Blood Moon Forest, falicity davis, falicity davis [read 50 shades of grey txt] 📗

wolf looked to my mother. Her eyes had tears shining fiercely in them. She nodded at him and he looked to us. His eyes locked on mine. I felt myself become utterly powerless under his stare. Never have I ever felt like this. I tilted my head to the side and he mimicked me. He had a wolfish grin. I watched as he looked to Kai with surprise then saddness. He let out a low whine and then his form whirlded into the wind. The leaves dropped suddenly. I barely comprehended Kole letting my hand go. I looked over at Kai, facing forward with a blank look painting his face. Hiss hand still held mine. He squeezed it tightly before dropingit. My hand fell limply, hitting my thigh. I watched him with disbelif. I watched as he walked towards my fathers body. He raised his hand, ever so slowly and brought it to our fathers hand before dropping it to his side. I stood there, utterly stunned that Kai, my brother, was actully here. I hadn't seen him in so long, and yet it seemed like yesterday we were glued together. He looked so different. I couldn't understand how he went from man to man. His facial hair was growing and it seemed as though he didn't give a shit. Kai would have never let that happen. Yet here he was, facial hair and all.

I turned my eyes to my fathers corpse. He was completely lifeless. Not a thing inside of him alive.

after his body was put in his casket, I stood in place as well as MIkah and Mekeel. Nick stood back as Kai took his place infront of me. We leaned down in unison and grabbed the metal bar and lifted. With our heightened stregnth it was okay to carry. Slowly we walked out out of the clearing, I felt the weight of not only his body but his sins laying in the casket as well. we passed my house, we went down the driveway, and into the street. The whole pack followed behind as we followed Kole. It took about an hour of walking into town. As we approached, You could here a song playing in the distance. I couldn't help but look at the people all around as we walked. My eyes stopped on a man that looked dangerously like him. I was good a distance away from him. I looked back up and seen the towns square in the distance. Ihad to fight the urge not to turn and drop the casket. I felt the presence of my wolf rise. I looked down at the ground nd tried to blink away the change of my eye color, but, she persisted and took dominating stand. Mekeel looked over at me from across and made a face. Then i knew for sure my eyes were glowing a bright green. I felt that she felt threatened. Her agression was making her stronger to over power me, making me sit in the back of my mind, as she controlleed my movements. She kept my hand griped on the metal bar and contuined to walk but she scanned the area for a threat. Not finding one she slowly retreated back to the dark corner of my mind, my eyes darkening to a forest green. I looked ahead and seen the cemetary. I felt my foot hit the sponge grass that had been spryed with pestisides as I walked into the cemetary. I looked at the headstones, and felt my empty stomach drop.

This was really happening.

The crowd behid us grew as the people from the town came to follow us aswell. I watched as the sun shined down brightly, ironically. It was sad day for our pack but for other packs, it was a day of celebration, that one of America strongest alphas was dead. And honestly a little part of me was happy as well.

Chapter-2

 

My mind flashed back to when I was a child.

I could here my fathers voice echo, telling me to run faster. I did, trying to make him happy. My tail swooshed behind me helping me run just a bit faster. His foot fall was getting closer, making me panic. I was suddenly tackled by a bigger wolf. we rolled slightly until my back hit a tree. I looked up and seen Kai. I let out a small growl which was nothing compared to them. I was only 10 years old. my father stomped over and scowled. Yelling for me to do it again. And I did.

I snapped out of it as my mother cried loudly when my fathers casket was lowered into the muddy ground. I couldn't think properly. Everything was turning my brain to mush. I tried to think about what to do. my life was a series of bad choices and events so far, and normally m father would bail me out. but with him gone it was a slap into reality. I needed to get my shit together. I had plenty of things coming up that i now had o follow through with such as he mating rituals that took place in the blood moon forest. as well as the mating ball. again all of my over thinking was turning my brain to mush. I felt eyes on me and I peered up from his casket to he priest. He was familiar. And not in a good way.

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I arrived back home with Mekeel holding Koles hand. My mother was being held up by Zafaras mother and Mikah. Kai awkwardly stood behind them as they all walked in the house. He was so different. He appeared like he had fought a war. Zafara walked past him with her hair hiding her face. She always liked him but it was unrealistic. I watched as my brother looked at her then to me. Finally since I'd seen him he spoke. "Jameela." The way his voice sounded was beyond cold. It was fucking icy as it hit me. The authority his voice had was pissing me. "Command me again and I'll snap your fucking wind pipe." I felt his anger radiating off of him in waves. "You think you can run away like a little bitch and come back after dad dies and take the Alpha position. You know that fucking title belongs Mikah. He worked his ass off with dad. You wallowed like a little bitch. So don't think about the position unless you will fight for it." The last line was bit stupid. Even before Kai was stronger then Mikah, now he'd most likely kill him with all his pent up rage. But Kai wasn't stupid. He knew how to restrain himself and the beast inside of him. "Kai." My mothers voice sounded through out the room. She walked to him and hugged him tightly. My mom talked to him and she was soon off to sleep.

"I had to leave," Is how he started his speech but I cut him off. "No you choose to leave. You choose to isolate our self from the pack at the worst time possible. You choose to leave when the family needed you." I was now yelling, my eyes a bright green. "You fucking choose too leave me. And right after all of that Bull shit with- with that asshole." I stumbled on my words slightly, not able to get his name out of my mouth. "Don't give me that I had to leave bullshit. I'm the last fucking person that'll buy that shit you're trying to sell." I turned but before I could walk away more words flew from my mouth. "I fucking waited for you. When I was gone, I fucking thought you would be the one there, we were always close and you knew that, you fucking knew!" I screamed and to my utter disbelief I felt tears falling down my cheeks, burning a path as they rolled down steadily. I don't know what came over me, all I know is that I felt my hands hit his chest in rage. I felt my legs become weak and I felt his hands softly yet gently grasp my fists. "I'm sorry Mia, I'm sorry." I was so angry yet I couldn't even hold myself up. Hands grabbed me from behind as I cried. And I silently swore to never let it happen again as I was carried away. To my room.

My finger tip traced the green eyes tattooed beautifully on my wrist as they sat me on my bed. I wiped any trace of tears from my face as I looked up at my room and felt dread over come me. But not my own. "I don't know what to do. What if he tries to take me with him. Oh my god! What if he has a girlfriend? Wha-" I cut off Zafara and spoke with my eyebrows raised. "First off we can't be awayfrom each other for that long, secondly if he has a girlfriend shes probably a skank, and thirdly calm the hell down, Far." She breathed a sigh of relief as I spoke. "We don't leave for two days. You will be fine." I guess I was beyond out of the loop, by the look on her face "I thought Mekeel told you." I sighed and looked at her my eyes talking for me. "We leave in the morning at day break." My own wolf suddenly took a stand. She was pacing in my mind. Curious as to what he would look like, two years later. I looked up at Zafara and masked my emotions, for her sake. "Ok. Well get rested up." Was all I said. She heard the underlying meaning. I wanted to be alone. She nodded her head and walked out, shutting the door behind her. I instantly shot up and paced before I stopped and just stared at the black sky the moon wasn't seen from my side of the house but I knew we were one night and day away from a full, blood moon. And it worried me a bit knowing I would see him. I slowed my breathing down and looked at my thigh. I breathed and traced my skin lightly. I wasn't prepared for seeing him. Not mentally at least. I was only prepared for facts, and with a mate you never knew what could happen. You could fall in love, you could hate each other, you could throw the other down a cliff. I mean the point is that you can't plan anything, everything is in the moment. I hated that. My mind flashed back to when I was with him.

He had taken me to a well. "Make a wish," He said. His voice had seductive edge to it. I smiled up at him and nodded before taking the silver dollar from his hand, I closed my eyes and wished. For his head to be in the well, his body on the side of it. My lip curved up and I dropped the coin. I looked at him and he was smirking. "What did you wish for?" He asked as the coin made a quiet splash into the water. I smiled big, a 1000 watt smile before speaking. "To be