Mates..., unknown haha, society sucks, secret heres my name, denia nevarez [good book recommendations .TXT] 📗

surprised and happy.

 

This is the pic.. damn bae

 

I loved the pic, we walked to school. He kissed me and went to his classes and i went to mine our classes switch every semester, and i only have him in my last class sadly and lunch.

 

best friend??? mate trouble???

 I walked into class and looked to see theres a new face, well not new face if anything old face. ANDREWW! i screamed and gave him a hug, he chuckled,

 

"Well someone missed me" he said

 

"well duh!" i say

 

Andrew, the one who comforted me, when adrian rejected me. He left for two months, we became close, but now hes different, way hotter, not hotter than adrian but still. Hes back! I backed out from the hug and smiled at him, i can feel my wolf urging at me, but i didnt feel like talking to her, i looked at him, and i had this urging feeling? It wasnt as strong as adrians but still... Adrians my mate tho.. Could we have 2 ? No.. Bur Andrews human. Im so confused. I poked Andrew still grinning and when i did a flash of feelings went through me, problem is they werent my feelings, i put them together

Love. Confusion. Regret. Happiness.

They were his feelings.

"sorry g2g Andrew see ya soon" i said and just walked out confused.

I walked to go Tell adrian, and off i went.

 

End of school

 

Okay, im gunna tell Adrian.. Right when i was about to speak to Adrian, I saw a girl on him.. I remembered her.. His old ex his first love... BOOM. A kiss, they kissed. I walked madly. Pissed,

I pulled her off.

 

"happy 2 months, asshole" i said screaming. The hall went quiet.

 

"Saf-saffire, im sorry it j-just hap-" i cut him off.

 

" Screw the wedding. Screw it all really." i slapped him tears going down my face

i turned to his ex.

 

"Congratz, you can have him again. I guess he never lost feelings for you" i say walking away.

 

I ran to the school exit, tears in my eyes, i could hear Adrian just screaming my name i ran faster, but i ran into Andrew, he just pulled me ina fast hug, and i stayed there crying, and crying. I heard a growl.. Shit. I backed away and turned to him.

 

"You have no reason to be mad at andrew, hes comforting me, hes a friend, how pathetic is it, that my friend comforted me instead of my own fucking soul mate, huh adrian, tell me TELL ME! My own  mate, cheated on me, kissed his ex in front of me, you.. you bastard" I screamed, pushing him. I glanced at Andrew who looked pissed. Tears strolling down my face.

 

"EXACTLY! Im your mate, that will never change, you can never be able to love that dick face" he pointed to andrew. Andrew began to walk over here.. great.

 

"No andrew, stay over there, please lemme handle this." he listened thankfully

 

"You, you bastard, have no say.! Why was i so unlucky to love such a man whore like you! Why you! Exactly im your soul mate, yet look at you, yur still making out with whores, nothing ever stops you. Ugh i cant believe i actually fell for all your words, i cant believe you!!" I started hitting him on the chest. He grabbed my wrist.

 

'Im sorry! What do you want me to say!? Just cuz were arguin, you dont go to that sick bastard" he said

 

"Guess what," I pulled away.

 

"This isnt no argument. You cheated... Also, i have 2 mates. You and Andrew, hes my human one... Its rare. Very rare. I even have a power now... No worries, ill pack my shit and get the hell outta your house." i said... He grabbed me.

 

"LET HER GO" Andrew yelled.

 

In one glance, andrew got on top of Adrian and started punching, poor andrew. Adrian quickly threw him off and grabbed him by the neck and ht him towards the locker. "STOP!" i cried. Nothing. Boom. One hit to andrews face, than another, Blood. One other.. Andrews knocked out cold, i run to him. Yes hes breathing. Im  on my knees crying.

 

"Why just why?" i cried. That minute i saw sympathy in adrian.

 

"Just keep in mind, you still have to marry me." he said roughly. sympathy gone.

 

I cried and cried. Than got up and looked at him.

 

"I rather kill myself." i said coldly than away i walked...

 

Adrians p.o.v

"I rather kill myself." she said coldly i let her walk away.

 

What tf is wrong with me. I looked at Andrew, on The ground, badly i just wanted to kill him. Hes her other mate. Ive only ever heard of having 2 mates once... Its rare, especially her power. Rare. I can read minds... She reads feelings. Shit. I hit the locker remembering Miranda, my first love. Shes to blame. No... its my fault... Ugh. Shes just so hot, not hotter than Saffire, but hot... She just seduced me, and i-i just kissed her yanno... Than saffire saw, and the pain in her eyes, a pain in my heart. I ignored it.

 

"Ill pack me shit-" shit. I remmebered her words.

 

I ran to the house and saw Saffire still walking. She seemed depressed, i heard her thought

 

'I dont know what to do, i cant, maybe itd be better off if im dead. maybe, life would be easier, i love adrian, i can only see andrew as a friend, mate or not... Adrian just doesnt love me... Im a gonner. Im done im tired...." she thought. No.

 

No! i screamed inside my head

 

"No!!" i screamed. Than she screamed

 

"Yes." after she calmed down.

 

"I love you, i really do saff"

 

"Than why cheat!!"

 

"It just happened"

 

I felt a pain in my heart and i can tell she felt the same because she fell to her knees, i quickly grabbed her, the curse of the mates... When we argue, the more we argue, that pain in your heart gets stronger.

 

"i-im sorry. I love you" i coughed.

 

"Im to ugly, to be loved" she said.

 

I felt weak. Just than, got the pills out of her bag, and just swallowed them. 

"NOOO, SAFFIRE" I screamed, 

 

I used every inch of strength i had, to grab her, fuck that, i transfomed, and put her on my back, I ran to the house, my dads a doctor he'll know what to do

 

"Keep your eyes open, keep breathing" I thought.

 

I finally got there.

 

Hours passed

 Im just waiting to see if she'll make it or not.. My eyes were puffy, the pain in my heart hurt, i could barely move.

 

"Well son....

 

-shes alive." he said my breath, im breathing, i got up, and ran straight for the room.

 

"s-son. Shes not awake. Shes alive but barely. She wont wake up till another few days weeks, months maybe, she could wake up today but i doubt it." i took in his words. I went up to my room and sat and sat.

 

8 months before the wedding

ive sat for 4 months, not leaving the room till saff wakes up, the pack needs me, but i cant, instead, my bestfriend took over. Its time, i heard my wolf tell me. I got up, everything weak, i havent ate, and i know i stink. Im weak very weak. I stink. Im skinny, yet my muscles dont go away, bags under my eyes and i just dont know how ugly i could ever get. I walk out the room. To see her dull expression laying down in the bed. I did this to her, I looked at her and slumped in the chair, the desire to kiss her... I cant. This isnt no sleeping beauty shit. I would know i already tried to kiss her it didnt work. She skinny too, heart still beating, i see flowers from andrew. Pissed. I ate, and ate, exercised ad exersiced. Back to school. Back to andrews bitch ass.

 

.......

 

I see him, i pushed him to the locker, his expression blank, everybody surrounding going quiet.

 

"Keep on sending flowers to MY GIRL, ill come back and rip you limb to limb." I growled slamming him against the locker.

 

"I dont think saffire would like that, now would she, to kill her bestfriend. You wouldnt" he smirked at me Thats it.

 

I picked him up.

 

"No i wont kill you. But ll make your life a miserable hell. Leave my girlfriend alone and stop sending her flowers. No fuck that my fianceeee. Shes mine."i said.

 

"I wouldnt have to send her flowers, if someoneee didnt make her so miserable." he snarky told me. This boy has balls.

 

That was it. One punch. Two punch. Third punch. Hes bleeding barely breathing. Good

 

"Dont make me start sending you flowers you dick." i growled.

 

I walked out, everybody silent. I didnt care. I thought about what he said. My fault. Yes... i know, the pain in my heart, is pounding. I got home, i couldnt take it anymore...

 

at my desires

 I ran inside. Its killing me.. Everything its killing me. Im on my knees... Sitting by her bed i turn on the radio... Music, is not helping.

"all were waiting, all will wait,as they go over. Held between heaven and hell. as their dancing.  As they dance. Over and over. Cold" I switched the radio... Shes not going to die. She will wake up...

Another song began to play i closed my eyes

"ive waited a hundred years, but id wait a million more for you... nothing prepared me for. The privlidge of being yours a do... If i had only felt, the warmth with in your touch" I reached for her hand and grabbed it

" If i had only seen how you smile, when you blush. Or when you curl your lip, when you concentrate enough oo i would have known what i was living for, what ive