Dawn, Lisette Kabel [poetry books to read .TXT] 📗

wouldn't go far, I will post myself close enough just incase of an emergency. I phased into wolf form and made myself comfy next to a tree, looking towards Nessie's window. I didn't know that my answer would of bothered her to much, doesn't she know I care for her and I will never leave. I had to get to the bottom of this miss and soon. This was causing me and Nessie problems. I promised her I will not go tomorrow to the reservation, so I would have to plan after that. I couldn't keep the pack hanging around the Cullen's house forever. I know they have family and their own imprint to take care of. I looked up to the moon, it was beautiful. It lit up the night and into the woods, I wish Nessie could of watched this with me.

I woke up to the howels of the pack, I jumped out of my sleep running to the sound. What is going on? Seth!? I heard them running closer to me. Jake…it's not an emergency. Slowing down my pace, What is it Seth? He paused for a moment, Well, well, I think you should ah…um visit Renesmee? What? I try to encode what he just said. I made my way to Nessie's door, as I got closer, I saw her and the family walking up to Carlisle's house. Well, what I think is Nessie but it didn't look like her. I moved in closer, it was! What was she thinking! I phased immediately and charged over to them, "Nessie! You're not going in there like that!"


Chapter 10

Renesmee's point of view

I got up this morning still upset from last night's conversation with Jacob. Even though he didn't say he did not want to be with me, he did not say he did. I walked over to the shower, taking a few extra minutes. I was going to show Jacob Black what he could have had. I jumped out walking over to my closet. I skimmed through the outfits and I found one that Alice place in there, it was fitted sweater. I paired it with leggings and some snow boots. I walked over to the mirror, fixing my curls. I usually never took the time to 'fix' myself. I never felt the need to. I did not like the attention and I was more comfortable in a t-shirt and jean look. I opened the make-up cabinet and picked out a few things. I put on some mascara and lip gloss. It was not the greatest, definitely not better than my aunts but it was good for the look I was going for. I checked myself in the mirror once more. Yup, this is it. I walked out my room making my way down stairs. "Good morning Renesmee," Bella came over to me hugging me, "we're all going to Carlisle house to welcome Emmet and Rosalie home." She looked over at my outfit and smirked, "Alice is going to be ecstatic that you're wearing one of her chosen outfits." I looked down, hiding my rosy cheeks. Edward came into the room, "Renesmee you look beautiful." "Thanks Edward." He walked over, "are you all ready to go?" We nodded and made our way outside.

We walked in human pace to Carlisle's house. I did not even bother to look for the pack in the woods. I knew if Jacob was out there, he would be staring. Before we reached the house, I heard some of the packs howls, Edward started to laugh. Bella looked at him confused as was I. "what Edward?" He looked over to me, "Someone's relaying the message of your ensemble to Jacob…before you walk into the house…with Nahuel." Bella shoved Edwards shoulder, "that's not funny! Renesmee you look beautiful." Edward laughed some more, "that's the problem Bella." I looked at the two still confused. Then I smelled the scent. I turned around and Jacobs body was fire red from the heat. He walked over to us, his face infuriated, "Nessie you're not going in there like that." Bella and Edward looked at each other, "Jacob, Ness, we're going inside. We hope you can find a compromise and join us." With that, they left me to fend for myself. I could hear Emmet obnoxious laugh, I did not they were already here. The whole family must have heard. I looked over to Jacob, "I can do what I want. After all, you're extremely busy with all that's happening." I made sure I exaggerated the last sentence. He bit down on his tongue, holding back, "Nessie…that's not what I meant and you know that." "No I don't. Now if you will excuse me, I have guest to attend to." That drove him off the wall. He knew Nahuel was in there and didn't want those eyes anywhere near me. "Please." He closed his eyes and reached out for my hand. I could not trochee him any more. I reached for his hand. Edward opened the door and tossed Jacob a shirt. Jake nodded in appreciation, "we will be there in a minute." He pulled me down the steps, "Listen Ness, I never meant to say I was to busy for you. You are my everything. You're my number one priority." He stopped and put his hand up to his head, "that's not how I meant to come off. What I mean is, eventually Nessie, I want it to be you and me." My heart felled up again with the feelings of so long ago. I tried to hold back my excitement. "Just right now, what ever I do, I have to keep you safe." He pulled me closer, embracing me into a hug. He kissed my cheek, "ready to entertain your 'guest?" he chuckled at the word guest.

We walked into the house, hand and hand. "It's about time!" Emmet's remarks were not missed. Rosalie came over, I let go of Jake running into her arms, "Renesmee we've missed you so much!" "I've miss you too." "We also hear everything that's been happening and Renesmee, we will not let anything happen to you." Rosalie smelled so perfect, she looked perfect. She was the definition of perfection. We released our embrace and shoved into Emmet, "So little love birds, when did this happen?" I gave him the evil eye before shoving into him again. I looked around; Alice and Jasper were not in the room. "Where's Alice and Jasper?" Esme came over to me, putting her hands on my shoulder, "there out hunting with the Amazons." I looked confused, wouldn't that be dangerous. Edward, of course reading my mind, "We already let the pack know and they know there limits." I looked up at him, always. He chuckled and continued to play on the piano.

Jacob and I left the room, to a quieter area, the kitchen. No one ate in there but me and Jacob. "Ness, since you mentioned it, maybe we should go on another date?" My eyes gleamed with joy, "yes." His smile reached ear to ear. He moved in closed, "By the way, you look beautiful today but you didn't have to do that all for me." He locked on to my lips for brief second before pulling away. I felt my feelings even stronger. I never been in love, other than the family love, but this feeling was taking over me. My face felt like the sun, mixed with embarrassment. How did he know this get up was for him? "Jacob, this was not for you…" Before I could finish he interrupted me, "of course not Ness…but I still much enjoy it" His eyes started to wonder up and down, from my face to my toes, taking it all in; his face still with the smile that would not go away. I did not know if I should enjoy his satisfied look or run away. Of course the moment could not last, Jacob's eyebrows scrunched down and his face filled with disgust. The Amazons must be close. I put my hand over his hands; I could feel the trembles trying to fight his body. The urge of phasing was there but he was holding back. I put my palm up to his face, flushing his mind with pictures of us. The tremble slowly evaporated. He closed his eyes, enjoying all the pictures. Jake we can leave, we do not have to stay here. I interrupted his images. He looked up at me, "I can handle it." I hated putting him in this situation, it was not fair. We heard the door open and the scent ran all through the house in seconds. Jacob tensed up a little bit but calmed down. Alice came skipping into the room, hugging both me and Jacob. "How are my two favorite people doing?" Jacob laughed, "I did not know you had jokes to Alice." She slapped his shoulder, "Jake! You know you're on my list. Not number one, but you are on there." She smiled, "Ness, I love your outfit! I knew you would come around to wearing it." Before I could protest, she grabbed me running me into the other room, where everyone else awaited, "Jasper! Look, I told you she would come around." Jasper nodded to his pixie wife. I felt all eyes on me. I did not even want to look around the room to see who was looking. "So," Edward called out taking all the eyes off me. Thank you. I stumbled backwards, trying to exit out quietly. I bumped into the number one person I was avoiding. "My apologies Renesmee." Nahuel held his hands out to me, to catch me from my fumble. My eyes widen, "thanks…thank you" I looked passed Nahuel and seen Jacob at the door way. He was trying all his effort not to loose his temper. A relief of calmness ran through the room. Jasper was with in feet's of Jacob. He knew what Jasper was doing but did not fight it. "You look beautiful" Nahuel did not get it; he just kept fueling the situation and did not care or worry for the consequences. "Thank you." I tried to walk passed him before he stopped me, "I did not forget. Will you hunt with me before we leave?" Of course he would spin a question up at this time. I looked at Jacob, his eyes filled with hurt, I didn't know why. Nahuel waited for his answer patiently. "Um…maybe we can go as a family?" "That's great Renesmee. You let me know when." I nodded and walked over to Jacob, "Do you want to leave?" He didn't say anything but walk out the door, I followed.

"Jake? Jake!" He continued to ignore me until he was away from the house. "Why would you agree with that blood sucker? Every time… every time" He put his hands to his waist and turned back at me, mumbling words, "It's my fault. Your mind…you're still too young to realize…you don't get the simplest things…" I was taking back. Why it would be a problem, I made sure I said as a family,