What if i love you, brea isomee [highly illogical behavior TXT] 📗

Destiny and Chelsey calling my name but i don't pay any attention . I just keep my eyes glued to Damon , studying his every move hoping he doesn't see me .

Destiny followed my gaze and then gave me a fucked up look "Jass , i don't want to hurt you but , you know Damon doesn't like you , right ?"

I snapped my head from Damon to Her " what are you talking about ? Please ! That boy loves me . Did you not see how he was flirting with me yesterday in math ? Oh , he wants me ."

She laughed at me like i'm stupid and shrugged her shoulders carelessly "don't say i didn't try to tell you ."

" tell me what ?!" i snapped " that you're a hater ? I know that already ! Don't be mad because some one actually wants me and you're still single ."

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-Destiny-

I laughed in Jasmine's face once again "you must have slipped and bumped your fuckin' head . Not one to toot my own horn but i believe i'm much prettier than you sweet heart . You better ask somebody ."

Jasmine stood up like she was about to do something " let's fight about it ."

" fight about what ?"

She hesitated but she knows it's way too late for her to back down because half of the cafeteria is already watching us with their cameras pulled out waiting on a fight .

" let's fight about you being a ugly , bitter , a stupid ass , hatin' ass , skanky -"

It took everything i had to restrain myself up until that point . I stood up , and leaped over the table tackling her to the ground and pounding her face repeatedly . I really didn't even want to fight her , but she just had to keep talking and get her ego and stuff all up . I'm not even the drama type at all but i can only take so much before i snap . And i just realized how little i can actually take before i lose it .

" oh shit " the crowd erupted in laughter and stupid comments "ay , Jasmine i bet you can't beat her ."

"bitch !"She got one good punch in on my chin but other than that i continued to pound her ass .

"okay , okay , break it up ,"that's definatly Damon's voice . And those are definatly his arms lifting me off of her , instantly calming me . He slung me over his shoulder to carry me ot of the cafeteria with me still screaming "and if you ever fuckin' talk shit again , i swear ! This ain't over bitch ."

Damon put me on my feet in the hallway and held me back from going back in there and beating her ass again " man , if you don't chill out you gon' fight me next ."

I pulled away from him , the sexy smile he's giving me is defiantly calming my nerves but his touch was irritating me "whatever , Damon ."

" what happened ?" he asked as he pushed lose hair that had come out of my ponytail from my face .

" she was staring at you and i told her that you don't like her . That bitch - i mean , that girl had he nerve to get mad and want to fight . I was not going to fight her for no reason . But then she start calling me all type of names so i jumped over the table on her stupid ass ."

Damon's face told me how amused he is " but , i really don't like her ."

" i know . But her dumb ass talking about you love her and want her . She's really stuck on you ."

He pulled me into his arms " and i only want you ."

We were silent for a few minute just standing there hugging , my anger now completely gone .

" Damon , Jasmine wants to talk to you . "

Just at the mention of her name my body tensed up all over again .

Damon turned to whoever it was talking " tell her she not my girl , i'm not and never have been feeling her, man . Tell her i got a girl that i love with all my fuckin' heart .Damn ." He turned back to me dragging me out of the school and to his car . He pulled off and we headed straight for home . Boy , am i glad .
Chapter three -

-Damon-

I opened the front door to the house and me and Destiny both entered , going to the living room . I Iaid with one leg on the couch and one leg off , Destiny laid in between my legs with her back to my front and her head laying on my chest . I took a deep breath in just inhaling the sweet smell that's just flowing from Destiny's body in waves . She's always taken care of herself and i think that's an even bigger turn on than anything .

" Damon , " she looked up at me " i'm thinking of dying my hair black ."

I chuckled a little and she smiled " where did that come from ?"

" i don't know , just a thought ."

I grunted " keep yo' hair yo natural hair color , every body dyin' they hair and shit . Keep yours natural ."

" what about highlights ?"

" nope ."

" quick weave ?"

" quick weave ?!"

She laughed " i'm just playing . I wouldn't mess up my hair with all that ."

I peered at her face , studying every detail , taking in every expression she makes . I know i say alot of girls are fine and cute but , Destiny is truly beautiful . I'm not just saying it because she's my sister or because she's my girlfriend but she really is . And sometimes i don't think she notices her true beauty , i wish i can make her see what i see every time my eyes land on her face . I slowly leaned over , right before our lips connected there came a knock at the door . Destiny laughed and sat up straight so i could go answer the door " aww , poor Damon didn't get his kiss ."

The feeling i'm feeling is pure frustration . It's already irritating enough i can't touch her at school or around our mom which basically gives me no time at all for us . I just want a kiss , and maybe -

The knock came again .

I swung open the door and the visible annoyance on my face got completely washed away by a smile . " big bra ! " i yelled as i hugged D'Shawn . It feels good to finally see him after a full year . He's in his first year of college . At 19 , he stands about 6"3 , he's light skinned like me and Destiny , he has good hair like Destiny except his hair is black like mines , his eyes are light brown too instead of hazel like me and Destiny's . D'Shawn , or Shawn as we call him , is real cool and laid back . And he's smart too . But by the way he acts most of the time no one would ever think he's the one in college . He's extremely wild and doesn't give a fuck who knows it , but he's a mama's boy though .

" boy , " we pulled away from each other , both cheesing like a mug " i ain't seen yo' ass since you had slob dribbling down yo' chin ."

I laughed and stepped out of the way so we could enter the house " funny , i ain't seen you since you became a father ."

" a father ?! Nigga please , I know Chelsey still ain't tryna pin that baby on me ."

" you know she is . But , ay , really , the baby got brown eyes like you and good ass hair too . You might want to check into it ."

He waved off the idea as we entered the living room and he hugged Destiny " aahh , baby sis ."

" big brother ! , " she pulled away from him " are you coming back ?"

" for the summer , yeah . I figure i gotta find a way to annoy the hell outta ya'll or i ain't doing my job no more ." I groaned a little , D'shawn coming back for the summer means i'll get even less alone time with Destiny ! Shit , just can't get any worse .

" no , no , no , Damon annoys me enough !"

I gave her a sly smile and a wink then plopped on the couch " whatever ."

We all sat around the house chilling and catching up until our mom came back home . D'Shawn decided he wanted to surprise her so he hid in the living room closet .

" son , who's car -" she paused seeing Destiny's body leaning against my " haven't you two heard of personally space ?"

I didn't say anything because i didn't want D'shawn who's in the closet just a few feet away to hear anything about me and Destiny .

" what were you asking ?"

" who's car is that in the driveway ? I had to park on the street ."

I shrugged " i have no idea ."

" oh , okay , well , i'm going to go start dinner ."

" okay ."

She turned around to leave the living room and D'shawn jumped out of the closet startling her making her stumble backwards and smack him before she even knows who he is . When she finally gathered her self she looked up at D'Shawn smiling " son ?"

" the one and only . But damn mama , that smack was kind of hard . Don't you think ?"
" watch your mouth !" They left and went into them kitchen and i could faintly hear them talking and laughing .

I looked at Destiny with a mischievous smile on my face " can i get my kiss now ?"

" sure ."

She climbed onto my lap so she is straddling me and leaned forward like she was going to kiss me but at the last minute she turned her head so my lips landed on her neck . She shivered a little under the touch of my lips . She wants play i guess . I Kissed her neck again , sucking and nibbling lightly on whatever part my mouth touched .

" stop ." her words came out shaky .

I placed my hands on the bottom of her back so she can't move , even if she's thinking about moving she won't . I kissed down and around her collar bone to the other side of her neck continuing sucking . This time though , i sucked hard and more passionately with a