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hugging him. And i saw Adrian, making out with a girl... My world crushed . Everything crushed.. I tightened, Andrew noticed and looked where i was staring. He realized it. He let me go, trying to coprehend, he didnt seem mad, he just seemed like he was trying to put things together, i collapsed to the ground. And boom. Everything went black.

 

'flash back'

"Saffire! Saffire!" my brother screamed

 

"haha, yes" i twirled him around.

 

"your back!!!" the two of them screamed

 

I giggled at them, all excited, jumping in the air. I got on my knees and closed my eyes embrassing them. Than i didnt feel anything in my arms. I heard voices. A tornado. W-What!?

 

"Saffire, saffire" i heard my brothers scream in terror

 

I ran as fast as i could and i could never reach them they just screamed my name

 

"SAFFIRE.. SAFFIRE. SAFFIRE"

 

"Saff.

 

Adrians p.o.v

-fire, saffire!!" I screamed, seeing her like this hurt. I saw her open her eyes in terror.

 

"NOOO!" she screamed, looking panicked.

 

I grabbed her into a hug, Andrew beside me, he felt tense. Good.

 

"M-my brothers. Tornado, help." she said all at once

 

"shh, shh it was just a dream" i said putting my hands through her hair.

 

She looked at me and let go.

 

"b-bastard. You get jealous. I calm you down, than you make out with a girl right in front of me!!!!" she yelled at  me, i see where i deserved that.

 

"You were hugging Andrew!!" i yelled back, andrew left the room quietly.

 

"He saw me crying!! He understood, how i was feeling, he hugged me, i told him nothing of what happened, and he understood me HES NOT EVEN MY MATE AND HE UNDERSTOOD ME!!! Adrian, he was just comforting me. Than theirs ou making out with some blonde right infront of me." she cried.

 

I stood there in silence. How foolish ive been. I love her. I know i do... When i sa her collapse, i panicked, i pushed my uhm friend, lets say and ran to her, i picked her up and took her to the hospital, i noticed andrew following. i just didnt care. I looked at her, tears on her face... Foolish.

 

"Im sorry." all i coul say.

 

"Y-You rejected me.." she said.

 

"I did. Now i know. i love you." she looked puzzled.

 

I kissed her. She didnt respond for a few seconds but than she did, i bit her lip asking for entrance, and she granted it, i picked her up and walked out that hospital room. I put her in the car, thats when i let go.

 

"We are not doing this in a car." i said catching my breath.

"Y-yeah" she said

 

I got in the car and drove.

 

"Where are we going?" she asked

 

"Payson, i have a cabin up there, we needa get away" i said smiling

 

"uhmm school?" she said smiling

 

"dnt worry babe" i smiled

 

She blushed,

 

"babe.." she said

 

" yeah?" i say

 

"stop the car." she says. With fierce in her voice. Woah.

 

I pulled to the side, outta no where the seat went down, and i find her on top of me, she kissed me passionatly than fierclly, i felt my manhood, slowly lift up and im guessing she did too because she giggled and slowly wiggled her ass. Damn.

 

"not funny." i managed to say.

 

"very" she winked at me.

 

I grabbed her, and i got on top. My turn. I gave her a smirk and ripped her shirt, she looked offended.

 

"ehem. this was my favorite" she said cheesily.

 

" too bad" i said

 

I unhooked her bra. Amazing. I looked at them in shock. Huge. H-Huge. I was mindblowm, she giggled and pulled me into a kiss, i put one hand, grabbing her boob, and the other teasing her cookie, yes lol i call it a cookie, she bit her lip, trying hard not to moan, damn shes so sexy. She unzipped my pants, and started to yanno rub "it",  i kissed her hungrily, than i bit her, making my mark, i can tell it hurt, but than satisfction came in, she kissed me hungrily, i gave her the "can i" look and she nodded her head. I put my manhood inside her.

Thrushh.

She was in pain i could tell, i kissed her saying sorry, she said its okay, one more time.

'Again, thrushh"

Damn shes tight. my wolf said.

I kissed her, than went faster and faster, she started moaning loudly, i kissed her, she started to kiss me on my neck, i moaned, damn. Than next thing you know. We finished at the same time. I slowly backed out... and i layed her next to me, she had her head on my chest and her hand i held her in my arms. The best time ive had, in my entire life, i began to close my eyes... Drifting to sleep.

 

"saffires p.o.v"

Woah is all i could say, did this reallly just happen, virginity gone. Poof. I cudddled with him, knowing he is my life now. I noticed he was asleep and i kissed him on the cheek, and slowly drifted to sleep...

1 year..

 "Babe" he said

 

"yeah?" i say yawning

 

"were here" he says chuckling at my face.

 

I got out the car and saw a huge cabin, i think we were in payson.. yeah that was it. I saw a creek at the bottom, i grabbed his hand and went through some trees, i love nature... I saw the water and touched it, it was cold, but it was also hot, about 87 degrees out a litte colder than usual but still. I started following the water by the side lines, adrian still hand in hand.

 

"Uhmm, can we at least shower, pack and all that, and than go for a hike" he said smiling.

 

"oh uh yeah sorry aha" i said

 

We walked back i was sad cuz i wanted to continue but later. I packed all my things and got in the shower than the door opens to my surprise, its adrian. Aha.

 

"Babe out" i said.

 

"nope"he says opening the curtain 

i cover my bare body

 

"babe really" he squinted at me

 

"Im insecure" i say laughing a little

 

He grabbed me and i was still a little shy about my bare body in the light. He looked at me with his face surprised and kissed me.

"Your the most beautiful girl ive ever known" he says

 

I kissed him back, i than let go.

 

"Let me take a shower sheesh" i said giggling

 

I washed my body and so did he, i heard music, and i barely noticed it..

 

"The song?" i say

 

"oh theres a radio in here" he says, i nod my head.

 

'light up, dont know how i did it my heads kinda spinnin, light up, i wont be forgiven, my life is forbidden they say its a miracle, sometimes i dont even know if im wrong or right, i try to drown the sorrow that surfaces every night im moving at a speed that makes everyone look slow, what happens if i let go, their aint no way your pulling me down, I recharge to speakers and sounds, its okay it isnt your fault, everything is alright, take me to a place i know, anywhere that feel like home, somewhere that if i let go, someones gunna catch my soul" I sang while Rinsing my body. The shower stopped. So did the music. I looked up to see adrian staring at me in shock ..

 

"uhmm..?" i said

 

"You sing" he said surpried

 

"I do??" i said confused

 

"wow, you have a voice." he says still surprised.

 

"thanks" i say awkardly.

 

I got out the shower changed into my bathing suit than clothes on top, as so did adrian. Except he wore his shorts as shorts. We walked off down the creek and saw a place where we could actually i swim. But you had to jump to get int he water, unless you wanted to climb all these rocks. I held his hand and closed my eyes.

 

"1..2..3" we said, than jumped.

 

I screamed in the air and he pulled me into a hug, and immidietly, the water hit us, cold, refreshing, i felt sand, at my toes, i was still in that hug, that warmed me, in cold water, he kissed me.. we swam. and swam. Its beautiful here.

 

After an hour or so, i layed on a part where it was like wet sand. Adrian layed next to me..

 

"Babe" he said

 

"Yea"? i say

 

"1 year." he says

 

"marriage?" i say smiling, actuall happy at the thought.

 

"yea" he said, i questioned if he was still going along with it

 

"and?" i say

 

"well... do you agree to it?" he says

 

I sat there smiling nodding yes. I jumped on top of him and kissed him..

 

2 days later

 

"Were home" Adrian yelled

 

His parents came rushing out, oh thank god, i thought you two were so devasted you killed eachother, they said, we laughed, Adrian kissed me on the fore head, actually the exact opposite he said, While pulling me up stairs, i lyed down super tired... and fell asleep. 

2 months later

 "Baaabeeee, wake uppp"  i say basically screaming

 

"Okay okay," he says.

 

"Babe" he says

 

"Yes lazy butt" i kiss him on the cheek.

 

"Happy 2 months" he smirked at me

 

"You know what that means" i say winking

 

"A long good date equals, long and very good sex" he grinned hoping

 

"Long date yes, sex, maybe" i smirked

 

he laughed, i got ready for school, i decided to walk. Adrian of course came running with, i smiled, He is not an outside person.

 

"Babe" he says

 

"yes" i say

 

"can we take a pic" he said shyly

"yess" he doesnt like pictures so i never bothered asking, so im