A game of love, brea isomee [have you read this book txt] 📗

I guess i was wrong . For the 2 times i saw her i felt drawn to her . It was like she had some sort of un-explainable control over me . I wanted her bad . And i'm not speaking in a sexual way although she was fine . I wanted to know everything under the sun there was to know about this Deaisha girl , i wanted to spend countless nights on the phone with her , take her out to movies and out to eat , i wanted her to be my girl and i was suprising myself by thinking that i wanted her to rock my last name . I'm way too young to be thinking like that , but that's how she made me feel .

It was tuesday . I had the day off like i always do so i was over Lisa's house cooking breakfast with her . Her mother was at work and she took off school just to spend a little quality time with me . Seeing as how we hadn't kicked it in about 3 weeks i felt it was much needed .

I stood behind Lisa and watched her .

She pointed to the pancake on the left side of the skillet and said " i'm gonna flip it ."

I shook my head " if you flip it , you gon' mess it up ."

" but i think it needs to be flipped ."

"Lisa - "

she cut me off " i'm doing it ."

Now i might not be 'chef boyardee' but i'm 'chef i know when to flip a damn pancake' and it wasn't ready . But she wouldn't listen . She just had to be a stubborn ass .

She flipped the pancake . Well , attempted to flip it . As soon as she got the spatula up under it and picked it up , the damn thing fell apart .

I laughed at her as she stood there just staring at the stove " i told you ! I ! TOLD ! YOU ! "

She shot me a mean look as she dumped the pancakes in the garbage and turned off the stove . She didn't say a word as she exited the kitchen .

I called after her " you couldn't possibly be mad at me."

She walked into her bedroom and closed the door behind her so i just sat plopped on the couch in the living room and closed my eyes . I knew how stubborn Lisa could get . Sometimes she thought she knew it all . Damn . I had to go apologize or we would never talk again .


*Lisa-

After i closed my bedroom door i striped down to just my panties and look at myself in the full length mirror . I was planning to take a shower but i was just kind of mesmerized by my own body . I love the skin I'm in . i don't see how people could hate their selves . I'm not cocky or anything but i had self esteem that was threw the roof . I had perky c cup breasts , a flat stomach and a nice round butt . My chocolate skin tone was nice and smooth , i loved it . Black is beautiful .

You know how you just get the feeling someones watching you ? That's the feeling i got . I turned around and there was Marco . He was looking my body up and down licking his lips . But i somehow felt comfortable . I think i wanted him to see and that confused the hell out of me . He wasn't in a rush to leave but he slowly exited the room anyway with a huge goofy smirk on his face . I didn't have a clue what to say .


*Marco-

The whole walk home all i could think about was Lisa's body . It was my first time seeing her without clothes on and it had me spent ! I wanted to pull her in to my arms and show her what it felt like to have a man stroke you for the first time . But i wasn't sure if that was the right thing to do . It didn't feel totally right . Part of me wanted to just leave the room and give my best friend her privacy . But that didn't feel like what i wanted to totally do either . But i left anyways . But not after i got my full look .

I found myself comparing Deaisha's and Lisa's bodies although i'd never seen Deaisha without any clothes on . I wonder if her body looked better than Lisa's .

From the moment i put my key in the lock of my apartment i could tell some shit was about to pop off . Shit just didn't seem right . And i had a gut feeling about this . And my gut never steers me wrong .

I swung the door open and was instantly hit by the smell of sex , oh yea , somebody was about to get it . My mother was at work so that could only mean one person .

I lightly but swiftly walked down the hall . I checked in the kitchen , bathroom , in my room and in my mother's room but no one . When i got to the end of the hall all i had to do was turn left and it would the the living room . But i was scared . Not for me but for whoever was in the .

When i made that quick left , there it was . The answer i was looking for . I felt my anger boiling over , my palms were sweaty and my vision was blury . But yet i could see them so clearly . Meisha was laying on the couch with her legs wide open getting done by sean . Yes Sean . The nigga i considered a friend !

I let out a yell and tackled sean . And from there i couldn't tell you what happened because i don't know .


*Meisha -

I rushed to put on my pants while Sean and Marco beat each other's asses . Sean was holding is own but Marco was still beating his ass .

It was all happening so quick .

I didn't even mean to have sex with Sean . He came over looking for Marco but i told him he wasn't in and that he could wait for him . He agreed and we sat in the living room watching TV . I could see him checking me out but i tried to ignore it . I tried so hard ! But one thing led to another and we were kissing . And after that . . . well , you know what happened .


*Deaisha -

Armillio had me pinned against the wall with his body pressing against mine . Our faces were so close i could fell his breathing on my lips .

He brushed his lips across mines but didn't kiss me " where you going with that on ."

I had on a pink mini skirt , and a plain white tank top with my pink g-shock and pink accessories . And some white and pink Jordans 6 gs's . It wasn't bad to me but the skirt was kind of short .

I smiled . He was being protective of me and we weren't even together . I was actually going to that boy's neighborhood to see if i could find him . It had been far too long since we'd seen each other and i really wanted to talk to him and finally know his name . But i couldn't tell all of that to Armillio . Because truth is , i like him too .

" i was jus going to kick it with my girls ."

He smirked and pressed his lips against mines " yeah right ."

We both heard footsteps coming toward the living room so we moved apart . He sat on the couch and pretended to watch the news and i acted like i found a scuff on my shoe .

Ceazar walked in " ayyo Armillio , you ready to roll ? "

" yeah man . "

Ceazar exited and Armillio wasn't far behind but he stopped and looked at me before he left and said " damn , i'm not gon' keep pretendin' i don't got feelings for you , ma . I just refuse to . If you become my lady ima express my feelings to the world . Including to your brother . . ."
*Marco-

4 hours in a holding cell and i was back on the streets . My mom had to come get me since i wasn't 18 . And boy , when we got in the car did she let me have it .

" boy , what were you thinkining ? ! "

I looked at her twisted " i was thinking that i don't want no nigga fuckin -"

" watch yo mouth ."

" - having sex with my little sister . That's what i was thinking !"

She rolled her eyes " sex ? Wasn't nobody havin' sex ! Meisha told me what happened ."

" and what exactly did she tell you happened ?"

" she said you brought yo' friend over and ya'll start arguing over a basketball gam and next thing she knew ya'll were fighting ."

" that's a damn lie ! You believe her ?"

" yes i believe my baby ! And boy , cuss at me one more time and you gon' regret it ."

I couldn't believe it . She believed Meisha's lying ass over me ! She would twist what really happened to make her ass seem innocent . I felt myself get mad all over again . I didn't like the thoughts running threw my head anymore . I kept thinking about whoopin Meisha's ass . I could feel my hands wrapped around her neck . And at that point and time i didn't trust myself around her . I couldn't go home .

"pull over."

She pulled over and i got out the car . As i walked down the block and around the corner i could hear her yelling after me but i seriously could not be bothered by her . Both them bitches can kick rocks . I'd never called a female a bitch but . . .

" hey , wait up ! "

I looked behind me and there was Deaisha . She hoped out the drivers seat of a Benz and ran up to walk with me . I felt my heart flutter just looking at her but i was still pissed the fuck off . Her warm smile was changing my mood though .

She grabbed my hand and entwined our finger then she spoke " i havn't seen you in a while you know ."

I shook my head but remained quiet . I didn't know what to say . Was she checking for me for real ? Or did she have a man and is just tryna hype me up ? I had too many questions running through my head . I looked over at her face . The sun