Blood Moon Forest, falicity davis, falicity davis [read 50 shades of grey txt] 📗

with you till the end of time." He smiled, thinking he had done what he was supposed to do. Fool me. He turned from me and my smile took a dark turn into smirk full of lies. He had no idea I was fucking him over. Don't create something you can't kill, Vladimir. That was my thought as I walked in tow back to the compound.

I would always remember that day, till my last breath. It was the day I vowed that I'd get out, that I'd get revenge and I will. I don't know when and I don't know where but I do know it'll be one for the books.

They both made my life hell.

Vladimir I wanted dead, simply put. But Him, I wanted him to suffer I wanted him to be tormented by me. I wanted him to feel himself go to the very edge, feel himself break, and know he was going insane before reeling him in, giving him hope. Before I rip his heart from his chest. And watch as the life drained from those beady eyes. I wanted him to be me when I was held captive, as I was molded into a killer. He would know what if felt like to broken and dead inside. I don't know when but it would happen. And God will I relish in the pure pleasure of knowing I was the one that ruined him. 

And as I pondered all the ways to make him suffer, I hadn't realized I had fallen asleep until a scream woke me. My eyes shot open and I jumped up my curly hair flew everywhere. I knew that scream, I'd known it since I was a child. Zafara. I Ran from my room to the room she had in our house, and seen her thrashing about, Her eyes jumping to me. I ran to her sat on the floor with her hand in mine. Her head fell into my lap. My heart tightened, I knew I couldn't do a thing. Her mate was in bed somewhere with some whore having sex, Like he did almost every night. She felt it all. But it wasn't in a good way. No it felt as thought your insides were on fire and being ripped from you. Like your throat was closing, Like your brain was turning to mush before exploding. I talked from experience. It happened to me probably three times. But her, she felt several times a week. If I seen him in there, in that forest, I would kill him. She looked up at me, with a pleading look before choking out words. "Please Meela make it stop. I can't." Tears fell from her eyes and I looked her straight in the eyes and said. "I can't Far. You know that." I stroked her sweaty hair just as a dry and blood curdling scream escaped her chapped lips. I looked up and seen Kai standing in the door way his chest rising and falling hard. He was only wearing shorts. He had sweat above his lip and his hair was soaked. He had grass and mud covering his chest, as if he had fallen. He had gone for a run. Her claws suddenly elongated and dug into my arm, and if I was human I would have needed stitches. As she retracted her claws from skin It started to heal instantly. Blood still dripped down arm. Kai came in and held her hands and spoke.

"Shh, Let her come forward. Don't hold her back." He spoke I thought he was a royal idiot. Her eyes closed tightly and she tensed before her eyes shot open like rockets and they were a bright green, showing with pure pain. "Hey, just breath. Think of running. Being utterly free. The wind in your fur. The sky bright with stars and the cool crisp air filling your senses. picture the grass. It's green and vivid. There ya' go." His voice was so calm, so serene. She listened, her eyes gently closed and she inhaled, as if she was smelling the crisp air he spoke of.  I looked to him as he sat behind her, putting her legs on his lap. The blood had dried partly, and she was calming down as she clung to me. Her breathing slowed and I had assumed that her mate had stopped what he had been doing. I don't understand how he could know that this happened whenever someone had sex with a another wolf that wasn't your mate and and still do it so frequently and not care at all. I mean at least break your bond if you feel the need to sleep around. I looked over to Kai only to see his eyes on me. "You still furrow your eyebrows and the vein pops out when you think. You haven't completely changed." I could only chuckle at him in response. He gave me a questioning look. "Just because my eyebrows crease and a vein pops out a little doesn't mean I'm the same as I once was. People change. It's life. I've gotten used to it. I had too being on my own and all." He had a somber look over take his face, and I looked away. I picked up my bum from the floor and pulled my phone from my pocket. I looked at the screen and seen the little box notifying me someone had texted. I swiped the screen tapped the icon for my messages and seen Mikah had been the latest text. It was short and not so sweet, telling me to be prepared for tomorrow. I typed in asshole and sent it. I sat my phone down and looked at the ceiling. Like my room there was a sky window. Though that was the only thing that was alike with our rooms. Hers was normal mine started of normal, but there was this ladder thing you had to fucking climb to get to where I slept, which was like a cone room attic thing with windows all over. I slept down on the couch in my room rather then climbing to my bed. I conjured the damn idea up when I was 13. God my ideas were fucking out of this world. She let go of my arm and I look over to see the sweat dried up and she was asleep. I closed my hand over hers and she relaxed, feeling I was here. She was one of the only people I would die for.

I felt a twitch and my eyes slowly opened. I was looking up at the ceiling. I moved around into a sitting position and seen Zafara in the position she was in before I fell asleep and Kai had his head on  her thigh. My head had been on hers. 

It was so weird to see Kai like that, with all of his barriers down. I stood and put a pillow from the bed behind us and put it under her head. And I walked out. Not in a graceful bad ass way either more like I almost tripped over my own fucking feet and smashed face in to the stairs and broke my teeth kind of walked out. But hey, I walked out at least. I wasn't one of those cliche never did anything wrong kind of Alphas daughter. I fucked up a lot. Weather it was falling or punching someone in the throat because they stared at me to long. But I was one of the strongest Pure Alpha blood females in the country. I didn't get that title being graceful. I was ranked 2nd. And I was proud, Maybe that was conceited but I was I took pride in my ranking and my pack but that was a natural part of being a wolf. We were driven on pride, greed, strength, our packs. It was what made us one with our wolves and not separate. We felt things at a higher magnitude then humans. Love felt like were fucking hippies at a festival. I have heard that Vampires felt it so much worse then us. Another thing is they didn't like being called vampires. They liked to be called 'Day Walkers'. But Wolves liked to piss them off. So we called them as what they truly were. Wolves traveled in packs and vampires traveled alone. We had a family we were attached often feeling what another feels. Vampires felt detached from others most of the time. Unless you had a bond with them, They could snap your neck ten time faster then us and feel absolutely nothing. I knew this from the time I spent with Vladimir. He told me when we we're alone. I walked into my room and felt another presence I took caution as I scanned the room. I seen a figure in the corner. "You really should stay out of peoples rooms Nick." My voice was mellow but still had a certain tone to it. He looked up at me and spoke. "You should start getting ready. We can only take you so far before you-" He trailed off and I ignored him and walked to my closet and pulled out a shirt and pants. I shrugged off my pants and felt hands on my waist turned to him and grabbed his face and kissed him. Hard. He pushed me on the dresser I ran my hands through his blonde hair and tugged on the ends as he pushed his hips into mine. "I have been gone for a while." I pushed him away and looked towards Kai standing in the door way. Nick used to be Kai's best friend and was our next in line beta. I grabbed my pants from the floor as Kai looked away as I pulled them on. "You could knock jackass." I said with hiss of venom in my voice. He looked at me. "So my little sister like to mess around in bed with boys now." His voice had its own level of venom in it. "Oh shut the hell up Malikai. You know that I can do what I want. I'm not some little girl anymore. I've seen to much to be a little girl anymore. Done to much." He rose an eyebrow in question. I looked away and turned my head to nick and gave him a look he nodded and walked out giving Kai a look. I watched as Kai followed him out. I slammed my door and slid down it. No one knew about nick and I and for sure not Zafara seeing as how she was his baby sister and my best friend. he had to go to the forest as well and he would most likely find his mate. I liked him. I liked him a lot but I didn't love him. I don't know if I ever would. I do know I'm fully ready to let him go if he finds his mate. He was a very closed off person but he was still a sweetheart. I was slightly worried for Nick and Zafara. They both didn't care to meet there mates. Well Zafara already had she just didn't want to meet him again. But I saw through her. She was pained. She wanted to know why. I already knew why. 

He didn't care about her. 

It happened often the human side doesn't care but the wolf inside holds them back from rejecting them. I planned to reject my mate, but it also depended on Far. If she forgave her mate and wanted to stay with him I'd have to stay there as well, We can't be away from each other for to long, and it was the females that went to the males pack. I've been reading up on a way to break the bond. But unless one of us dies, then we are stuck together. I dreaded the whole thing. 

I felt a stir of emotions as Zafara woke up and the