A game of love, brea isomee [have you read this book txt] 📗

though she's barely home enough to ever said my name , when she does she says Marco like everyone else .

I stood up and hugged my mother " your right , ma . I'm sorry . "

I shocked myself for a minute . Did i just apologize for telling the truth ? She probably was somewhere sucking dick . And although that's my little sister and i love her i can't fix her mistakes or help her stop making them .. I told her i'd stay out her business and that's just what i'm gon do . She gotta realise i want the best for her on her own . And better yet , she's gotta want the best for her on her own .


*Lisa -

I layed in bed reading the book from my English class . It had my attention , yes it did . It was so , deep and so detailed . I loved the book . Hell i began to all in love with the character if that's possible . The way he did things was so smooth and quiet . He was smart about shit .

Chapter 5 started " there is no place for fear in a man . There is no place for fear in the ghetto . "

I reluctantly shut the book and turned out the light . It was 1 in the morning . I started to call Marco but thought against it . If i did i would never go to sleep . But i decided i'd call hum first thing in the morning since i hadn't talked to him in a few days . We seriously needed to hang out .

I said a quick prayer and closed my eyes ready to embrass sleep .


*Deaisha -

Waking up friday morning felt good .

It was me and my twin sister , azsia's birthday .

Yes i have a twin and no its not always fun !

Our older brother Ceazar decided he wanted to throw us a party today . Word had been out about the party for quite some time and i'd been getting mad love from everyone ! Not that i didn't already get love though .

I was secretly hoping that the boy would come threw . No , i still don't know his name ! Maybe it was stupid of me to not ask . When he took me out to eat he ask me did i want to know and i shook my head no . " keep it a secret . " I had told him . And now look where that got me ! I was longing to see the boy again . Just the thought of not seeing him kind of brought me down . But i was determined to let nothing ruin my 18th birthday .

The door to my bedroom swung open and Ceazar and azsia jumper on me tickling me . I could feel tears rolling down my face from all the laughter .

"happy birthday big heads , " Ceazar said as they stopped tickling me .

Azsia shook her head : you jus had to say big heads didn't you ? "

Me and azsia nodded to eachother and at the same time we bounced on Ceazar , knocking him of the bed and sitting on him .

" now who's the big head ! "
*Deaisha -

I started to sing 'red light special' by tlc " take a good look at it , look at it now , might be the last time you have a go round . . . "

Azsia joined in " i'll let you touch it if you like to go down , i'll let you go further if you take the southern route . . . "

We sang together " don't go too fast , don't go to slow , you got to let your body flow . . "

That had to be one of my favorite songs even though it was old . And me and azsia just had to sing it at our birthday party . A room full of over 50 people was silent as we sang the song acapella . We rocked it . We definitely did .

We had a sexy look going on to match the song . I wore a tight strapless red mini dress that hugged my waist and my thighs perfect . And some white and red 3 inch heals . Azsia wore a dress identical to mines but her's was blue and she had on blue flip flops . She couldn't stand heals .

But point being , we were sexy up on the mini stage in the middle of the crowded living room . And it felt good to be the center of attention . I was checking the lustful looks in the eyes of some of Ceazar's friends eyes , and some other boys and it felt good . no doubt .

I had the strongest singing voice so on the chorus she took the back up " baby it's yours , . . "

Azsia came in the back round " all yours . . "

" if you want it tonight . I'll give you the red , light , special all through the night . "

We ended the song and room erupted in claps and screams . I hugged Azsia and we left the stage and went our separate ways . I went to dance because the DJ had started playing music again . And he decide to play 'like a virgin again' by Chris Brown . And i was gonna dance to that even if i had to dance by myself . Which it seemed like i would have to .

I was some where around the hallway grinding on nothing but air . I was feeling sexy . A little too sexy .

I felt a body come up behind me and there was nothing but heat between us . I was grinding my ass against him and he was grinding his body into mines . It felt way better than it was supposed to . I could feel the heat rising in my body , The heat and the warmth rising in between my legs . Not to mention i could feel him growing hard against me .

When the song was over i didn't bother to move or even see who i was dancing with and neither did he .

We danced to 2 more songs and then i turned around to see who he was .

I almost lost my breath .

Armillio ?

He had a huge smirk on his face as he pulled my body close to him . I didn't know what to do . I didn't know if i should pull away or try to get closer .

Armillio was Ceazar's friend . From time to time i'd tried flirting with him but it always ended in him looking the other way and me just letting it go . It was always like he never really gave a damn about me . So now you see why i was so confused ? !

He kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear . I think he felt the shiver in my body because he kept doing it . He whispered in my ear " i been tryna stay away from you outta respect fa yo' brother but , this shit is getting hard , baby . "

I could feel him sucking on a part of my neck and it was driving my body crazy . I wanted him so bad . But , i wasn't sure if i was ready for sex .

He gave me a quick passionate kiss on the lips and walked away . I was left panting and out off breath in the middle of people . I couldn't control my body . It was thinking for itself . And it was yearning for some attention finally .

I enjoyed the rest of the party . Dancing and socializing with my friends . It was fun . If this was my 18th birthday party i couldn't wait for my 19th . Ceazar said we had to start out smaller and do it bigger and bigger each year . And shit , i was down for that . It sounded like it included more gifts to be gotten and way more fun to be had .

Speaking of gifts . . . In money i raked in about 300 , I got a pink g-shock watch , a couple new tongue rings , a few new outfits and car keys . Car keys ? Yes , just car keys . I personally didn't get it because nobody said shit about a car the keys were just in a small ring box .

Azsia got about 6 pairs of shoes , a new cell phone , a couple hundred dollars and a ring . I'm pretty sure the ring was from her boyfriend . Lando , i think his name was . He was cute and sweet too . At least he was sweet to her . To anybody he didn't like he was a complete ass hole .

But over all it was a good birthday .

Toward about 1 in the morning i found Ceazar sitting on the porch with Armillio smoking a blunt .

I couldn't stop looking at Armillio but not once did he look at me .

" car keys though ? "

Ceazar looked at me in confusion " what ? "

" why did you give me car keys ? "

" i ain't give yo' ass no damn car keys . I ain't even give you yo' present yet . And if you do got some car keys i hope they go to that Benz sitting right there ."

He pointed to the driveway and sure enough there it was . A black Benz with a licence plate that read 'All his' .

The car was hot . All black with silver trimming , a cream interior with leather seat , with a wood grain dashboard and steering wheel . The car was bad !

I ran over to the car and prayed the key worked and when it turned and unlocked the doors i let out a scream that came all the way from the pit of my stomach .

I looked back at Ceazar . I didn't get it . Who else would buy me a car . I peeped a Armillio just for a second but it was long enough for me to see him wink at me and give a pretty boy smile . I almost fainted . Him ? Buy me a car ? A Benz at that ?

Now i understood why the licence plate said 'all his' . But i wasn't , was i ?
*Marco-

I hadn't seen Deaisha in 2 weeks . Then again i hadn't seen too much of anybody . If i wasn't at work , i was at the gym working on my hooping skills . Night and day , night and day , that's all i did . And anyways , from what i saw she hadn't been around too much anyways . Shorty probably wasn't checking for me anyways . My feelings weren't hurt but i just thought the way i was feeling was the way she was feeling ,