Life - Generation, K. Green [a court of thorns and roses ebook free TXT] 📗

eating their dinner. Alec wasn’t there.

“Where’s Alec?” I said and opened the fridge “If he’s running again I’ll faint soon.”

“Jess” dad said and stood up. “Stop pushing yourself, and talk with us. We are here to help you” I looked their worried faces. True. Why should i lie to them anyway?

“What should I say dad?” I asked him, sitting on the chair. “Look at me. I’m getting insane, all those feelings Alec has… ruins me. It eats me from inside.”

“How we can help you” mom asked

“You can’t. I can’t block or ignore his feelings. I am weak, if it keeps going… I have the feel I’ll die soon or later” mom stood up and sighed. Took one plate and putted some food in it. Placed it front me.

In few days, I am leaving. I’ll meet this Alpha.

 

Dear diary,

Nobody is at home! This is the perfect time to pack my things. Tomorrow everybody will be at the camp for the week’s meetings. I’ll tell them I don’t feel good and just leave me alone.

I hope I can fix the things, plus to make up my mind. I don’t know if there’s distance for this feelings, or maybe I should say magic.

24.03.2037

 

I am alone. My parents left before 30 minutes, and I hope there’s nobody outside guarding me.

I know everything about them. Yesterday I went to talk with my Grandpa.

 

Yesterday afternoon

 

“Don’t worry Jess”

“I want to ask you something Grandpa. I want to know about Stanley, if we are going to have one around us.”

“They are noble family, but they get their claws out easily, if you threaten their family. They take all the Toulouse territory.”

“Dad told me you had a fight with them… Almost everybody died”

“What you think it’s going to happen now?”

“The same thing.”

“Exactly, the case was the same but back then I wasn’t an Alpha. Their camp was on the north side. Everything was being there. Plans, attacks, talk… why do you even ask?”

“I’m curious. We have a Stanley here Grandpa. Alec choose her front me… I want to know that he won’t regret later.”

“Its worth it Jess…”

“With? Ginger hair?”

“People rare this kind of hair, dear. And if they do… this means they are close to the Stanley’s Family” I nodded

We kept talking a lot.

 

 

Back to the present

 

This is how it happened. When I came home and checked when there’s a train to Toulouse. It’s today at 1pm, so I am packing my sack with main things. I know I am doing stupid thing… but for me it’s kind of worth it.

I wore white skinny jeans and tank top and black thick sweatshirt with big hoodie. I wore my sneakers and took all my money I had. I putted on my hoodie and took the keys, I doubt ill really need them but... still. I opened the front door and closed it after me locking it.

Next destination... Toulouse!

 

Toulouse. Here I am. It’s going to be really interesting. The town is quite amazing but I don’t I have time to explore the damn city. I need Stanley. Now.

I started walking to north. I bought a map so I can orientate. It’s not that hard.

After an hour or so I went to the most north side of the town. Their camp is out of the own actually. There was a big field and at end of it there was a big house. They are not that… secretive people. Everything is in green and it’s quiet, well I get it why they are here. The air is fresh and clean and the green colors makes you feel relaxed, the noise of the town is not here, also the awful smells of cars.

I started walking through the field. I took deep breath and whistled as loud as I could. My dad taught me on that. When I am in camp and if I get scared to whistle so they came find me. I don’t know what's the point of it… Most animals will just get annoyed.

I looked some wolves running towards me and a person in human form. Since she, Fiona,  don’t want to come and to come back home, I will. There’s no other way, actually for who am I doing it? I keep saying for Alec… but I can’t understand why I would do it. Maybe I seek my own happiness.

They wolves stopped from me with growling and then the human stopped also heavy breathing.

“Who are you?” he asked and the wolves growled loud and I just snorted.

“I want to see the Stanley’s Alpha. If I don’t go in and talk with him, he will come to me. Pick up.”

“Follow me.”

I followed him through the green field and went into the big house. The house is huge. White and clean.

We walked a big in a hall then started walking downstairs and walking again. It was something like a big basement with a lot of tunnels. He went through a big door and I followed.

It’s kind of same Hall as ours in the camp. Big round table and a lot of chairs and fireplaces. There’s no big picture of them on the wall.

“Harry that's the person who interrupted us. Girl, that’s our Alpha.”

“Thanks” I said and nodded

I looked his Alpha. I saw him how he twitched under my look. He has ginger colored hair with brown eyes. Tall with scars on his hands, with huge body. Young.

“What are you doing here? You are not a human”

“So are you?” I asked and he raised his eyebrow “I don’t know too Stanley, but let me use the same words. I know about your pack’s reputation and I want to be safe. Actually, I know I’ll be safe.”

“What do you mean?” said the woman sitting next to him. Young with same ginger colored hair and blue eyes. She wasn’t that tall as I notice. “You are not newborn but the smell looks familiar.”

“Dan’s Pack.” I said and everybody growled at me. “Ok stop with this growling bullshits”

“Why are you here?” Harry asked again. “How old are you and why you came here all alone?”

“16 and I want to talk with you.”

“Sit down” I shook my head ad started walking around the room. He sighed. “For what you want to talk?”

“Fiona Stanley”

“Fiona?”

“Yes, your precious… daughter? Cousin? Niece? Or whatever it is. She has no work in our pack” I said and leaned my hands on the table looking him. “Her place is here. NOT there. NOT to look for her mate.”

“You are not even a wolf yet, what you know about mates.”

“Look I don’t want to be rude but, or let Fiona stay with us or just take her back”

“Excuse me?”

“Her mate is my brother… ” happiness came in to me. Why happiness? I looked the table confused, I can feel him from that long distance… I closed my eyes.

Bed? What’s this bed? Why do I see bed… with a girl body on it? It’s foggy. She smell amazing. She’s horny and ready. I want her and she’s glowing. I moved to the bed and leaned over her. And looked her. Blue eyes and ginger colored hair. No. “NO!” I said and looked the drops blood on the table and I touched my nose… “Impossible…”

“What’s with her?”  Said the woman and stood up and came to me “Hun are you okay?”

“No I am not. My brother is her mate.” I repeated. Disgusting. I am not going back to them. “Take me or prepare for a battle. Nobody wants dead bodies” I raised my voice. “Take me… we have Fiona…"

“Why should we do this? What happened? ”

I raised my head wiping the blood. 

“They went too far Harry.” I said and looked him in the eyes. “They just had sex” when I said it I felt… relaxed feeling and more happiness. Gentleness. “I told her to go home. She don’t want to. She don’t want to marry her brother.”  

“That’s…”

“None of my business. I DON’T WANT A WAR. Sorry but… to make a war because of one idiot, who escaped from home? That’s nonsense. Why you are not even pissed?”

“We decided it long ago Dan.”

“I am White, not Dan.”

“We deiced it long ago White. Everybody is free to do whatever they want to. We are furious about that, but she didn’t even wanted to listen to us. Half of the pack is angry about my Father’s traditions. So I removed this law off the pack. Half of our people spread all around the country. She thought the law is still on.”

“What are you going to do now?” I asked. Ugh I feel dizzy.

“We are the oldest pack White..”

“I don’t care who are you. Or take her back or just leave her with us. It’s your choice.”

“You one of the small people who decide to fight and interrupt me”

“Let me explain the situation. I am not normal, but I am not a wolf either. I am not bowing down to anybody. Got it? I’m not hiding like a mouse.”

“What do you want me to do for you?”

“Let me… live… here.”

“Father?” I heard a voice before I faint on the ground.

 

Dear diary,

I am staying with Stanley. I don’t know why am I doing it, but I don’t want to go home. Not now, not tomorrow either.

They mated completely. Alec and Fiona. I don’t have words…

I don’t even think…. I don't know anything right now.

I want to rest and look forward with my decision.

30.03.2037

 

Their house and big and… spacious. It’s like a castle. All Stanley live here, when I felt alright, they showed me around. Few living rooms... big kitchen and dining room. Every single bedroom... ‘Bedroom’ actually it’s like a mini apartment, with bathroom and a kitchen. For some big families they had 3-4 rooms for sleeping. They didn’t have a free room, so I have a roommate. And I don’t even know the gender. I am alone for few days or so.

I am sitting on my bed, trying to calm down because of Alec’s feelings. I catch them even here… that’s not normal.

I wore my shorts and sweatshirt with big hoodie and went downstairs. I’ll go to the library.

The room is big. With bookshelves are until the ceiling. There’re few lines with bookshelves. How am I supposed to get the book I need for myself? For my condition? My condition... what about my pack’s one? Shall I tell them I am okay? At least a voice message?

I took my phone. I removed all the tracking devices and called dad. Thank god it’s on a voicemail.

“Hey, dad. I know you are mad, also mom and the whole pack. I’m just sorry, but I had to do it. Everything is done with Stanley, she can stay with us… I’ll… fuck… you’ll want to know where I am…” I took deep breath. Make an excuse. “But I won’t tell you. There’s something important I have to finish before I come back. Sorry for all the troubles I made and don’t worry for me. I love you all and tell to Alec… NOT to pull me next time when he have sex with his girlfriend, because I’ll kill him when I see him.”

I hang up and looked around. Find the book you need.

Chapter 6 - Roommate

 Jessica’s P.O.V

 

I still don’t have a