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Adrian on the bed, i just got on top of him and left a hickie on his neck, he moaned, than grunted after he noticed what i just did. He looked at me with fierce eyes, i stared back, than kicked him off the bed, and took the blanket and got on the bed, i looked up to see him staring at me. But he was smiling?? He layed down next to me, we were back to back, i can feel him on me, i just loved the way his skin felt.. I slowly fell asleep.

 

 

First day

 I woke up, to a stupid alarm than remembered school. I quickly got up, but i struggled. I found Adrians big fat arm around me, i blushed at that. I removed his arm . Or well tried, his grip tightened. I looked at him mad.

 

"Helloo, mr bear, cuddling time over, school. Remember, i need this hickie off." i said

 

I heard him chuckle. Than i did to, he ran his fingers through my hair, i shivered, and closed my eyes. I opened my eyes, 20 seconds, later. He still had his hand in my air, He was sleeping again, ughh. I did whatever it took. I grabbed his balls, and said wake up while gripping them, he looked at me surprisingly. On the inside i was surprised too. His uhmm manhood, is uhm. WOW. lol. anyways. His eyes looked at me hungrily. Damn he was turned on, i quickly got up. He smirked at me. I ran to the restroom and he went in with me, damn. I smirked at him. I started with my hair, i curled it. Than i was distracted, I looked at adrian. He was in the shower. Focus. I looked back in the mirror. I finished my hair, i picked up the foundation, and i put it on the hickie, i heard the curtains open. Shit, right behind me he was changing. I kept applying the foundation.

 

"You need some?" i asked him, laughing, now that i remember his hickie

 

"Haha. Damn. Eh girls will only want me more" he said plain.

 

I got mad, jealousy??? NONO. Ugh how could he just say that to me. I smiled.

 

"Good thing i can cover this up, i plan on making friends. Maybe guy friends too" i said

 

His face went straight. I heard him growl. He stormed out the restroom. Oops. Im not the only one. I started doing my make up I looked at my crystal eyes... i put on mascara, and the cat eye, i put on some pink lipsick. I went to get ready and my outfit turned put like this...

 

well i was outside, looking for a ride to school. Thats when Adrian showed up, he grabbed me, i was confused. Thats when he kissed me. I pushed away, and looked in his eyes, thats when i kissed him. I knew we werent together it was just one of those play things, I know when i said game on. Okay look game on means, were friends with benefits, and that game ends when one of us falls in love with one another.

I let go at this thought.

 

"change." he said

 

w-what?" i asked puzzled

 

"You are not going to school like that." he said mad. aaa still jealous i see.

 

"aha, okay daddy uhm no. Like i said i wanna make friends." i smirked.

 

"Well than. So do i, i might bring one home btw" he said

 

"take the guest room" i said mad.

 

Ughh. He wouldnt if he did i would never forgive him. EVER.

 

He tossed me keys.

 

"Your car, over there" he pointed to the bugatti. I screamed YESSS. 

 

Than i realized, i cant drive. My face went straight.

 

"whats wrong?" he said laughing

 

"i cant drive." i said mad.

 

"oh god. ahahha, getcho ass in the car" he said

 

i walked angrily in his car, which was pretty sweet. He started to drive, i realized something, im sure as hell, hes popular and the a man whore in school, what will they think of me???

 

"well, ehhem. Theyll think your my girl, or that your a slut. i doubt it tho, i dont really go for those girls, but ayee, anyways, girls will hate you. I dont know about the guys, and i know what your thinking because im alpha, i read minds."

 

Shit. i thought, than blushed.

 

"heard that."

 

"uhm so girls will basically kill me, well try to" i said smirking.

 

"yes, nice confidence tho" he laughed.

 

We arrived at the school, i got out the car. and so did he, i had no idea where to go and thats when all these girls came running. I felt threatened. For some reason, my nails started to grow and i felt my teeth getting sharp. SHIT SHIT. Than adrian grabbed me and we ran. Really fast, he took me inside,.

 

"control yourself." he said.

 

I was so shocked.

 

"h-how.?" i felt so weak.

 

"ugh, go make friends" he said.

 

I forgot, im the quiet one, im not pretty, i just... dont make friends... ive been called ugly so many times, and freak plus weird. I dont make friends... I mean look at me. Im just ugly. That confidence i had this morning. Gone .

 

He was looking at me with sympathy. Great i forgot, mind thing.

 

"dont give me that look. I dont need sympathy" i wiped a tear and turned quickly.

 

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around, his face was angry.

 

"what." i said

 

"You are not ugly. You are the most beautiful person, i know. Thats the reason why i dont deserve you." he walked away.

 

"wait" i yelled.

 

"yea" he said.

 

"dont lie to me, you dont want me, because im ugly a-and... theres so many girls out there, u cant have just one. Thats just the kinda guy you are." i said, tears in my eyes.

 

adrians p.o.v

- Just the kind of guy you are" the words hit me hard. Anger hit me. She doesnt know me. She doesnt know me at all.

 

"your right." i said looking away, i regretted that imedietly. I heard a small cry. And the restroom door close. Shit.

 

regrets

 I walked away from the bathroom door, the bell rang, i went to my first class, i was focused for once, trying to distract my self. i couldnt, her cry, the pain in her face, stuck in my mind. I heard the door open. It was Saffire. crap. Shes in my class, her head was held down, i could tell her confidence was just off. The teacher told her to present herself.

"im saffire" she says picking her head up giving the class a light smile.

 

I heard guys whistle, i heard them look at her, like she was a goddess. I saw girls with envy. I growled. And my pack heard, they all looked down. The teacher pointed her assigned seat, right next to me great. She seemed stuck for a sec, than continued walking head held down. She didnt bother to look at me. Pain in my heart. I felt it. I saw her wipe her face, seemed like a tear. God...

 

 

(Saffires p.o.v)

I cried and cried, what he said hurt.. alot more than it should have. It felt like rejection. He rejected me... He officially rejected me as his mate. B-But i cant believe im marrying him. Ughh, i heard the bell and walked into my first class.. I saw him. I put my head down, than the teacher tapped me, and told me to introduce myself, because shes never seen my face.

 

"I-Im saffire." i managed to say putting a light smile

 

Guys whistled, and their eyes full of hunger, confidence came back a little, girls looked at me with hatred. All of the sudden a growl from the back of the class, put them silent. Adrian. It eve scared me, what the hell, he rejected me and now hes jealous. Pathetic. I had to go sit next to him, i put my head back down and walked slowl towards my desk, i felt eyes on me, i sat down.. Remembering what happened, a tear fell down, i quickly wiped it

 

..........

 

Hour past, and well... bell rang, i quickly got out and ran to my next class, but on my way i bumped into this handsome guy, not as handsome as Adrian, but handsome.  Like wow. 

I cant think this way. It felt wrong. I was about to fall, but warm hard hands held me up..

 

"s-sorry" i said

 

"my fault" he said staring into my eyes

 

"i b-better get going"i said

 

"wait"  he said

 

"yea?"i said

 

"whats your name?" he said smiling

 

"Saffire, and you" i smiled back

 

"Andrew" he said

 

"its a pleasure to meet u" i said

 

Than he kissed me on the cheek, i stood in shock.

 

"same here" than he walked away.

 

I started walking to, smiling at the thought of what just happened, than i saw Adrian, pissed off. Fist clenched, i saw who he was staring at. Shit, Andrew. I saw him walking towards him. My fault. I know Adrian cares. I can feel it. I literally stood right in front of him, before he could get any farther, He tensed in front of me, i needed to calm him down, immedietly, my body reacted before my brain, i put my arms around his neck and i hugged him, it felt so warm. So-so... right. I felt him relax...

 

"stay calm... its okay" i said

 

"he k-kissed you" he tensed again.

"you rejected me." i said coldly. I walked away i felt the tears.

 

I could feel him burning a hole in the back of my head. I left him while he was calm... I entered the restroom and cried again... I walked out to find andrew, he held me, and i held him. Its like he knew what was wrong with me, he knew that i wasnt okay... I opened my eyes while