Dawn, Lisette Kabel [poetry books to read .TXT] 📗

like if half of me was missing. I just couldn't tell her the real reason. Not just yet.

"Letting me go with you, at least its sometime we can spend together. Right? Since I work in the afternoons, I can't really see you as much. It's the least I can do is bring you to school and be around." I was a mechanic part time, on my off time I was over with Ness. Any time I had I was with Nessie. It was a lot of traveling going back and forth from Shelton to Forks, but I never mind it. It was silent for sometime, I layed back against her legs and closed my eyes. All I can think about was how I can tell Nessie we are meant for each other. What happens if she doesn't feel the same way back? I don't want to force that she's my soul mate. I want her to make her own decisions. I laid their debating when Ness whispered to me, nudging my arm.

"Jake. Jake." I turned over to look at her.

"The time, its midnight, I need to be sleeping for tomorrow." I stretched out and sat up and went to stand up. I looked over at Ness.

"Are you going back home Jake? It's extremely late." I ran my hand through my hair and then made my way down to rub my temple. It's been a long week for me. Putting on extra hours on work, patrolling with pack, and being here for Nessie was taking a toll on me. She looked at me worried.

"ya Ness, that's fine. I'm a wolf." I peeked my eyes under my hands sending her a mischief smile to comfort. All of sudden she spoke out.

"Jake! Stay here…. Ah.." Ness spurted out and then bit the bottom of her lip and looked down. Did she just ask me to stay? I never slept in the bed with her, maybe she meant the floor. Not that I wouldn't mind. I looked at her being nervous, "Are you sure Ness, I don't want to get you in trouble." Not trying to show my anxiousness, I stared waiting for answer. She finally responded.

"Yes, I'm sure…" Nessie looked nervous; it was her signature move biting her bottom lip, such a Bella move. I put my hand on her shoulder and as much as I didn't want to say the next words, I just had to, "if you think this is a bad idea, I don't mind going home. Don't feel bad for me." I nudged her chin up to look at me.

"No, stay…please" Nessie said with a reassuring smile. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I couldn't let me nerves take over. I got to keep it cool. She got up and locked the door and came back to res arrange her pillows, "Ness, I promise to be good…"

She smirked back; "I know you will" I waited till she was done and positioned on the bed before laying down. We both lay flat as a board with no movements. It was uncomfortable. I chucked and turned to look at her, "this is a little uncomfortable. Let me fix this." I threw her pillows to the corner and laid out my arm. Gripping her body with my other arm, I pushed Ness closer to me, motioning her head to lay on my arms and for her body to twist into mine. We were entwined together. I just realized I never put that shirt on. I felt Nessie heart racing. I tried not to think of what was taking place before my heart started racing with hers. Their has to be at least one of us that's not nervous and Ness sailed on that nervous ship a while ago. "Ness don't be nervous" I looked down at her and stared into her eyes. I finally gave her a kiss on her forehead and tighten my hold and dazed off. I didn't want this night to end. It just felt so right with her in my arms.


Chapter 4

Renesmee's point of view

It was so hot; I don't remember sleeping with covers. I slowly drifted away from my sleep. Theirs a body next to me. All of a sudden, all of last night slowly made its way into my mind. Jacob. I peek open my eyes. His body lay sprung out with one of his arms still gripping me. He looked so peaceful, like he hasn't slept in days. I didn't want to disturb him but if I didn't wake him up. Edward will be kicking through that door and having Jake wish he changed his mind. I left my hand up to Jakes face to wake him up. He moved around and had a smile. He opened his eyes and looked down at me with a smile, a warm smile.

"Good morning beautiful." His other hand came across my face, caressing my cheek. I put my hand up to his face and showed him and image of the possibilities of Edward going through those doors. He looked oblivious to what was going on.

"Jake, you need to get up. One of them is going to come up and make sure I'm awake." I told him, as I sat up. He stretched and looked at me, "thank you Ness for letting me stay here."

I smiled, "now concentrate on not thinking that around Edward!" I gave him a shove to get up. He stretched and got off the bed.

"Do you have a shirt?" I opened a draw and threw Jacob a shirt. He put on the shirt and made his way to the window. He looked back, "I'll see you downstairs." He winked and jumped out the window.

I showered and quickly got ready. I knew Jake was waiting in the woods for me. I went to walk down the stairs, as I seen Edward walking up the stairs. I started to recite an assignment. He knew my strategy when I do this.

"You're up early Renesmee." He looked to study my thoughts, I continued reciting.

I answered, "Ya, I can't wait till todays over, finally a vacation." I smiled and walked passed him to the kitchen. Bella was cooking breakfast. The door bell went off, must have been Jake. Edward went to open the door. Hopefully Jake remembers his side of the deal as well.

"Good morning Edward, Nessie ready?" Edward looked at Jake funny, he must have been reciting something as well. He moved out of the way, not saying anything to Jake, just staring. Jake came over and gave me a kiss on my cheek.

"Good morning Ness," with a wink, "Good morning Bells!"

Bella turned around, "why are you so happy this morning?"

Jake looked around, he obviously wasn't ready for that question, "Ah the holidays." He nodded to his answer.

Bella looked at him and then looked at Edward. Edward just shrugged his shoulder.

I decided to intervene, "we're going to be late, let's go Jake." I walked out before any questions can be asked. We got into the Volvo and when we were ear distant away, I looked a Jake. "Good job, that wasn't obvious."

"Come on Ness. They had no idea!" He smiled like he just snuck a cookie out the jar. I just chuckled and looked out the window.

School went extremely fast today. Jake couldn't take me home because he had to work this afternoon. Since I had time to myself, I decided I would venture around. I went for a walk in the woods nearby. As I went a little further, there was a school. Another school? It wasn't mines. I looked around to see where I was, I didn't see no signs as I walked. I kept my distances in the woods, looking at the small building, all of sudden, with out notice, someone tap my shoulder. Out of reflex, I jumped and made a good distance between me and the other person. I looked up to see who it was. It wasn't anybody I recognize. I looked at him confused. He was tall, tanned like Jacob, his body wasn't as big but it was more than average. He had dark, big brown eyes, with full lips. His hair was very short black hair, he was attractive.

"Hey, my name is Issaquah, but you can call me Isa"

I stared at him, still in confusion, "I'm Renesmee." A half smile came out from him and he made his way towards me to give me a hand shake.

"Do you know what school that is?" I shook his hand and pointed to the small school.

He looked over to the building and looked back, "That's the ChehalisHigh school, its Indian reservation." Reservation, I looked at him and studied his face, "better questions, what are you doing in the woods?"

I looked around, "I was walking and seem to get lost." I smile awkwardly back at him, he must of thought I was silly.

He chuckled, it was such a sweet chuckle, I peeked up at him and blushed. "I can help you, where are you coming from?"

"Shelton high…" I said.

"Oo, you're walking distant away. Come on I'll drive you back." I looked at him questionable, "don't be nervous," he smiled and handed his hand "I don't bite." I laughed his silly joke, only if he knew I could. We walked out in the schools parking lot and he brought me over to a truck. He went to the passenger side and opened the door and gestured for me to hop in. I smiled and made my way in the seat. He came around and turned on the truck and smiled over to me, his smile was contagious, I couldn't look away. "You trust people to easy. " He all of sudden said, as I stared into him like a fool. I snapped out of it, "umm no…" I looked away and bit on my bottom lip. I heard him chuckle, "I won't do anything Renesmee. So where you from, I never seen you around." He started to drive towards the other school where my car was parked.

I fidgeted with my hand, I can feel him glancing over to me waiting for an answer, "Forks, but we moved out here." He nodded as he listened. I asked him, "Do you live on the reservation?"

"Yes I do, been here my whole life." I wonder if there were legends in every reservation, as I started to think, he looked over at me and smiled with that smile, his eyes so innocent. He was different and I could tell he wasn't that average high school boy; he looked like a man and acted like one. "I work over by the school; I was still in the area and decided to take a stroll. I saw this auburn object and it caught my eyes. I just need to see