What a Feeling, Katrina Burgin [self help books to read txt] 📗

see you tonight,” said another guy in the pact. “Good then it’s a date, I better see you guys there tonight,” Simi said winking her eye at them. As I was watching this I realized that she literally had them in the palm of her hand. Whatever she said they were going to do. And that was so crazy to me, how one person can have the power like she does. Who was this girl and how do I become like her. “Kacey, you ready to leave?” Simi said turning to me. The guys looked at me up and down and then looked back at Simi. “Yeah, let’s go. Calvin’s waiting for us in the car,” I said to her and pointing to my car. “Damn chica, nice ride,” said one of the guys. He had a nice accent like he wasn’t from around here. “Thanks, it’s my pride and joy,” I said back to him. He smiled at me. ‘Are you going to be at the party?” The guy with the accent asked me. “Who me?” I asked, just to make sure he was speaking to me and not to Simi. He laughed, and has a beautiful smile to go along with that sexy laugh. “Yes you, are you not used to being talked to?” the accent guy said. “Oh I am. Just wanted to make sure you were talking to me, and not to Simi,” I said smiling at him. “Well this party just got a whole lot better. I hope to see you there Kacey,” accent guy said to me. “Now this is just unfair, you know my name but I don’t know yours,” I said to him. “If I find you at the party tonight, I’ll be sure to tell you what my name is Kacey. Now you ladies have a good rest of your day and we will see you guys later tonight.” Accent guy said to Simi and I. after I was done talking to accent guy, I turned to see Simi making out with one of the guys in the group. It was literally like pulling teeth trying to get Simi to stop swapping spit with this random ass guy. “Simi lets go girl! We gotta get ready for tonight,” I said pulling her away from this random guy. “I’ll see you later champ,” Simi said to the guy she just shared her DNA with. We walked back to my car in silence and I was okay with that cause I had no idea how to talk about what I just witnessed. When we got back to my car Calvin looked as stunned as I was feeling and looked at Simi like she was completely out of her damn mind for kissing that stranger. Something told me that, this weekend full of drinking and one night stands was going to be something to remember. We got in the car, and started Tony Stark up and I backed out of my parking spot and peeled off to the school. It took like fifteen minutes to get back to the campus and find parking. Once we got out of the car, I popped the trunk and got my bag with the dresses in it. “Okay so now that we are back. We all gotta shower and then meet back at this dorm to get ready together,” Calvin said. “Okay that sounds good to me. What about you Simi? What dorm are you at?” I asked. “The one right across the street from here,” she said pointing to the building she stayed at. “What floor are you guys on?” Simi asked. “The fifth floor, room 204, just walk in when you’re here, I’ll keep the door a crack for you,” I said as we parted our ways. Calvin and I started walking and when we knew we were far enough from Simi to hear us. Calvin stopped and looked at me like I did something wrong. “Kacey, that was absolutely crazy! Who full blown makes out with random ass guys on the street? That was so insane,” Calvin said. “Dude I have no idea what was going on when I turned around and saw them swapping spit. It was gross,” I said to Calvin. We started walking again, it was quite for a couple minutes, and then Calvin started talking again. I wasn’t really listening to him and just nodded and made noises every now and then. I couldn’t stop thinking about Ty and that accent guy. Like now I have two people I need to impress at this party. They were so sexy in their own ways. Ty was just flat out sexy and seemed sweet from what I could tell. He’s going to school for Business Management, which is awesome. Then there is accent guy, who is also very sexy and mysterious. I like a good mystery. Calvin finally realized that I wasn’t paying him the least bit of attention. “Which one are you thinking of right now?” Calvin asked as we started walking up the stairs. “To be completely honest with Calvin, I’m thinking of both!” I said trying to catch my breath. “Well,” Calvin started saying, trying to catch his breath as well. “I think they are both smoking, tonight we will see who comes out on top,” Calvin said winking at me and walking some more before he stopped to take a deep breath. “Calvin I cannot take you right now! Stop being so nasty, you little freak,” I said laughing at him. We had two more flights of stairs before we got to our floor. We walked in silence until we got to our room. We walked into our room and slumped over on our beds. The way our room was set up we had our own bathroom, which was really nice not having to share it with the whole floor. I told Calvin he should shower first because I have to shave everything and it was going to take a little longer for me in there than him. He agreed with me and took his shirt off and went into the bathroom to run the water until it was the perfect temperature for the both of us. “Okay so it’ll literally take me like fifteen minutes tops to get in and out then the bathroom is all yours,” he said sweetly. His body was so perfect. He had an eight pack of solid rock hard abs, his back muscles were to die for, and he had what I call “the gateway to heaven” v. he was like a Greek god just standing there. I didn’t realize that he caught me staring until he said something to me. “Umm why don’t you take a picture it’ll last so much longer darling,” he said laughing. “Shut up and get in the shower, we have like two hours to get ready and looking just right,” I said pushing his perfectly soft tan skin into the bathroom. I don’t know what was going on with me. I was starting to look at Calvin in an entirely different way, than I was yesterday. It was like I was starting to have feelings for him or something. I needed to tell myself to stop before I get hurt. I know he is gay and he is openly gay, I just can’t shake the feeling that maybe he likes me back. By the time he got out of the shower I had already picked my outfit out and what I was going to wear underneath, I mean you never know what could happen at one of these parties. I decided to go with the mini black dress with the cut out at the stomach, with my lace ruby red bra and underwear. I had my shimmer spray so I can shine bright like a diamond-that definitely was pun- I then took out my lucky black vans with the purple shoelaces as my shoes. I don’t drink in heels; it’s not safe for me or others around me. I had my rhinestone side clip so I can pull part of my hair up so it’s not all in my face when I’m drunk. When Calvin walked out of the bathroom he just had a towel wrapped around his perfect body. He walked over to see what I was going to wear tonight and he approved which made me excited. The only thing he was not pleased about was my shoe choice. “Really, you’re gonna look that hot and sexy and then wear your vans with it? Where did I go wrong with you? Where?” He said dramatically with his hands in the air. “Dude these are my lucky vans and I’m trying to get very lucky tonight in them! So save the dramatics for Simi when she gets here,” I said grabbing my towel and shower caddy with everything I needed in there. “Fine if you insist then I can only be excited for you. We are so gonna get laid tonight. I’m ready for my first walk of shame of college,” Calvin said dancing in a circle. “You have serious problems, you know that?” I said shaking my head at him. Showers are literally everything, they help me regroup after a long day, they serve as my audience when I’m singing and thinking I’m at a sold out show. I mean who doesn’t rock out in the shower? As I washed my hair I heard a faint knock on the door. “Come in,” I yelled. “Hey girl, it’s Simi, I was just letting you know that I was here and ready to do your hair when you get out,” Simi said. “Hey girl, okay I’ll be out in like five minutes,” I yelled. I was just about finished with getting the conditioner out of my hair when I heard Calvin singing drunk in love by Beyoncé. It was giving me life! He is so carefree, and then I heard Simi belt out the chorus and I was dying. By the time I opened the bathroom door it was Jay-Z’s rap part and I started rapping it. After the song was over and we did our surf board dance to the song, I got dressed and Calvin started doing my eye makeup. Instead of the smokey eye look we went with shimmering gold eyeshadow and black eyeliner that winged out. Then instead of plum lip we went with a sultry deep red lip. As Calvin was doing my makeup Simi was tackling my hair. I tried to warn her that it was out of control but she was working my hair effortlessly. I was jealous that she did my hair better than me. When they were done it looked fucking amazing. I looked like a completely different person! She did loose curls and pulled the left side of my hair back. It looked so pretty. My makeup looked flawless. I then slipped into my bra and underwear and then into my black dress. After I zipped it up and put my shimmer spray on, I looked into the mirror and didn’t even recognize who was looking back at me. Then I turned and looked at Calvin who was in literally all black from his black skin tight v-neck shirt, to his black straight legged jeans, all the way down to his black madden boots. He looked so attractive. Then I turned to Simi who looked stunning herself. She wore a black mini skin tight skirt, with a bright blue bow bandeau. She was on the same shoe boat that I was on; she wore low top white chucks. Her hair was identical to mine. We looked amazing and it was going to be a great night. Simi walked over to her duffel bag and pulled out three shot glasses and a bottle of peach Cîroc. She poured us our shots and at the count of three we all cheered to each other and drank them. Then we