There's Only You, Katie [that summer book .txt] 📗

to be that. Now or ever, not even for Jake.

“Jake, no. Stop. Shut up ok. You’re dating April and tell ask me to just forget her ok?! I can’t and won’t let go of the fact that as you’re sitting here telling me you love me, you are still dating her! Don’t act like I’m the fucking bad guy here ok?! You have a damn girlfriend. Why don’t you find me when you don’t ok?” With that I ripped my hands from his and reached for the door.

“Amy, please. I am going to leave her, today when I see her. Just tell me you love me too. I need to hear it.” It was something in his voice that made me stop trying to bolt from the car and look at him. He looked pathetic. Truly pathetic, I have never seen him like this in all the years we have known each other. I didn’t know what else to do, but to tell him.

“We both know you aren’t going to leave her Jake, if you wanted to leave her, you would already be gone,” I reached over and stroked his cheek giving in to the temptation and let my hand rest there. “But, I love you Jake. I have always loved you. There’s only you.” With that said I hopped out of his car and walked briskly back to the school. Back to my favorite stall in the ladies room and cried, maybe even harder then the first time I cried two weeks ago. It was like my heart was ripped in two. I could feel it. I didn’t want to, not now.

Jake’s P.O.V.

I couldn’t move. I felt numb. She was right. I have to prove it to her. I have to prove that I wanted to be with her. My Amy. I had to make her My Amy. I raced out of my car and to April’s locker, waiting for her to come to switch out her books. As soon as she was in my line of site I smiled. This was it. I was going to really do this. Amy was walking a little while behind April and when she locked eyes with me I smiled at her. That was all I could do for now to let her in on my secret.

I couldn’t breath when I saw it. Amy kissed him. She kissed him. Who was he? Why the fuck was she kissing him? After she pulled away from him, he smiled dorkishly at her and she looked at me and smiled. What the hell Amy, was all I could think. She just told me she loved me, now she was walking down the hall with the ass’s arm around her waist. Well, two can play at that game. When Amy stopped at her locker with her new lover boy April finally reached me.

“Hey baby,” Was all I let April get out before I crashed my mouth onto hers. April of course didn’t protest, but kissed me back passionately. I closed my eyes and tried my best to try and think April was Amy, but it just wasn’t working, April was so much more different than Amy. It was stupid I know to try and make her feel like I did, but hey I’m just a guy. I even went as far to back April up against the lockers behind us and pushing my whole body against her as she tangled her fingers in my hair. It was actually not that bad if I tried to keep thinking it was Amy against my body and not April. When I finally broke the kiss and April rested her head against my shoulder, catching her breath I looked over and saw that Amy’s mouth was hanging open, right before she turned her back on me and walked away. “Wow, baby, I’ve missed you. Yu haven’t kissed me like that in I don’t know how long. You wanna come over tonight after practice?” She was trying her best to seduce me, I knew it. I didn’t mind though, at least somebody wanted me when they said they did.

“Yeah babe, that sounds amazing, I’ve missed you, more than you know.” I leaned down and kissed her more softly, nipping her lip making her moan. I pulled away and smiled down at her. April was beautiful, in a cocky way, but she won’t ever be Amy, but since Amy obviously doesn’t want me, then hey I’m allowed to have fun to right? April smiled at me and I grabbed her ass as she walked away and she shot me a grin and wink over her shoulder. I could do this. I could be with April, even when I didn’t want to. I’ve been doing it for almost five years now. At least April didn’t play head games with me ever. She always tells me exactly how it is and exactly how she feels. April loves me and isn’t afraid to go after me, but Amy, I don’t even know where to start with that girl.

Chapter Four

Amy’s P.O.V.

It wasn’t exactly a good idea I knew, to kiss Sam in front of Jake, but he looked so smug when he smiled at me. I couldn’t stop myself. I got what I deserved when he kissed her. He was getting back at me I knew, just by the way he smiled at me when he was done shoving his tongue down her throat. What the hell ever though. He only made me feel like I was run over by a steam roller. No biggie at all right?

Sam followed me back to my house after school to hang out. I know exactly what Sam wanted when he asked to hang out. He wasn’t bout to get it, but a few good kisses couldn’t be avoided. As long as I could Jake out of my head long enough. He made me admit I was in love with him, only him and then he pulled that shit. I thought he wanted to be with me, really be with me. I’ve been wrong before though. Nothing new with that at all.

“So, your mom’s not home?” Sam asked as we walked threw the kitchen to go to the living room. It always frustrated me when guys asked that. It wouldn’t matter if she was home or not, he was not getting laid, but he obviously thought differently.

“No, she works the afternoon shift at the diner and graveyard shift at the hospital, she’s a nurse.” I always hated the fact my mom was never home at night with me, but she was always there when I woke up all smiles, like she slept like a baby, making me breakfast asking how my classes were going. I smiled thinking of how cheerful my mom was, always in a good mood. She didn’t need to work at the diner we had enough money from her working as a nurse, but she insisted that she liked working at the diner, that she loved the people. And the people loved her.

“Oh, well that’s perfect, at least I don’t have to worry about her walking in on us then.” I was about to correct him and say there wasn’t anything to walk in on, but he pulled me against him and kissed me. Sam was pretty good at that. The kissing. Not as good as Jake though. God, I need to stop thinking about him. Now. I tangled my fingers in Sam’s hair and he backed me up against the wall. I gasped and he trailed kisses down my neck. I tried to push him off me, but he wouldn’t budge, just pushed against me harder.

The only thing in my mind was panic, I couldn’t think straight. I kept pushing at him but he wouldn’t get off me and then I was pinned on the floor and he was strong. Too strong for me to shove him off. God, what was I going to do? He was going to do it, against my will. God, please help me, please don’t let him do this to me. Please God.

Jake’s P.O.V.

I dropped April off at her house, telling her my mom text me and I would be back as soon as I found out what she wanted, she was a little frustrated, but simply shrugged and shook her hips ten times harder then usual and I have to admit I was totally staring, nothing wrong with it though, she was my girlfriend. So why did I feel guilty? Of course my mom hadn’t really text me, I just didn’t want to be near April right that second.

I had been having this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and couldn’t figure out why. It just came out of nowhere. In the middle of football practice. I kept waiting all threw the rest of practice for something to happen, but nothing did. And when April was fine after her practice, I just didn’t understand why I felt like something bad was about to happen. Without even thinking I drove two streets over from April’s and pulled up in Amy’s driveway. I wasn’t sure what I was going to say to her, but I just felt like I had to be there. Something pulled me here.

When I heard the screams and the crying I panicked. I didn’t know what to do. When I heard it again, I realized it was Amy. Amy was screaming. I didn’t even hesitate another second going right in and saw Amy pinned down on the floor with that douche bag on her trying to rip away at the rest of her clothes. I tore my eyes away from Amy and yanked him off her and into the wall in a flash. I lost my whole head after that. I grabbed him when he tried to run away pinning him down on the rug.

“Oh, hell no, you ain’t getting away that easy!” I started punching him until he was knocked out and his face was pretty smashed. At least he wasn’t dead, just beat the hell up. Getting up off him, I kicked his ribs just to add a little more damage to him. I had forgotten all about Amy until I heard her whimpers and felt her arms around me. I turned around and faced her. Looking at her I saw that she was still scared, but not of me.

“God, Jake. Thank you. I couldn’t, I just couldn’t get him off me. He wouldn’t stop. God, he almost, if you hadn’t gotten here when you did, he would have taken it from me Jake. Thank you, god thank you.” When she began crying harder I pulled her tight to me and held her until she quieted down. I wasn’t sure how, but I might have just saved her life. I don’t know what I would of done if anything had happened to her.

“I should call the cops Ames,” I tried to pull her gently off me enough to get my phone, but she just pulled tighter to me. “don’t worry, I’m going not to leave you I just need to get my phone ok.” She allowed me to reach down and get my phone. The whole time I was on the phone with the cops Amy sat cradled in my lap as I stroked her hair and explained everything I knew to the authority. Even when the cops showed up to haul the ass wipe off to jail, Amy would not leave my lap, she gave her statement to the cops from right where she was. Nobody even once forced her