Chasing Away the Demons, Kayla Stiles [book club books .TXT] 📗

I am a Force of Nature's Creation

I am a Force of Nature’s Creation

1/19/12

I am the Earth.
You walk on my soils and cut down my trees.
I put up a fight by making things difficult for you.
You spill blood on the lands I have given you,
Totally destroy the world I have bestowed upon you.
But I am still the land that you walk on.
I am still the place you call home.

I am the Rain.
I am the water that pours down
To wash away the marks you’ve placed on my land.
I cry to wash away the blood you pour on my soils.
I pour down to water the plants and
Keep providing you with oxygen to breathe.
I am still as comforting as a mother’s warm hug.

I am the Owl.
I am full of knowledge and I see the hate of the world.
I am crafty in my ways and swift as an eagle.
I am the witches’ friend and I am their messenger.
If you ever need someone to be there for you,
To be a friend, I am the one.
I am loyal to those who take care of me and treat me right.

I am the Earth, the Rain, and the Owl.
I am… a force of nature’s creation.

I am a Healer and a Lover

I am a Healer and a Lover

1/18/12

I am a healer and a lover.
I wonder why people do the things they do.
I hear hearts breaking.
I see people dying.
I want inner peace and love.

I am a healer and a lover.
I pretend that life is good, even when I know it’s not.
I feel the pain of those around me.
I touch people’s hearts.
I worry about my family, friends, and loved ones.
I cry at the thought of how cruel this world really is.

I am a healer and a lover.
I understand that the world is cruel and harsh.
I say to hell with hate, people should love!
I dream of a life that’s nicer to me.
I try to get people to see my views and understand, but they don’t.
I hope for things to get better for those good people in the world.

I am a healer and a lover.

If I Were A Guy

If I Were a Guy

5/9/12

If I were a guy,
I’d serenade you.
If I were a guy,
I’d shower you in kisses and love.
If I were a guy,
I’d never do drugs,
And I’d never use you for anything.
I’d show you what it’s like
To truly be loved and
To truly be cherished.
I’d show you what it’s like
To truly be wanted,
To truly be cared about.
I’d hold you when you wanted to be held,
Cuddle with you when you were cold,
Comfort you when you were upset,
Even if I was the reason you were upset.
I’d put you before my own habits.
And always do my best to be there for you.
If I were a guy,
I’d show you how beautiful and amazing you are,
I’d teach you all about love.
If I were a guy,
I’d put a smile on that pretty face, 
I’d call you just to hear your voice,
And make you smile.
I’d text you sweet “good mornings”
And loving “good nights”.
I’d give you kind nicknames,
And make you feel special.
I’d bring roses to school for you
On just random days,
With money I saved up for those occasions.
I’d sneak up behind you,
And grab you around the waist,
And smile as you shriek and then smile too.
If I were a guy,
I’d never ask you for sex,
I’d hold doors open for you,
And hold you in public.
I’d never be afraid to show you off,
By my side to the world.
I’d stand up for you and
Never let you cry alone.
If I were a guy,
I’d show you what it’s truly like
To love and be loved.

If I Were A Man

If I were a Man

If I were a man,
I would wipe away your tears.
I would never let you cry
At least not all by yourself.
If I were a man,
I’d beat all the other guys.
I’d be better than any of them
Could ever even dream to be.
If I were a man,
You’d never be alone.
I would make you feel loved
Better than any other girl.
If I were a man,
I would treat you so right.
I would put you where you belong,
Up high atop a pedestal.
If I were a man,
I’d be what you want.
I would give you your space,
But be there when you wanted me too.
If I were a man,
You’d have no need to cry.
You would always be so happy
And be the one who’s so full of light.
I would fill your heart with light,
And make your eyes shine bright with joy.
But I’m not a man.
And you’re still upset.
I just really wish I only could
Make you see the beauty that I see.
I really wish I could see your face
Light up with that gorgeous smile
That you have.
I know you hide a lot of pain,
I just wish I could help you
Feel better and be happy again.
I don’t want to see my bestie
Cry as though the world is ending.
All I can say is:
If I were a man, and not a little boy,
I would always show you how
To smile, to laugh, to fly.
I would give you the wings to fly,
And never let you fall.
I’ll always be here to catch you.
I really hope things get better,
My dearest friend.
If you ever need me,
You know where to fine me.
Cheer up.

I Love...

I Love…

10/18/10

…the way your body melds with mine so easily.
…the way you seduce me so teasingly.
…your hands on my body.
…your lips on my body.
…your tongue and teeth at my neck.
…your mouth at my chest.
…your hot breath on my skin.
I love everything about you.
…your fingers on my thighs.
…how your touch gives me highs.
…the tingles you send up my spine.
…how, for your touch, I pine.
…the taste of you on my lips.
…the feel of your hands on my hips.
…the taste of you in my mouth.
I love what you do to me.
…your arms around my waist.
…your tongue in my mouth, on my tongue, your taste.
…the sound of your breath against my chest.
…the touch of your lips to my breast.
…the sight of your beautiful brown eyes looking up at me.
…how when you leave, your eyes are all I see.
…how, even after you’ve gone, your smell still surrounds me.
I love you baby, plain and simple. Do you love me?

I'm Alive Again

I’m Alive Again

Love.
Your love.
Around me.
Wrapped in your arms.
Your soft lips on mine.
Your tongue on my body.
Your touch warming my cool flesh.
Your hands caressing my body.
Our chests pressed tightly to each other.
Legs entwined, wrapped about one another.
A bond so sweet that my heart takes flight.
Your touch, so exhilarating.
Your kisses, so soft and sweet.
Your love, so addicting.
My broken wings mend.
No longer dead.
My heart soars.
I love
You.