Enemies with Benefits, KiKi XoXo [reading books for 4 year olds .txt] 📗

are you doing here... teaching at my school. Dancing with my tutor, and one of the students?"  I say trying to still sound like I'm not into Paige. But I haven't been able to get her off my mind since last night. Then when I woke up this morning and she was gone, that just made everything worse! Then when she didn't come to school that made it three times worse! 

 

"I'm working out my work schedule, Jake. I'm a new teacher here. I'm also the new baseball coach." He smirks at me. "I'm actually living on campous now."  My world tumbles around me. This isn't happening. It can't be. 

 

"Really?" I ask, he nods. "Fun... think about all the girls you'll get." I add. "Let me guess, Paige is top on your list."  I shake my head. 

 

"Nah, she is actually pretty cool. I don't understand how you aren't into her at all."  he questions. "We're just friends... if that even." He says, then walks toward the door. "Later little brother." He smiles, I don't reply. I put in my ear phones, turn the music up all the way, and get to work. Happy I can get anger out here.

 

****

 

I'm official obsessed. I've been pacing around my room for the past three hours, just thinking about Paige. We slept together and haven't talked since... which is normally how I operate... but I want more of her. God, what happened between us was something that I've never felt before ever. I was her first, and that really means something to me. It means she trusted me, which she said would never happen but it did! Looking at the clock, I see it is already past midnight. I make a couple more rounds around my room still trying to figure out what to do. When it's two o'clock, I grab my gym shoes, and leave. 

 

Before I know it I'm outside Paige's dorm, trying to catch my breath. Why did I come here? She is sleeping, and what would I say anyways? Looking up at her window, yes I know where her room is, I see the light off but the blinds open. Looking around to see if anyone else is out right now, I let out a breath. 

 

What should I do? I know Jason isn't getting her. I will not let that happen! Thinking about anyone having her but me  pisses me off! Looking back up to her window, I wish the liht would flick on or I would see a shadow. I look at the ground dreading whats to come tomorrow. I want to see Paige and talk to her, but I don't understand where we stand. I don't understand anything anymore. I lean against the tree beside me, wishing a book would just fall from the sky to tell me everything to do. 

 

I need to sleep. I'm gonna be a grouch if I don't sleep at all. Pushing of the tree, I take one last glance up at her room. The light is still off. There is movement inside her room, it stops me from walking away. The window slides open, and there she is. I stay back under tree unsure if she can see me, but I can see her. She sit in in the sill looking out, even from here I can tell she is just as miserable as I am. After a couple minutes she closes the window half way, and then she disapears. I know she is awake. I know she isn't happy. 

 

To late to go back I've already knocked on her door. I know she is awake. The door opens slowly, and she is obviously confused at who would be here  this late. Her eyes go wide, and I push through the door no way am I going to have her slaming the door in my face. There is noise behind me, and I turn seeing it's her putting on a shirt. Now actually looking at her, not just her face. I see she is in spandex and a sports bra. She opened the door in that... who did she think it was?

 

"Who were you expecting?" I ask, I've seen her body, without any clothes, but I do want her comfortable. 

 

"No one... but since someone knocked this late I thought it might've been Mr. Parker or Robbie." she responds. It enrages me that she is okay with them seeing her barely dressed. 

 

"Mr. Parker." I say, narrowing my eyes. 

 

"He's known me since I was like twelve, he has seen me in a swim suit which shoes more then what I was wearing..." She answers standing on the other side of the room from me. We're both confused, and unsure whats going on. 

 

"I've seen you, really seen you." it's out before I think about it. Thinking about her body, and how perfect it was how perfect for me she is. I cross the room, ignoring her slight cower. "Do you regret what happened?" I ask, moving a strand of hair from her face. 

 

"No." that's all I needed to here. I grab her hips crushing my mouth to hers, lifting her off the ground instinctively I go to her bed. Her legs wrap around my hips, and she doesn't say no. Just her kiss drives me crazy! Sliding my hands under her shirt, and all over her body.  "Jake." She whispers hoarsly, tugging at my shirt. I pull it over my shoulders and head, and eventually all of our clothes are off. ***** Rolling around with her body to body, taking our time no rush. I could get lost in her, I'm sure I already am lost. Moving my pelvis in a slow yet tantilzing rythym, and she is grinding into me too. It's an amazing feeling, with her being a dancer she can deffinately move. Her flexibility is great thing as well, it's new for her and me, so we're both going slow and exploring. She is fascinated with my abs, and my hair. Which I like because most girls like what's farther down, but she could care less about that. 

 

"Do you dye your hair?" She whispers between kisses, and it makes me smile. Out of all the questions she could ask right now, it's that. She sits up stradling me, pulling her blanket over her shoulders covering her from my view of her. "What's so funny?" She asks. The girl on top, is another new thing for me. With her I'm okay with it. I sit up, pushing the blanket off her shoulders really being able to see her. 

 

"You're beautiful." I say, lightly running my thumbs over her breasts.  Her hands grip in my hair, and she tilts me head up lowering her lips.  "No." I spull away real quick, remembering her question. 

 

"No what?" She asks. 

 

"I don't dye my hair." I chuckle, and she shakes her head. 

 

"Not important!" she says, pushing me back down.  Our rythms pick up again, and the two of us get to work. Grinding, groaning, and moaning. She throws her head back, from pleasure, gripping my shoulders. Taking the opportunity, I go to her open neck biting down slightly and getting a gasp from her.  The tension from her hands tell me how close she is to her climax, and I can tell it's coming. I'm not to far either, but I'm don't have a condom and I have no idea if she is on any type of birth control. 

 

"Oh shit..." I groan, getting closer and closer. 

 

"Jake!" She says loosing control. We both stop moving, she hide her face in the crook of my neck. Her fingers digging into my shoulders, and her trying to breath.****** "Oh... my ... g... god." She says, moving off of me and laying next to me.  "I need to shower." She gets up in a flash pulling the blanket off with her. She left the sheet though. Then she is in her bathroom, and I here water turn on. I sit up, trying to calm both my heart and my sex drive. I grab my boxers and shorts and shrug back into them, she comes back out wrapped in a towel. I watch as she digs through her dresser, grabbing some things, and she grabs her spandex from ground too. then she goes back into the bathroom. I role my eyes, she wont get dressed in front of me.  She comes back out in her clothes, and she tosses the blanket back on the bed. She sits next to me, but doesn't look at me.

 

"Why did you come here?" She asks.

 

"Because I want you." I say, "It's been driving me crazy all damn day. You didn't go to school, or anything and I wanted to know you were okay." 

 

"Never better." She says. I know I'm loosing her again, she is closing up. 

 

"What's going on Paige?" I ask, trying to keep her talking. Watching her face as different emotions cross it I worry. Does she have regrets?  "I think you should sleep." I say laying her down, I lay beside her wrapping an arm around her. Even though we're in here room she could still run, like she did the other night. 

 

"Night." she whispers, and that is all. I say it back, cuddling closer. We'll at least get a couple hours of sleep.

 

****

 

"You need to get up." I get shaken awake. I see Paige leanng over me, she is dressed and ready for the day. "Time for practice."  

 

"Can't we just stay in bed all day?" I yawn, rubbing my eyes. 

 

"No." then with that she leaves her room. Shoot I guess I should get up, I need to go back to my dorm though Damn I ran here last night.  "I'll give you a ride." She peeks her head in, then the door closes again. Sliding my shirt on, and socks I head downstairs. She is waiting for me eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. With out a word she exits the building and walks towards her car, I follow behind unsure what to say and if I should say anything. No one is awake yet at least not in her dorm. We have thirty minutes until practice though so people are probably getting up. 

 

"Thanks for the ride.." I sigh, knowing that is the last thing I should say. 

 

"Yeah..." She says, I stay in the car looking at her trying to figure out what she is thinking. She glances at me out of the corner of her eyes, I spot a small smile appearing. "See you later." She says.

 

"Definately." I reply getting out. I go into the dorm, going straight up to my room. I get ready for day, and go down to the kitchen, meeting Wyatt and couple of the other guys. They're laughing about something, but I don't really know what. I go to the pantry wanting a PBJ myself. I haven't had one in a long time. I make myself the sandwich, and I lean against the counter.  "What?" I ask seeing them all staring at me. The room qent quiet even. 

 

"How was your night?" Wyatt asks, sitting up in interest.  I take a quick bite from my sandwich unsure what he means. 

 

"Fine..." I say, although it is a hell of a lot better then fine.  I was with Paige all night, but again this morning she seemed closed. "Why?" 

 

"Well... I just seen you come in this morning... so I was wondering where you were." He says, and I can see smirks on the guys faces. They all think I was with a girl. Well I was, but they think it was a normal thing. That is the last thing it was.  

 

"Shut up." I say, shrugging off the counter. They all chuckle and let out little laughs at my expence. "I've got to go." I shake my head, leaving the room. With my back pack shrugged over my shoulder I go to my car and drive to the school. Going into the auditorium, I see Paige is here already, and so is Georgia. Paige