what if it's mom ?"

" i said ignore it ."

She damn sure isn't going to have to tell me a third time . I slipped of her boy shorts and as i ducked my head between her legs my nose is instantly hit with the sweet aroma of her woman hood , and even though i'd just eaten i got hungry all over again . I Kissed up and down her thighs sweetly and the fucking knocking on the door came again .

Frustrated i stood up " baby , i gotta get it , " i kissed her " i'ma be right back , don't move ."

I opened the door just enough for me to look out and as much as i was expecting it to be my mom it's D'Shawn .

I tried to hide my annoyance " Shawn man , wassup ?"

" man , my homeboy told me about this party . I''m tryna roll , was supp ? Wait , yo' why are you in Destiny's room anyways ?"

" man , " my brain started working coming up with a quick lie " it's nothing , we tryna have a conversation about some very important things and you interrupted ."

" my bad , D . But is you tryna roll ?"

Hmmm , a party is sounding really good right now but , on a Tuesday night ? I don't think so , and plus i'm so close to getting inside Destiny it's not funny . I can't just pass up this opportunity , not unless i want blue balls all week .

" man , it's Tuesday , i got school in the morning , and i have to finish this conversation with Destiny or i'ma be mad for days ."

He looked at me strangely " aight man . Maybe on Friday ?"

" yeah , Friday ."

I closed the door and turned back to Destiny who has the covers pulled all the way up around her neck . I undressed , but left my boxers on and climbed into the bed and under the covers with her . I climbed onto of her once again hoping and praying we don't get interrupted anymore because if we do i just might lose my cool completely .

She pressed her hands against my chest " maybe we shouldn't ."

" what do you mean ?"

" i mean , we keep getting interrupted so , maybe we shouldn't ."

" do you want to ?"

" that's not the point ."

" answer my question , " i pulled her hands from my chest and with one hand pinned them above her head and with the other i rubbed her cheek " do you want do ?"

" yes , but -"

" ain't no buts . Either you want me to or not . And you just told me you do , Dez ."

" Damon , " she looked kind of hesitant , closing her eyes she said barely audible " i'm a virgin ." She opened her eyes and looked at me to see my reaction , i just put on a light smile . " you're not mad ?"
" why would i be mad ? I want you , but we don't have to do this if you don't want to ."

I said it even though i don't want to pull away at all . I want to take her virginity from her , making an even deeper bond between us and letting her know that she's mines . I want to make her feel good and let her know that not only is she mines but she will be , forever .

I made a move to get up but she wrapped her legs around me pulling me back down to her " don't go ."

" then was supp ? There's no rush , Dez . It's okay ."

" no , i want you to ."

With that , a huge smile began to spread across my face and i got ready to handle my business , making sure i pleased and took care of her first , making her have orgasm after orgasm on my tongue before i even decided to enter her and take what's rightfully mines . Making her not only my girl but my woman .

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-Destiny-

I became very scared when he pulled his boxers off . Not only is he long but very very thick . My mind went into overdrive . Is he going to fit ? How is he going to fit ? Because i know damn well that has no place to fit up inside of me . And if it does fit inside me , he'll be lucky to move it anywhere .

He must have seen the panicked looked on my face because he kissed my forehead " baby , you know we can stop whenever you want . You look like i'm about to amputate your leg or something ."

I smiled trying to ease my mood . I want this so bad , just a little scared that's all . I won't even let that ruin this though .

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Chapter three - part 2