the side of darkness you dont see, leanne [uplifting books for women TXT] 📗

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As I walk down another alley I find the other shoe of Crystal I was about to pick it up when I heard a scream. I round toward the noise Cody was right behind me. A couple of minutes later we rounded a corner I saw Crystal on a fence dripping blood down the other side of the fence. She climbed back down and ran round corner hiding from the monster could hear the growling I saw the beast emerged from the shadows it walks around bit sniffing until he picked up the trail Crystal left towards the fence the beast follows the trail over the fence it disappears over the fence I could it running through the trees. I told Cody to stay here to keep an eye out for the beast while I go get Crystal. I rounded around the corner to see Crystal hugging her knees shaking I could hear her crying quietly. She was bleeding from her hand knees and feet she was lucky the beast sense her here. I walk over and put my hands on her shoulders I feel her jump she looks up I looked down into the deep brown watery eyes of hers........
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I look up into the most amazing blues eyes I ever seen I recognized them straight away I grabbed hold of him he picked me up even though I was all bloody and weighed about eleven stone. I felt like a rag doll in his arms for no reason I started to cry. He held me tight not saying anything. He stood there hold me for a while so I could get my breath back. When I did he started to walk keeping me close to his body in a protective way. We rounded a corner where a boy was waiting “Cody can you your jacket over Crystal” the boy nodded and he put his jacket over me. When we got to the alley where I got that really bad vibe from there were two people standing by the entrance I recognized it was Tiff “crystal oh my god what happen god this all my fault please forgive me” she started to cry the near put his arm round her to comfort her “it ok she fine see it not your fault” i try and move my hand but it was too painful “Tiff he right it not your fault the only you should blame is me I attracted danger” I tried to laugh but it didn’t come out right. As we reach the school gates the headmistress stalked out to them her face was pale but turn paler she looked horrified how I looked with blood stains on Theo she ushered us in to the nurse’s offices. She made Tiff go outside with Todd because she was crying too much. Mrs wanted Theo to go out to but I wouldn’t let him leave my grip on his shirt was to tight to pry them away without hurting me. As the nurse dressed my cuts Theo held my hand I kept squeezing when she washed my cuts when she was finish she left the room so there was only me Theo and Mrs Coop. Theo help me to my feet I had to put all my weight on him because stand on one of my feet because I a big long gash across my foot. Mrs Try to make me tell her what happened to me but I refuse to tell anyone about it I just wanted to go to sleep. Theo helped me to my room Tiff went back ages ago with Todd so when I walked in she was fast asleep already I turned back towards Theo I smiled at him but we both know I was only smile on the surface but inside I felt scared. When I shut the door i went straight to my dairy on the desk.........
Dear diary
Today has been a rollercoaster first the day was ok had a couple of good lessons. Even thought someone liked me but I don’t know now it seems too early we only known each other a couple of days. At lunch me and my group of friends planed a birthday get together for Bridie the cinema idea was Lisa and coco’s was Imahn’s idea. It started of so great we watched new moon it was great then after that we headed out to coco’s that when i see Theo with Emily and Kiaya walking behind them I thought he liked me but i couldn’t have been wrong. When to coco’s there were there to it was like there were trying to make my life hell. When we left coco’s I felt like someone was following me the others went to the cafe but i told them i felt ill so meet them back at the school but then i was attacked by a creature it scared me to death Theo found i was so closed to his body when he picked me he was so warm i just wanted to stay there forever. I shut my diary and put it away then I climbed into bed and tried to go to sleep I did finally fall asleep about midnight.
I was running from something I don’t know what it to dark I only hear the footfall of something that was coming after me I wanted to stop running but someone told me not to stop the voice was so familiar. The face flash before my eyes the voice I was hearing was Theo’s his bright blues in my head I kept running because he told me to. The scenery around me change from being a gloomy street to being a dark forest I was lost suddenly I felt something wet drop on to my face and another until I realised it raining. I kept on running I could hear the foot step getting nearer. I could see something up a head a bright light I kept running toward it maybe if I get there the thing won’t be able to get me I picked up my speed. I wasn’t fast enough the thing grabbed me I felt its claws dig into my flesh I could feel blood trailing down from where the claws were digging into me. The monster pinned me down to the floor I tried to get away but it pulled me back the only thing i could see of him was it yellow eyes what shone for the taste of my blood. I started to scream it lower it head and went straight for my neck..........................
I woke up screaming and tried to muffle my crying so I wouldn’t wake Tiff up. I tried to go back to sleep I could every time I close my eyes I saw those yellow eyes. I got out of bed and put a jumper on and some shoes I did that quietly so I wouldn’t wake Tiff the door open without a creak I tiptoed out of and shut the door behind me. Without thinking about where I was going I open the front doors of the girl dooms what open to the front yard of the school. I step outside it was quite I wrapped my arms around me to try and keep me. I looked around everything was still and peaceful nothing out of place I move over to the bench and sit down I pull my knees towards. I sat there for along hugging my knees and listening to sound of the wind my eyes started shutting that when heard footfall getting closer I open my eyes with fright thinking the yellow eyed monster has come for. The foot fall stopped it went quite then it spoke “don’t you think if you’re tired you would go to” it was Theo I would recognize his voice from anyway. I looked up at him he smiles down at me. He sat down beside me on the bench he was wearing a jacket and some tracksuit he looked tired his bright blue eyes on my face.
We sat there in silent for ages until I found my voice “so are you stalking me” I give a shaky laugh he looks me up and down I was wearing my old pyjamas my jumper covered up the top but not my bottoms what were a bit too short. He smiles at me but it never reaches his eyes “no I’m not stalking you I come out here when I can’t sleep” I looked at him for a bit. I tried to think of something to say but nothing came sitting here in silent wasn’t as awkward as thought it would be the atmosphere between us was calm. Where we sat was cold I shivered Theo takes off his jacket and put around me I tried to give it back he had no top underneath his jacket “Theo you must be cold put your jacket back on” he shakes his head he smiles down at me I pull the jacket closer to me as I did that I could smell his scent a very woody smell it made me want to huddle even closer to the really thing. As if he was reading my mind he shuffled near “you look frozen why are you out here” he looked down at me his face was nearer to mine now “I couldn’t sleep had a bad nightmare” I smiled at him he smiled his warm and concerning smile. We stared into each other’s eyes “do you want to tell me it might help you sleep if you tell someone” as I thought about it he moved even more closer to me before I told him what scared me out of my sleep. I told him about the yellow eye monster chasing me and what happen and that I heard his voice in my head telling me to keep running but when the monster got me and went to kill me I woke up screaming and every time I closed my eye I saw the yellow eyes. When I finish telling him about my dream I started to shake thinking about the monster was scaring my out of my skin.
He walked me back to my room he let me keep his jacket saying he got plenty of them and he knows that I don’t have any warm clothes accept this jumper I was wearing. When I shut door I lean against the door and slid to the floor I still had his jacket on I wrapped it around me more tightly. Did he just take Emily out to coco just as friends? I sat there for a while thinking to myself. I stood up and took my jumper and his