Dawn, Lisette Kabel [poetry books to read .TXT] 📗

closer, I crouched down and waited. The brown fur flashed through my eyes and pounced on his back. He rolled me over and pinned me down, licking the side of my face. I grabbed his face and rubbed his fur, "Hi Jacob." He nudged me with his nose. He must of just got of work and came here. He trout over to the bushes and came back with his sweats on, "Where you coming from Nessie?" he folded his arm, looking down at me. Why was he asking like upsettingly?

"I went for a walk." I answered, leaving all the details out.

"Ness, can you please avoid disappearing?" He walked up to me and put his hands on my face tilted it to look him in the eyes. I stare into his eyes, I felt guilty from not telling him the whole truth of both of the days but I couldn't. I know Jacobs temper and he would do everything in his power to not let me stroll by myself. That wouldn't be to hard, all he would have to do is mention it to Edward, who would awkwardly agree with him. I smiled back at him. Jake moved in slowly and gave me kiss on my lips. My eyes stayed opened, as his closed. He pulled back, "Nessie I'm sorry." He let go of his hands and turned around. "No Jake, I'm not." He turned around and smiled. "Let's go home." He grabbed my hand twine his hand in my fingers, holding hands. His smile was undeniable, their was no way he's going to even attempt to recite in front of Edward, so I just prepared for a speech. We walked up to the door; Jake looked at me with reassurance and kissed me on my cheek. We walked in the house and I embraced waiting for Edward to come stampeding. I looked around and nothing. Edward walked out his room, with Bella no to far behind.

"Jacob can we have minute, he pointed to the porch for Jake to follow." Jake stepped forward and walked outside, as Edward shut the door behind them. I rolled my eyes and sat on chair. Bella came over and started to play with my curls as I looked anxiously at the door. She decided not to say anything.

Jacob's point of view

I paced around the woods back and forth. Where was she now, this is the second time Nessie disappeared. Is she not telling me something? No she wouldn't do that. As I paced back and forth, my mind was distracted by Nessie. Someone jumped on my back and out of reflexes, I flipped them over, topping them with my body, it was Ness. I nudged her with my nose. I trout away and put on my sweat pants and made my back. I felt my body heat, "Where you coming from Nessie?" I folded my arms to contain the trembling. She looked down and bit her lip, "I went for a walk."

All I can do was trust her words, "Ness, can you please avoid disappearing?" I walked over to her putting my hands on her cheek, tilting her face up at me, her eyes stared into mines, with question behind them. Something took over and I took the opportunity and moved in for a kiss. My lips touched hers and I closed my eyes, I didn't want this moment to end. I opened my eyes and saw Nessie staring at me, I pulled back and walked a few steps back, "Nessie I'm sorry." She then said, "No Jake, I'm not." I turned around and smiled. "Let's go home." I grabbed her hand firmly into mines, as we walked back to the house. I could tell she was nervous with what her parents would think. I looked down at her and kissed her on her forehead; letting her now I was here for her. Edward walked out of his room, with Bella no to far behind. They had no expression on their face, I don't know if this is a good or bad thing.

"Jacob can we have minute, he pointed to the porch for Jake to follow." I let go of Nessie hand given her another kiss on the cheek and followed Edward out.

"Edward…" he cut me off before I can even start.

"Jacob, I knew this time would come, I just didn't expect it to be so soon." He looked down and then back at me, "I have no control of who Renesmee wants to be with…a wolf would not be my first choice. I see it in her eyes and her feelings are starting to grow for you. All I ask Jacob is you continue to respect her and let her make her ultimate decision." I stared at him, waiting for more, but that was it. He patted my shoulder and left me outside to think his words over. I walked back into the house, scanning the room. There she was on the chair, her long curls, and her eyes puzzling through what just happened. Edward and Bella were in the study with the door open, we can her them talking and Bella asking what just happened. I walked over to Nessie, she smile warily as I approach. It looked like she wasn't sure if she should be happy or upset. I grabbed her hand and moved in and gave her kiss. She looked at me in shock and towards the study, "its ok Nessie," I smiled back at her. She trusted me. We got up and made our way up to her room. She closed the door behind her and quickly made her way next to me.

She looked at me and asked "What Edward say to you?" I let Edward's words go through my head as I tried to find a way to say it, "Ness, he just let me know the same old speech. I just want whatever makes you happy Renesmee," I looked down, "Even if that means if you want to explore your options." That last sentence ripped apart of me out but I had to let her know it was ok. I never wanted to tell of the details of imprinting, I didn't want her to think she is forced with. She ran her small fingers through my face and then landed her palm, showing me and image of us in the woods, our fist kiss. She smiled and gave me a hug. I lover Nessie with everything but I didn't know how to say it without scaring her, I know she loved me but maybe not the same love I had for her. I couldn't stay with her tonight, as much as I wanted to, I know Edward will be paying attention.

"I'm going to go, I'll see you tomorrow?" I looked at her, holding her hands in my hand.

"Yes," she replied with. I moved in and gave her another kiss, this time she gave one back. Now, I definitely didn't want to leave but I had to give her space, I pulled back and kissed her on her forehead. I let go her hand and walked towards the window. Turning around, "Goodnight Renesmee." And I jumped out, phasing into a wolf, I ran back to the Forks with this beautiful woman on my mind.


Chapter 6

Renesmee's point of view

The light was sneaking through my window, trying to disturb me from my sleep. I tossed to face the wall, where the light couldn't touch me. My first kiss and it was from Jacob. I giggled to myself. I tossed over to the light that was making more of an appearance, I slightly opened my eyes to see the time, 10:00am, I slept in longer than usual. I stretched and sat up from my bed. That's weird; Jake usually would be here by then. I took a big sniff to see if I can smell his sent downstairs, maybe he was waiting till I wake up, but nothing came in return. I got up and opened my window, listening to the surroundings, any heavy paws pacing their way and still not a sound or scent. Hmm, maybe he's on his way. I walked over to the shower and took my time under the steaming water. My mind started to drift into memories, a particular one started to appear more than once. Elijah, I was supposed to call him. It's only been a day, I'm pretty sure he wasn't staring at his phone waiting on me to call. Should I call, what would come if I call? I can have friends. I never get out, I'm sure my parents will encourage for me to get out, they always tried to get me to gain friends, but all I wanted was Jacob. He is my only friend and my best friend. Then the kiss, what does that mean now. Maybe it was a mistake, heat of the moment. I turned off the shower and made my way to my closet. It was simple choices of clothing, Alice snuck some of her choices in there but not as much as she would of liked to. I was a lot like my mom, simplicity. My phone started to buzz. I walked over, Jake was calling.

I picked up, "Hey"

"Nessie? Hey, I'm sorry I'm not there; I was called into to work for an emergency repair on one of the vehicles. I'm very sorry, I should have called earlier." I could hear through the phone he was upset at himself, I responded, trying to cheer him up, "It's ok Jake, I understand. I'm thinking of spending some time with the family." He was silent for a minute. "Jake?"

"Yes, I'm here, sorry. Ok Ness, do you want me to come over after?" He waited for my response, "I'll see you then Jake."

Jake responded, "I miss you" my heart started to race, should I say it back, what would he think, "I miss you to Jake…bye." I hung up before anything else came out. I stared at the phone, a smile came creeping from my face and the butterflies, fluttering through my body. I looked up and decided to visit Esme. I didn't want to be asked questions right now, so I decided to use my window as an exit. I made my way to Esme house, thinking really hard to Edward, I'll be back…love you. I kept running till I made it to the door, I knocked and made my way in. Esme was in the kitchen and she was alone, Carlsie must be at work. The rest of family was still on their vacations. It was perfect timing.

"Hello Renesmee, I've miss you around here" my grandmother made her way around the kitchen to come give me a hug.

"I've miss you to Esme, I will try to visit more often." I looked up from our hug and smiled.

"Tell me, what do I have the honor to hear?" She pulled me towards the couch and sat me down. She