A game of love, brea isomee [have you read this book txt] 📗

and look down . They love when i lay them down and my height and body weight dominates them . "

As the class read on i kept reciting the first paragraph in the story inside my head . Especially the first line : I am not who you think i am . It's deep . Deeper than it sounds .

The next 3 pages really caught my attention . The character , Midnight , was talking about where he came from and how it is . There was one paragraph in particularl stuck in my head: " Our women know their place . They stay in it and live and thrive there . They remain there happily . Our women give love and our loved even more . She is respected , protected , and provided for . She lives proud and at peace . "

wow . I wish i lived in a place like the one spoke of in the book . A man to provide for me and take care of me and love me even more than any one in the world could ! I'm independent and all , yeah , But just for a second i thought it would be nice to depend on someone .


*Meisha -

" boo , i keep telling you no . "

I pushed Eric's hands off of my ass and kept walking . Boys could be so pushy . Sometimes too pushy !

If i say get yo hand off me that means don't get yo hands cut off just move 'em , if i say don't kiss me it means keep ya syphilis infected mouth to yo self , and if i say don't look at me then don't get yo eyes blown out pott'nah .

I might have sex alot , but i do have certain people for that . And i DO have standards , thank you and keep it moving .


*Marco -

I got off work around 9 that night . it's funny i don't work a 9 to 5 i work a 5 to 9 . Get it ?

Even though the sun had already set it was warm as hell and humid out side . Me and my co-worker sean decided to walk home together since he lived a building down from me . No gay shit , man . Pussy is my ONLY priority when it comes to sex .

"so man , " sean started as we exited oligone " you heard about that party on friday ? "

" yeah man . The one Ceazar throwin' for his lil sisters 18th birthday party or some shit . "

" yeah , you going ? "

I thought about it " i might roll threw fa a minute but i'm not too sure . Man , you know Ceazar got some beef with them outta town niggas . If them niggas get wind it's a party goin' down and Ceazar's people gon' be there you know they gon' roll threw and start some shit . "

" yeah , you right . I ain't even think about that shit . Good looking , fam . "

" Anytime my nigga . "

We were quiet for a few seconds until i spotted a familiar face across the street " damn . "

Sean looked around " what ? "

" man , i know shorty over there . She was watching me play ball the other night . I'm finna go holla at her . "

" aight man . Be careful my nigga . catch you on Wednesday . "

He said Wednesday because i worked everyday except tuesday's and saturday's . It was my thing . And on sunday's i only worked 4 hours .

I crossed the street with out swoop even seeing me . She had her back facing me while she spoke to her girls . Them was some 4th street girls . I could tell . All the girls that rolled in they clique had a face and a body to kill . And they all were some fuckin' ride or die type chicks .

I fucked 3 or 4 of 'em standing there outta the 7 or 'em .

I snuck up behind swoop and put my hands over her eyes " guess who ? "

She stopped in the middle of her sentence " a nigga that's finna get his ass beat if he don't remove his hands from my face . That's who . "

She pulled away from me and spun around . Her frown instantly turned into a half smile " my bad . "

Damn , she looked even more beautiful now than she did the other night if that was possible !

I checked her out from head to toe and then did it all over again " it's cool shorty . "

She saw me checking her out and she blushed a little . She tried to hide it with her hands but it was way too late .

I grabbed her hands to move them away from her face " nah , it's cool girl . Don't hide it . You got a pretty smile and a face way too sexy to be coverin' . "

She shook her head " boy you can't run game on me . "

" swoop , what i do on the basketball court is what you call game . "

Her girls laughed a little and she had a smirk on her face .

One of the girls behind swoop whispered in her ear . Looking at the two they actually looked alike . Damn , almost just alike . Maybe they were sisters . Yeah , sisters .

The only differences between the two was swoop was little bit lighter than the girl and swoop didn't have the beauty mark over her top lip like the girl did . And plus swoop was a bit shorter .

After they finished whispering back and forth a couple more times the girls were on their way and i was left walking with swoop .

" so what's yo' real name ? 'cause i swear if i call you swoop one more time ima kill somebody . "

She laughed " my real name is deaisha . But everybody calls me dede . "

" Ima call you deaisha . no more nickname shit ! and why did you tell me swoop ?"

"because i didn't need you all in my business , that's why . "

I laughed " you got got a smart ass mouth ."

" so i've been told ."

I just shook my head and she laughed . Although i found her attitude mighty sexy it could end up being a problem down the road . And i don't hit girls by i damn shole will check 'em if they get too far outta line .

I turned to her " hungry ? "

She thought for a second before a smile appeared on her face and her dimples sunk in " i could eat . but i warn you , i'm not a McDonald's dollar menu kinda girl ."


*swoop aka DEAISHA -

He was cute .

Had to be about 6 feet , clothes were fly , chocolate complexion with his hair cut into a fade . The waves in his hair were deep . I found waves to be very very sexy . His smile was bright too , it was oh so cute . And the light brown color of his eyes made me want to melt .

But i still didn't know his name . I wasn't afraid to ask or anything but i thought maybe it was best if i keep us on a need to know bases . Meaning we only know something about eachother if we NEED to . And so far he knew my name . I don't know why i told him . I started to just stick with swoop but then that wouldn't be right .

I had just met the bost for christ sake !

I saw him playing basketball in the park a few nights ago while i was on my way home . He looked so good on the court even though it was dark out side . The way he moved on the court i could tell he was comfortable . His body language spoke volumes . It said he was in control , it said he was confident , it said he knew exactly what in the hell he was doing . I watched him that night and when he noticed me my stomach fluttered . His eyes looking me up and down had me shook and i felt my heart race . Why ?

I had been thinking about him none stop for the past few days , i knew i would see him again . But it wasn't like anything was gonna go down between us . I couldn't be in a relationship with him . If my older brother , Ceazar found out he'd probably kill him . And i couldn't have that .

Wait , why am i even worrying about this guy i just met ? He probably has a girl .

And besides we're just going out to eat . It's just food . We won't swap numbers and i won't catch feelings . . . Right ?
*Marco -

3 days had passed since i'd taken Deaisha ( aka swoop ) to get something to eat . It was now Thursday and i hadn't seen her at all . No lie i had this funny feeling in my stomach . I was missing a girl that i hadn't even got to know the proper way . Anyways , maybe i could be tripping . Maybe i didn't miss her , maybe she was just on my mind . Wait , ain't that the same damn thing basically ! If you can't stop thinking about somebody it's either good or bad . And i was definitely having all good thought about her so it must be me missing her .

I'll tell you , i've never caught feelings for a girl . Well , at least not that i'm aware of . Girls aren't that special to me like i said before . They all seem to be sex object . Disposable .

My mother looked at me after stirred the spaghetti " and where is Meisha ? "

I shrugged " i don't know , ma . Out somewhere like she always is . Maybe somewhere sucking a dick . "

My mother smacked me so hard and so fast across my cheek i was stunned . I wanted to scream at her an tell her Meisha was being loose , I wanted to grab her and shake her so she could see . . . I wanted to storm out the room and punch a whole in the wall . But i don't . Part of growing up is learning to control your emotions . So i sucked it up and took it like a man .

" that's your little sister and i won't have you speak about her like she's some kind of whore ! You have crossed the like Demarco . You really have . "

She must have been missed because she never calls me Demarco . Even